fullest depth and sweep of their psychoses.
Mostly I go around as a young man, the way I always did. Rootless young men
are everywhere since the end of the wars.
The more bizarre the new rumor, the faster it explodes out of Chor Bagan and
the more strongly it gnaws the nerves of our enemies. Always, always, Taglios
must enjoy a sense of grim premonition. We must provide them their ration of
omens, signs and portents.
The Protector hunts us in her more lucid moments but she never remains
interested long. She cannot keep her attention fixed on anything. And why
should she be concerned? We are dead. We no longer exist. She herself has
declared that to be the reality. As Protector, she is the great arbiter of
reality for the entire Taglian empire.
But: Water Sleeps.
3
In those days the spine of the Company was a woman who never formally joined,
the witch Ky Sahra, wife of my predecessor as Annalist, Murgen, the
Standardbearer. Ky Sahra was a clever woman with a will like sharp steel. Even
Goblin and One-Eye deferred to her. She would not be intimidated, not even by
her wicked old Uncle Doj. She feared the Protector, the Radisha and the Greys
no more than she feared a cabbage. The malice of evils as great as the deadly
cult of Deceivers, their messiah the Daughter of Night and their goddess Kina,
intimidated Sahra not at all. She had looked into the heart of darkness. Its
secrets inspired in her no dread. Only one thing made Sahra tremble.
Her mother, Ky Gota, was the incarnation of dissatisfaction and complaint. Her
lamentations and reproaches were of such amazing potency that it seemed she
must be an avatar of some cranky old deity as yet undiscovered by man.
Nobody loves Ky Gota except One-Eye. And even he calls her the Troll behind
her back.
Sahra shuddered as her mother limped slowly through a room gone suddenly
silent. We were not in power now. We had to use the same few rooms for
everything. Only a short while ago this one had been filled with loafers, some
Company, most of them employees of Banh Do Trang. We all stared at the old
woman, willing her to hurry. Willing her to overlook this opportunity to
socialize.
Old Do Trang, who was so feeble he was confined to a wheelchair, rolled over
to Ky Gota, evidently hoping a show of concern would keep her moving.
Everyone always wanted Gota to go somewhere else.
This time his sacrifice worked. She had to be in a lot of discomfort, though,
not to take time to harangue all who were younger than she.
Silence persisted till the old merchant returned. He owned the place and let
us use it as our operational headquarters. He owed us nothing, but
nevertheless, shared our danger out of love for Sahra. In all matters his
thoughts had to be heard and his wishes had to be honored.
Do Trang was not gone long. He came back rolling wearily. The man behind the
liver spots seemed so fragile it had to be a miracle that he could move his
chair himself.
Ancient he was, but there was an irrepressible twinkle in his eyes. He nodded.
He seldom had anything to say unless someone else said something incredibly
stupid. He was a good man.
Sahra told us, "Everything is in place. Every phase and facet has been double-
checked. Goblin and One-Eye are sober. It's time the Company speaks up." She
glanced around, inviting comments.
I did not think it was time. But I had said my piece when I was planning this.
And had been outvoted. I treated myself to a shrug of despair.
There being no new objections, Sahra said, "Start the first phase." She waved
at her son. Tobo nodded and slipped out.