
"Milord, " the soldier whispered. "I think the princess meant for you to stay
in your own chair. "
"As I will. " Though Galaeron answered in an amiable tone, it was all he could
do to keep from cursing the man aloud. If he was right—and he was—the last
thing he needed was the lout drawing attention to him. "I only wanted to thank
Harper Ruha for her support"
Ruha raised her kohl-rimmed eyes to the guard and said, "Galaeron will do me
no harm. "
The soldier regarded her suspiciously for a moment, then nodded gruffly and
released Galaeron's shoulder. Ruha looked to Galaeron, and as Alusair and
Mourngrym continued their argument in more heated tones, waited.
"Uh, thank you, " Galaeron said. It was all he dared say, at least with one of
them lurking somewhere in the room, eavesdropping on the council and
manipulating its mind-slaves. "I'm afraid I lost control of myself. "
Ruha knitted her black eyebrows and replied, "Considering what was said, I
thought you did well to keep your shadow in check. "
Galaeron continued to look at her, trying to think of some other way to convey
his suspicions without alerting the one spying upon them.
Irreph and Alduvar were lending their voices to
Mourngrym's, protesting that Alusair was wasting the council's valuable time
with a meaningless exercise of imagination.
"Galaeron, " Ruha asked, "is there something else?"
"No, " he said. If only she understood fingertalk; as it was, he was beginning
to fear he would have to use his own magic to save the council. "That's all. "
Ruha nodded—a bit uncertainly—and turned back to the council.
Galaeron sat fidgeting, lost in his own thoughts, trying to think of some
other way to do what was needed. It was easily two months since he had last
cast a spell. Surely, he could cast this one, not even a very difficult spell.
It was just a simple abjuration to reveal the spy he knew to be lurking
somewhere in the council chamber putting words in the mouths of the Dalesmen.
Of course, he would need to use shadow magic; he was no longer sure that he
even could use normal magic, but shadow magic was better against the phaerimm
anyway. Normal spells had a tendency to ricochet off their magic-resistant
scales, but shadow magic always worked.
The thought of touching the Shadow Weave again sent a shiver of anticipation
up through Galaeron's body. He could almost feel the cold power rising through
him, quenching a thirst that had been building for two months. One simple
spell was not going to do any harm. It would hardly give his shadow self the
strength to overpower him completely—not for long anyway—and he had to expose
the spy, didn't he? He had to make the council see that the Dalesmen's words
were those of the enemy, that the phaerimm were trying to split the alliance—
A day never passed when Galaeron did not find some reason just as compelling
to break his vow and reach out to the Shadow Weave. The temptation was always
there, always awaiting the weak moment, always inviting him down the dark
path, but he had only to remember Vala to
resist, to think of her enslaved in Escanor's palace in Shade and imagine the
abuse being visited on her nightly in the prince's bed.
It had been Galaeron's shadow self that had persuaded him to abandon her
there, that had filled his thoughts with so many bitter suspicions that he had
finally surrendered to the darkness and vowed to have vengeance on a woman who
had never shown him anything but love. It was a mistake he intended never to
repeat, even if it meant his life.
And, with Ruha pledged to prevent him from slipping again, it very well might
She was watching him out of the corner of her eye, her thoughts hidden behind
her Bedine veil, but her hand not far from the curved dagger stuck behind her
sash.
For the second time in as many minutes, Galaeron wished that the witch
understood fingertalk—then realized she didn't need to. He caught her eye then
dropped his gaze to his lap, where he was running his fingers through the
gestures of the magic he wanted her to cast Though he was not trying to cast