
merchant noble, he but an assassin playing servant. But the rational understanding that she could never
return his love had not quelled the secret hope—he could finally admit that to himself, that he had
hoped—that somehow, somehow, they would end up together. Of course, his rationality had done nothing
to stop the knife stab of pain he had felt when she had returned from abroad, smiling on the arm of Steorf.
Merely thinking the man's name shot him full of rage.
The Cale of fifteen years past would have killed Steorf out of spite. The thought of that still tempted
some tiny part of him.
But Cale no longer heeded that part of himself. And he owed that change to Thazienne.
It had been nearly two years since he'd left her a note containing the sum total of his feelings for her: Ai
armiel telere maenen hir, he had written in Elvish. You hold my heart forever.
She had never even acknowledged the note. Not a word, not even a knowing glance. They had stopped
meeting in the butler's pantry late at night for drinks and conversation. She had turned away from him in
some indefinable way. When he looked her in the eyes, it was as though she didn't see him, not the way she
once had.
She was not there for him, and it was time to leave. Stormweather Towers was suffocating him.
Once made, the decision lifted some of the weight that sat heavily on his soul. He did not yet know
where he would go, but he would leave. Perhaps he could convince Jak to accompany him.
As always, the thought of the halfling rounded the corners of Cale's anger and brought a smile to his
face. Jak had stood by him through much, through everything. They had faced Zhents, ghouls, and demons
together. Perhaps most importantly, Jak had helped Cale understand Mask's Calling. Jak had taught him
how to cast his first spells.
Of course Jak would accompany him. Jak was his best friend, his only friend, his conscience. A
man—even a killer—couldn't go anywhere without his conscience. He and Jak seemed linked, seemed to
share a common fate.
Cale smiled and reminded himself that he did not believe in fate. At least he hadn't. But maybe he had
come to. Or at least maybe he should. How could he not? He had been called to the priesthood by his god
and had defeated a demon through that Calling.
But I chose to accept the Calling, he reminded himself.
Korvikoum. That word—his favorite concept from dwarven philosophy—elbowed its way to the front
of his mind. Dwarves did not believe much in fate. They believed in Korvikoum: choices and
consequences. In a sense, fate and Korvikoum stood in opposition to one another, as much as did
Vaendin-thiil and Vaendaan-naes, as much as did being a killer and being a good man who killed.
Cale reached for the wine chalice on the table beside his chair and took a sip. The five-year-old vintage
of Thamalon's Best, a heavy red wine, reminded him of the nights in the library he and his lord had played
chess over a glass. Thamalon had believed in fate, strongly so. The Old Owl had once told Cale that a man
could either embrace fate and walk beside it, or reject it and get pulled along nevertheless. That evening,
Cale had merely nodded at the words and said nothing, but ultimately he wondered if Thamalon had gotten
it right.
Still, Cale was convinced that the choices a man made could not be meaningless. If there was fate, then
perhaps a man's future was not fixed. Perhaps a man could shape his fate through the choices he made.
Fate delineated boundaries; choice established details. So fate might make a man a farmer, but the farmer
chose what crops to plant. Fate might make a man a soldier, but the soldier chose which battles to fight.
Cale liked that. Fate may have made him a killer, but he would decide if, who, why, and when he killed.
He raised his glass to the darkness, silently toasting the memory of Thamalon Uskevren.
I'll miss you, my lord, he thought.
He would miss the rest of the Uskevren too, and Stormweather Towers, but he would leave
nevertheless. From then on, he would serve only one lord.
He reached back into his vest and again withdrew his holy symbol. The velvet of the mask felt smooth in
his hands. He held it before his face and stared at it, thoughtful. The empty eye holes stared back.
Fate or choice? they seemed to ask.
Cale considered that, and after a moment, he gave his answer.
"Both," he whispered, "and neither."
With that, he turned the mask around and put it on, the first time he had ever done so in Stormweather
Towers. It did not bring the expected comfort. Instead, it felt wrong, as obscene as Thamalon's absence
from the manse. He pulled it off and crumpled it in his fist.
"What do you want from me?" he whispered to Mask.
As usual, his god provided him no answers, no signs. Mask never provided answers, only more