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courage which made him forever active against his doom. Beneath his surface, leprosy slept and
Lord Foul's venom awaited the opportunity to work its intended desecration. Yet he seemed equal to
his plight, more than equal to it. He did not suffer from the particular fear which had paralyzed
her in the face of Joan's possession, Marid's monstrous ill, Gibbon-Raver's horror. But for that
very reason she was determined to accompany him until she had found his answer. Hastening to his
side, she went with him toward Foodfendhall.
However, as night gathered over the decks, her uneasiness mounted. The setting of the sun left her
exposed to a stalking peril. In the eating-hall, she was crowded among Giants whose appetites
radiated vitality; but she could barely force food past the thickness of defeat in her throat,
although she had not had a meal since that morning. Steaming stew, cakes
full of honey, dried fruit: her black mood made such things vaguely nauseating.
Soon afterward, Honninscrave ordered the sails shortened for the night; and the time came for
tales. The Giants responded eagerly, gathering on the afterdeck and in the shrouds of the
aftermast so that the First and Covenant could speak to them from the wheeldeck. Their love of
tales was plain in them-a love which made them appear childlike, and yet also gave them a precious
and encompassing courage. And Covenant went aft to meet them as though this, too, were something
he already knew how to bear. But Linden had reached the limit of her endurance. Above the masts,
the stars appeared disconsolate in their immense isolation. The noises of the ship-the creak of
the rigging, the uncertainty of the sails whenever the wind shifted, the protest of the waves as
the dromond shouldered through them-sounded like pre-echoes of anger or grief. And she had already
heard many stories-the tales of the Earth's creation, of Kevin Land-waster's despair, of
Covenant's victory. She was not ready for any more.
Instead, she forced herself to go back to her cabin. Down into the darkness rather than away from
it.
She found that in her absence the old furniture had been replaced with chairs and a table more to
her size; and a stepladder had been provided to give her easier access to the hammock. But this
courtesy did not relieve her. Still the oppression seeped into her from the stone of the dromond.
Even after she threw open the port, letting in the wind and the sounds of the Sea under the ship's
heel, the chamber's ambience remained viscid, comfortless. When she mustered the courage to
extinguish her lantern, the dark concentrated inward on her, hinting at malice.
I'm going crazy. Despite its special texture, the granite around her began to feel like the walls
of Revelstone, careless and unyielding. Memories of her parents gnawed at the edges of her brain.
Have committed murder. Going crazy. The blood on her hands was as intimate as any Covenant had
ever shed.
She could hear the Giants singing overhead, though the noise of the Sea obscured their words. But
she fought her impulse to flee the cabin, run back to the misleading security °f the assemblage.
Instead, she followed the faint scent of diamondraught until she found a flask of the potent
Giantish
liquor on her table. Then she hesitated. Diamondraught was an effective healer and roborant, as
she knew from personal experience; but it was also strongly soporific. She hesitated because she
was afraid of sleep, afraid that slumber represented another flight from something she needed
desperately to confront and master. But she had faced these moods often enough in the past,
endured them until she had wanted to wail like a lost child-and what had she ever accomplished by
it? Estimating the effect of the diamondraught, she took two small swallows. Then she climbed into
the hammock, pulled a blanket over herself to help her nerves feel less exposed, and tried to
relax. Before she was able to unknot her muscles, the sea-sway of the dromond lifted her into
slumber.
For a time, the world of her unconsciousness was blissfully empty. She rode long slow combers of
sleep on a journey from nowhere into nowhere and suffered no harm. But gradually the night became
the night of the woods behind Haven Farm, and ahead of her burned the fire of invocation to Lord
Foul. Joan lay there, possessed by a cruelty so acute that it stunned Linden to the soul. Then
Covenant took Joan's place, and Linden broke free, began running down the hillside to save him,
forever running down the hillside to save him and never able to reach him, never able to stop the
astonishing violence which drove the knife into his chest. It pierced him whitely, like an evil
and tremendous fang. When she reached him, blood was gushing from the wound-more blood than she
had ever seen in her life. Impossible that one body held so much blood! It welled out of him as if
any number of people had been slain with that one blow.
She could not stop it. Her hands were too small to cover the wound. She had left her medical bag
in her car. Feverishly, she tore off her shirt to try to staunch the flow, leaving herself naked
and defenseless; but the flannel was instantly soaked with blood, useless. Blood slicked her
breasts and thighs as she strove to save his life and could not. Despite every exigency of her
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