
“That’s not possible. God damn you, why do you even ask? Here. Here he is, if you really want to see.”
The advocate stretched out his hand, palm up, and Charity turned back to watch him. In a little while the
air above his palm started to glow, and then a tiny figure materialized out of the air, a man sitting on a
bed, reading, too small even to recognize. The advocate closed his hand, and the image disappeared as if
crushed between his fingers.
“Now,” he said. “Would you like to see him die?” He opened his hand again, and Charity could see a
tiny pyre of logs. Here the scale was even smaller; Charity could see a throng of tiny figures, red-robed
priests and black soldiers. Through the middle of the crowd, a pickup truck moved slowly forward
towards the pyre, a single figure standing upright in the back.
The seeing eye sat up on his haunches and stared at the bright image, licking his lips with his long tongue.
Charity, too, stood mesmerized until the advocate closed his hands again. “There,” he said. “Are you
satisfied?”
She was not satisfied. She began to cry. At the sound, the advocate tilted his head, listening intently with
a puzzled expression on his face, though he must have been used to hearing people cry. He listened, and
then he reached his hand up to touch his cheek, where his own red tears had left a scum.
He held out the paper for her to sign, but she had turned away again. In a little while he opened his
fingers and let the paper settle to the floor. “I’ll leave it,” he said quietly. “Don’t be a fool. I’ll send my
clerk tomorrow morning, and if you still refuse, at ten o’clock I will come back to send you home. I will
pump the blood from your body, and I won’t be gentle, either. That I promise. Women like you are a
disgrace to us. You don’t deserve your own tattoos. If I could send you to hell, I would.”
* * *
All that day the churches had been packed with worshipers, and when the priests had rung the bells for
evensong, the crowds had taken to the streets, jamming the roads, moving in slow streams towards the
center of the city, down towards the Mountain of Redemption, where they had spread out around its
lower slopes. The gigantic prison blocked out the sky. Even in those days it was the biggest building in
the known universe, a huge, squat, unfinished tower, circle after circle of black battlements. It held a
population of one million souls. And all around its lowest tier, sticking up like the spikes of a crown
around a great, misshapen head, rose smaller towers, the Starbridge palaces, white and graceful, glinting
with lamplight. Below, the streets were full of people chanting and singing. They looked up towards the
windows while the rain fell steadily in dark, viscous drops, tasting of sugar and smelling of gasoline,
coating men’s clothes and crusting their skins. Here and there, preachers in the crowd spoke of the
apocalypse, and some preached slowly and softly, and some ranted like maniacs. Numerologists had
made a magic number out of the date: October 44th, in the eighth phase of spring. The forty-fourth day
of the eighth month—some had daubed this number, 4408800016, on cardboard placards, which they
waved above their heads. According to some long-extinct rule of prosody, this number duplicated the
meter of the so-called apocalyptic verses of the Song of Angkhdt, the verses that begin, “Sweet love,
you can do nothing further to arouse me. It’s late—don’t touch me anymore . . .”
An old man recited the lamentations of St. Chrystym Polymorph in a loud voice; naked to the waist, he
whipped himself listlessly with a knotted scourge, not even raising a bruise. The sugar rain coated his
shoulders. It was dismal weather, a dismal season. The food reserves, which previous generations of
priests had stored up through summer and fall, were almost gone, and the daily ration of rice soup and
edible plastic was scarcely enough to keep a child alive. Hunger had made men crazy. Strange sights and
visions had been reported. An old woman had seen huge figures stalking her street in the hour before
dawn—the angels of the apocalypse, she cried: war, famine, and civil war, she cried, and she had taken a
photograph. People stood around her and passed it from hand to hand, studying the dark, unfocused
image. The old woman was an adventist. “Sweet friends,” she cried, “the hour is here. All my life I’ve
prayed that I would live to see it. The powers of Earth are overthrown. The bishop herself has been