he thought, and switch to tennis.
Susan came into the morn, still in her bathrobe. His wife always looked beautiful in the morning,
right out of bed. She had the kind of fresh beauty that required no makeup. "Are you sure you
can't feed them?" she said. "Oh, nice bruise. Very butch." She kissed him lightly, and pushed a
fresh mug of coffee onto the counter for him. "I've got to get Matthew to the pediatrician by
eight-fifteen, and neither one of them has eaten a thing, and I'm not dressed. Can't you please
feed them? Pretty please?" Teasing, she ruffled his hair, and her bathrobe fell open. She left it
open and smiled. "I'll owe you one . . ."
"Sue, I can't." He kissed her forehead distractedly. "I've got a meeting, I can't be late."
She sighed. "Oh, all right." Pouting, she left.
Sanders began shaving.
A moment later he heard his wife say, "Okay, kids, let's go! Eliza, put your shoes on." This was
followed by whining from Eliza, who was four, and didn't like to wear shoes. Sanders had almost
finished shaving when he heard, "Eliza, you put on those shoes and take your brother downstairs
right now!" Eliza's reply was indistinct, and then Susan said, "Eliza Ann, I'm talking to you!"
Then Susan began slamming drawers in the hall linen closet. Both kids started to cry.
Eliza, who was upset by any display of tension, came into the bathroom, her face scrunched up,
tears in her eyes. "Daddy . . . ," she sobbed. He put his hand down to hug her, still shaving with
his other hand.
"She's old enough to help out," Susan called, from the hallway.
"Mommy," she wailed, clutching Sanders's leg.
"Eliza, will you cut it out."
At this, Eliza cried more loudly. Susan stamped her foot in the hallway. Sanders hated to see his
daughter cry. "Okay, Sue, I'll feed them." He turned off the water in the sink and scooped up his
daughter. "Come on, Lize,'' he said, wiping away her tears. "Let's get you some breakfast."
DISCLOSURE
He went out into the hallway. Susan looked relieved. "I just need ten minutes, that's all," she
said. "Consuela is late again. I don't know what's the matter with her."
Sanders didn't answer her. His son, Matt, who was nine months old, sat in the middle of the
hallway banging his rattle and crying. Sanders scooped him up in his other arm.
"Come on, kids," he said. "Let's go eat."
When he picked up Matt, his towel slipped off, and he clutched at it. Eliza giggled. "I see your
penis, Dad." She swung her foot, kicking it.
"We don't kick Daddy there," Sanders said. Awkwardly, he wrapped the towel around himself again,
and headed downstairs.
Susan called after him: "Don't forget Matt needs vitamins in his cereal. One dropperful. And don't
give him any more of the rice cereal, he spits it out. He likes wheat now." She went into the
bathroom, slamming the door behind her.
His daughter looked at him with serious eyes. "Is this going to be one of those days, Daddy?"
"Yeah, it looks like it." He walked down the stairs, thinking he would miss the ferry and that he
would be late for the first meeting of the day. Not very late, just a few minutes, but it meant he
wouldn't be able to go over things with Stephanie before they started, but perhaps he could call
her from the ferry, and then
"Do I have a penis, Dad?"
"No, Lize."
"Why, Dad?"
"That's just the way it is, honey."
"Boys have penises, and girls have vaginas," she said solemnly.
"That's right."
"Why, Dad?"
"Because." He dropped his daughter on a chair at the kitchen table, dragged the high chair from
the corner, and placed Matt in it. "What do you want for breakfast, Lize? Rice Krispies or Chex?"
"Chex."
Matt began to bang on his high chair with his spoon. Sanders got the Chex and a bowl out of the
cupboard, then the box of wheat cereal and a smaller bowl for Matt. Eliza watched him as he opened
the refrigerator to get the milk.
"Dad?"
"What."
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