
possessing sharply gabled roofs, the eaves of which are carved with fanciful shapes. Their walls are all of
a light gray stone, the roofs of slate, while those carvings are entwined with runes painted green and gold.
But the Keep itself, while of the same stone, has no such lightsome embellishments. There is always
about the Towers a seeming of shadow. It might be that some invisible cloud keeps it so. Within the
walls, even in the depths of summer, there abides a chill that none save I ever seemed to note. There I
had often the sense that things moved along its very old corridors, in the corners of its shadowed rooms,
which had little in common with the ways of mankind.
From the time of my first understanding, my Lady Mother made plain to me that, in the future, I would
rule here. But that promise gave me no feeling of pride. Rather, I oftentimes wondered whether any man
could claim full sovereignship within such a haunted place. Perhaps my own reticent nature was my
protection, for I never spoke to her nor to Ursula (of whom I was greatly in awe) of those strange and
disturbing fancies concerning Car Do Prawn.
Until I reached the age of six, I lived in the Ladies’ Tower, where my only companion in age was the
Lady Thaney, she who was Lord Erach’s daughter and my elder by a year. It had been told me early that
our destinies were designed to be one, that when we came to a suitable age, we would be wedded, thus
fast locking together the House fate; though at the time this meant little or nothing to me, or perhaps to
her.
Thaney was tall for her age, and very knowing, also somewhat sly. I early learned that were we in any
mischief together and discovered, the blame would fall wholly upon me. I did not like her or dislike her. I
accepted her presence as I did the clothing on my body, the food on my plate.
With her brother Maughus, the matter was far different. He was some six years my elder and dwelt in
the Youths’ Tower, coming only at intervals to visit his grandam, the Lady Eldris, his mother having died
of a fever shortly after Thaney’s birth. I say his grandam, though by decent, I was also a grandson.
However, the Lady Eldris made plain her preference, and either ignored me, or found fault whenever I
was in her sight, so I kept away from her apartments.
Ours was a strange household, though I did not realize that, as it was all I had known. Thus I could
believe that all families perhaps lived in the same fashion. Lady Eldris had her own apartments and it was
there that Thaney was supposed to stay, though she followed mainly her own will, for her waiting woman
was old and stout and more than a little lazy, not keeping as strict a watch upon her ward as custom
demanded.
Maughus’s visits to their rooms were a signal for me to be on guard. He made very plain when we were
ever private together (which I saw, as best I could, was seldom) that he carried ill will for me. He was
fiercely proud, possessing much of the same ambition that I knew was inherent in my mother. That he
would not be Lord in the Keep after his father caused a bitterness that ate at him even as a child, growing
stronger through the years until I was well aware he hated me for what I was, if not for myself.
My mother, the Lady Heroise, and the Wise Woman, Ursilla, had in turn their own chambers, which lay
at the top level of the Tower. My mother was much concerned with matters of the household. Whether in
the past there had been any clash of wills between her and the Lady Eldris, decided in my mother’s
favor, I never knew. However, when Lord Erach was absent, it was the Lady Heroise who held Manor
Court in the Great Hall and gave the orders. At such times she had me ever beside her, seated on a small
stool a little behind the Lord’s great chair, which had the red mantle of our clan draped across its back,
listening to what judgments she would give. Afterward, she would explain to me the way of this or that
decision, whether dictated by custom, or the product of her own reasoning.