dreams which, although he utterly forgot them upon waking, left an indelible residue of terror and
loathing.
Dr. Dismas did not speak at once, but clapped his stiff hands together in an irregular rhythm
and paced up and down while looking sidelong at Yama, as if trying to marshal his hectic
thoughts. The servants stood in a row behind him. They were all indigens, and all mutilated.
Yama scarcely noticed them. He was watching the bent-backed, black-clad apothecary as a
mouse might watch a snake.
"You are awake!" Dr. Dismas said at last. "Good, good. How are you, Yamamanama? Any
headaches? Any colored lights or spots floating in your vision? Your burns are healing nicely, I
see. Ah, why do you look at me that way? I am your savior!"
"You infected me with this disease, Doctor. Are you worried that it is not progressing as fast
as you wish?"
"It is not a disease, Yamamanama. Do not think of it as a disease. And do not resist it. That
will make things worse for you."
"Where is this place, Doctor? Why have you brought me here? Where are the others?"
He had asked these questions many times before, and Dr. Dismas had not yet answered
them. The apothecary smiled and said, "Our allies gave it to me as a reward for services rendered.
A part payment, I should say, for I have only just begun. We, my dear Yamamanama, have only
just begun. How much we still have to do!"
Dr. Dismas marched across the room and stood for a moment at the great window, his hands
twisted behind his back. But he could not stand still for long, and whirled around and smiled at
Yama. He must have recently injected himself with a dose of the drug, for he was pumped full of
an energy he could not quite control, a small, sleek, perpetually agitated man in a black claw-
hammer frockcoat that reached to his knees, the stiff planes of his brown face propped above the
high collar of his white shirt. He was at once comic and malign.
Yama hated Dr. Dismas, but knew that the apothecary had the answers to many of his
questions. He said, "I am your prisoner, Doctor. What do you want from me?"
"Prisoner? No, no, no. O, no, not a prisoner," Dr. Dismas said. "We are at a delicate stage.
You are as yet neither one thing or another, Yamamanama. A chrysalis. A larva. You think
yourself a power in the world, but you are nothing to what you will become. I promise it. Come
here. Stand by me. Don't be afraid."
"I am not afraid, Doctor." But it was a lie, and Yama knew that Dr. Dismas knew it. The
doctor knew him too well. For no matter how much he tried to stay calm, the residue of his
dreams, the flickering red and black fringes that plagued his sight, the thing growing under his
skin, and the scuttling and crawling and floating machines that infested the room all conspired to
keep him perpetually fearful.
Dr. Dismas began to fit a cigarette into the holder which had been, he claimed, carved from
the finger-bone of a murderer. His concentration on the task was absolute; his left hand had been
bent into a stiff claw by the plaques which grew beneath his skin—a symptom of his disease, the
disease with which he had infected Yama. At last it was done, and he lit the cigarette and drew on