
slamming the door hard.
Wulfgar closed his eyes and shook his head. He chuckled helplessly and sadly when he heard
Delly's door open again, followed by running footsteps heading down the hall toward the outside
door. That one, too, slammed, and Wulfgar understood that all the ruckus had been for his benefit
Delly wanted him to hear that she was, indeed, going out to find comfort in another's arms.
She was a complicated one, the barbarian understood, carrying more emotional turmoil than
even he, if that were possible. He wondered how it had ever gone this far between them. Their
relationship had been so simple at the start, so straightforward: two people in need of each other.
Recently, though, it had become more complex, the needs having grown into emotional crutches.
Delly needed Wulfgar to take care of her, to shelter her, to tell her she was beautiful, but Wulfgar
knew he couldn't even take care of himself, let alone another. Delly needed Wulfgar to love her,
and yet the barbarian had no love to give. For Wulfgar there was only pain and hatred, only
memories of the demon Errtu and the prison of the Abyss, wherein he had been tortured for six
long years.
Wulfgar sighed and rubbed the sleep from his eyes, then reached for a bottle, only to find it
empty. With a frustrated snarl, he threw it across the room, where it shattered against a wall. He
envisioned, for just a moment, that it had smashed against Delly Curtie's face. The image startled
Wulfgar, but it didn't surprise him. He vaguely wondered if Delly hadn't brought him to this point
on purpose; perhaps this woman was no innocent child, but a conniving huntress. When she had
first come to him, offering comfort, had she intended to take advantage of his emotional
weakness to pull him into a trap? To get him to marry her, perhaps? To rescue him that he might
one day rescue her from the miserable existence she had carved out for herself as a tavern wench?
Wulfgar realized that his knuckles had gone white from clenching his hands so very hard, and
he pointedly opened them and took several deep, steadying breaths. Another sigh, another rub of
his tongue over dirty teeth, and the man stood and stretched his huge, nearly seven-foot, frame.
He discovered, as he did nearly every afternoon when he went through this ritual, that he had
even more aches in his huge muscles and bones this day. Wulfgar glanced over at his large arms,
and though they were still thicker and more muscular than that of nearly any man alive, he
couldn't help but notice a slackness in those muscles, as if his skin was starting to hang a bit too
loosely on his massive frame.
How different his life was now than it had been those mornings years ago in Icewind Dale,
when he had worked the long day with Bruenor, his adoptive dwarven father, hammering and
lifting huge stones, or when he had gone out hunting for game or giants with Drizzt, his warrior
friend, running all the day, fighting all the day. The hours had been even more strenuous then,
more filled with physical burden, but that burden had been just physical and not emotional. In
that time and in that place, he felt no aches.
The blackness in his heart, the sorest ache, was the source of it all.
He tried to think back to those lost years, working and fighting beside Bruenor and Drizzt, or
when he had spent the day running along the wind-blown slopes of Kelvin's Cairn, the lone
mountain in Icewind Dale, chasing Catti-brie. . . .
The mere thought of the woman stopped him cold and left him empty and in that void, images
of Errtu and the demon's minions inevitably filtered in. Once, one of those minions, the horrid
succubus, had assumed the form of Catti-brie, a perfect image, and Errtu had convinced Wulfgar
that he had managed to snare the woman, that she had been taken to suffer the same eternal
torment as Wulfgar, because of Wulfgar.
Errtu had taken the succubus, Catti-brie, right before Wulfgar's horrified eyes and had torn
the woman apart limb from limb, devouring her in an orgy of blood and gore.