At quarter past midnight, Brian Engle was settling into seat 5A of American Pride's Flight 29 - Flagship Service from Los
Angeles to Boston. In fifteen minutes or so, that flight known to transcontinental travellers as the red-eye would be
airborne. He remembered thinking earlier that if LAX wasn't the most dangerous commercial airport in America, then
Logan was. Through the most unpleasant of coincidences, he would now have a chance to experience both places within an
eight-hour span of time: into LAX as the pilot, into Logan as a deadheading passenger.
His headache, now a good deal worse than it had been upon landing Flight 7, stepped up another notch.
A fire, he thought. A goddamned fire. What happened to the smoke-detectors, for Christ's sake? It was a brand-new
building.'
It occurred to him that he had hardly thought about Anne at all for the last four or five months. During the first year of the
divorce, she was all he had thought about, it seemed - what she was doing, what she was wearing, and, of course, who she
was seeing. When the healing finally began, it had happened very fast ... as if he had been injected with some spirit-
reviving antibiotic. He had read enough about divorce to know what that reviving agent usually was: not an antibiotic but
another woman. The rebound effect, in other words.
There had been no other woman for Brian - at least not yet. A few dates and one cautious sexual encounter (he had come to
believe that all sexual encounters outside of marriage in the Age of AIDS were cautious), but no other woman. He had
simply ... healed.
Brian watched his fellow passengers come aboard. A young woman with blonde hair was walking with a little girl in dark
glasses. The little girl's hand was on the blonde's elbow. The woman murmured to her charge, the girl looked immediately
toward the sound of her voice, and Brian understood she was blind - it was something in the gesture of the head. Funny, he
thought, how such small gestures could tell so much.
Anne, he thought. Shouldn't you be thinking about Anne?
But his tired mind kept trying to slip away from the subject of Anne Anne -who had been his wife, Anne, who was the only
woman he had ever struck in anger, Anne who was now dead.
He supposed he could go on a lecture tour; he would talk to groups of divorced men. Hell, divorced women as well, for that
matter. His subject would be divorce and the art of forgetfulness.
Shortly after the fourth anniversary is the optimum time for divorce, he would tell them. Take my case, I spent the following
year in purgatory, wondering just how much of it was my fault and how much was hers, wondering how right or wrong it
was to keep pushing her on the subject of kids - that was the big thing with us, nothing dramatic like drugs or adultery, just
the old kids-versus-career thing - and then it was like there was an express elevator inside my head, and Anne was in it,
and down it went.
Yes. Down it had gone. And for the last several months, he hadn't really thought of Anne at all ... not even when the
monthly alimony check was due. It was a very reasonable, very civilized amount; Anne had been making eighty thousand a
year on her own before taxes. His lawyer paid it, and it was just another item on the monthly statement Brian got, a little
two thousand-dollar item tucked between the electricity bill and the mortgage payment on the condo.
He watched a gangly teenaged boy with a violin case under his arm and a yarmulke on his head walk down the aisle. The
boy looked both nervous and excited, his eyes full of the future. Brian envied him.
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