"I'm bleeding to death!" Carrie screamed, and one blind, searching hand came up and
clutched Miss Desjardin's white shorts. It left a bloody handprint.
"I ... you . . . The gym teacher's face contorted into a pucker of disgust, and she
suddenly hurled Carrie, stumbling, to her feet. "Get over there!"
Carrie stood swaying between the showers and the wall with its dime sanitary-napkin
dispenser, slumped over, breasts pointing at the floor, her arms dangling limply. She
looked like an ape. Her eyes were shiny and blank.
"Now," Miss Desjardin said with hissing, deadly emphasis, you take one of those
napkins out... no, never mind the coin slot, it's broken anyway . . . take one and . .
. damn it, will you do it! You act as if you never had a period before."
"Period?" Carrie said.
Her expression of complete unbelief was too genuine, too full of dumb and hopeless
horror, to be ignored or denied. A terrible and black foreknowledge grew in Rita
Desjardin's mind. It was incredible, could not be. She herself had begun menstruation
shortly after her eleventh birthday and had gone to the head of the stairs to yell down
excitedly: "Hey, Mum, I'm on the rag!"
"Carrie?" she said now. She advanced toward the girl. "Carrie?"
Carrie flinched away. At the same instant, a rack of softball bats in the corner fell
over with a large, echoing bang. They rolled every which way, making Desjardin jump.
"Carrie, is this your first period?"
But now that the thought had been admitted, she hardly had to ask. The blood was dark
and flowing with terrible heaviness. Both of Carrie's legs were smeared and splattered
with it, as though she had waded through a river of blood.
"It hurts," Carrie groaned. "My stomach . .
"That passes," Miss Desjardin said. Pity and self-shame met in her and mixed
uneasily. "You have to ... uh, stop the flow of blood. You-"
There was a bright flash overhead, followed by a flashgun-like pop as a light bulb
sizzled and went out. Miss Desjardin cried out with surprise, and it occurred to her
(the whole damn place is falling in)
that this kind of thing always seemed to happen around Carrie when she was upset, as
if bad luck dogged her every step. The thought was gone almost as quickly as it had
come. She took one of the sanitary napkins from the broken dispenser and unwrapped it.
"Look," she said. "Like this-"
From The Shadow Exploded (p. 54):
Carrie White's mother, Margaret White, gave birth to her daughter on September 21,
1963, under circumstances which can only be termed bizarre. In fact, an overview of the
Carrie White case leaves the careful student with one feeling ascendant over all
others: that Carrie was the only issue of a family as odd as any that has ever been
brought to popular attention.
As noted earlier, Ralph White died in February of 1963 when a steel girder fell out
of a carrying sling on a housing-project job in Portland. Mrs. White continued to live
alone in their suburban Chamberlain bungalow.
Due to the Whites' near-fanatical fundamentalist religious beliefs, Mrs. White had no
friends to see her through her period of bereavement. And when her labor began seven
months later, she was alone.
At approximately 1:30 P.M. on September 21, the neighbors on Carlin Street began to
hear screams from the White bungalow. The police, however, were not summoned to the
scene until after 6:00 P.M. We are left with two unappetizing alternatives to explain
this time lag: Either Mrs. White's neighbors on the street did not wish to become
involved in a police investigation, or dislike for her had become so strong that they
deliberately adopted a wait-and-see attitude. Mrs. Georgia McLaughlin, the only one of
three remaining residents who were on the street at that time and who would talk to me,
said that she did not call the police because she thought the screams had something to
do with "holy rollin'."
When the police did arrive at 6:22 P.M. the screams had become irregular. Mrs. White
was found in her bed upstairs, and the investigating officer, Thomas G. Mearton, at
first thought she had been the victim of an assault. The bed was drenched with blood,
and a butcher knife lay on the floor. It was only then that he saw the baby, still
partially wrapped in the placental membrane, at Mrs. White's breast. She had apparently
cut the umbilical cord herself with the knife.