Ursula K. Le Guin - Earthsea 2 - The Tombs Of Atuan

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TheTombs of Atuan
Ursula K. Leguin
1970
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Prologue
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"Come home, Tenar! Come home!"
In the deep valley, in the twilight, the apple trees were on the eve of
blossoming; here and there among the shadowed boughs one flower had opened
early, rose and white, like a faint star. Down the orchard aisles, in the thick,
new, wet grass, the little girl ran for the joy of running; hearing the call she
did not come at once, but made a long circle before she turned her face towards
home. The mother waiting in the doorway of the hut, with the firelight behind
her, watched the tiny figure running and bobbing like a bit of thistledown blown
over the darkening grass beneath the trees.
By the corner of the hut, scraping clean an earthclotted hoe, the father
said, "Why do you let your heart hang on the child? They're coming to take her
away next month. For good. Might as well bury her and be done with it. What's
the good of clinging to one you're bound to lose? She's no good to us. If they'd
pay for her when they took her, that would be something, but they won't. They'll
take her and that's an end of it."
The mother said nothing, watching the child who had stopped to look up
through the trees. Over the high hills, above the orchards, the evening star
shone piercing clear.
"She isn't ours, she never was since they came here and said she must be
the Priestess at the Tombs. Why can't you see that?" The man's voice was harsh
with complaint and bitterness. "You have four others. They'll stay here, and
this one won't. So, don't set your heart on her. Let her go!"
"When the time comes," the woman said, "I will let her go." She bent to
meet the child who came running on little, bare, white feet across the muddy
ground, and gathered her up in her arms. As she turned to enter the hut she bent
her head to kiss the child's hair, which was black; but her own hair, in the
flicker of firelight from the hearth, was fair.
The man stood outside, his own feet bare and cold on the ground, the clear
sky of spring darkening above him. His face in the dusk was full of grief, a
dull, heavy, angry grief that he would never find the words to say. At last he
shrugged, and followed his wife into the firelit room that rang with children's
voices.
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The Eaten One
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One high horn shrilled and ceased. The silence that followed was shaken
only by the sound of many footsteps keeping time with a drum struck softly at a
slow heartpace. Through cracks in the roof of the Hall of the Throne, gaps
between columns where a whole section of masonry and tile had collapsed,
unsteady sunlight shone aslant. It was an hour after sunrise. The air was still
and cold. Dead leaves of weeds that had forced up between marble pavement-tiles
were outlined with frost, and crackled, catching on the long black robes of the
priestesses.
They came, four by four, down the vast hall between double rows of
columns. The drum beat dully. No voice spoke, no eye watched. Torches carried by
black-clad girls burned reddish in the shafts of sunlight, brighter in the dusk
between. Outside, on the steps of the Hall of the Throne, the men stood, guards,
trumpeters, drummers; within the great doors only women had come, dark-robed and
hooded, walking slowly four by four towards the empty throne.
Two came, tall women looming in their black, one of them thin and rigid,
the other heavy, swaying with the planting of her feet. Between these two walked
a child of about six. She wore a straight white shift. Her head and arms and
legs were bare, and she was barefoot. She looked extremely small. At the foot of
the steps leading up to the throne, where the others now waited in dark rows,
the two tall women halted. They pushed the child forward a little.
The throne on its high platform seemed to be curtained on each side with
great webs of blackness dropping from the gloom of the roof; whether these were
curtains, or only denser shadows, the eye could not make certain. The throne
itself was black, with a dull glimmer of precious stones or gold on the arms and
back, and it was huge. A man sitting in it would have been dwarfed; it was not
of human dimensions. It was empty. Nothing sat in it but shadows.
Alone, the child climbed up four of the seven steps of red-veined marble.
They were so broad and high that she had to get both feet onto one step before
attempting the next. On the middle step, directly in front of the throne, stood
a large, rough block of wood, hollowed out on top. The child knelt on both knees
and fitted her head into the hollow, turning it a little sideways. She knelt
there without moving.
A figure in a belted gown of white wool stepped suddenly out of the
shadows at the right of the throne and strode down the steps to the child. His
face was masked with white. He held a sword of polished steel five feet long.
Without word or hesitation he swung the sword, held in both hands, up over the
little girl's neck. The drum stopped beating.
As the blade swung to its highest point and poised, a figure in black
darted out from the left side of the throne, leapt down the stairs, and stayed
the sacrificer's arms with slenderer arms. The sharp edge of the sword glittered
in mid-air. So they balanced for a moment, the white figure and the black, both
faceless, dancer-like above the motionless child whose white neck was bared by
the parting of her black hair.
In silence each leapt aside and up the stairs again, vanishing in the
darkness behind the enormous throne. A priestess came forward and poured out a
bowl of some liquid on the steps beside the kneeling child. The stain looked
black in the dimness of the hall.
The child got up and descended the four stairs laboriously. When she stood
at the bottom, the two tall priestesses put on her a black robe and hood and
mantle, and turned her around again to face the steps, the dark stain, the
throne.
"O let the Nameless Ones behold the girl given to them, who is verily the
one born ever nameless. Let them accept her life and the years of her life until
her death, which is also theirs. Let them find her acceptable. Let her be
eaten!"
Other voices, shrill and harsh as trumpets, replied: "She is eaten! She is
eaten!"
The little girl stood looking from under her black cowl up at the throne.
The jewels inset in the huge clawed arms and the back were glazed with dust, and
on the carven back were cobwebs and whitish stains of owl droppings. The three
highest steps directly before the throne, above the step on which she had knelt,
had never been climbed by mortal feet. They were so thick with dust that they
looked like one slant of gray soil, the planes of the red-veined marble wholly
hidden by the unstirred, untrodden siftings of how many years, how many
centuries.
"She is eaten! She is eaten!"
Now the drum, abrupt, began to sound again, beating a quicker pace.
Silent and shuffling, the procession formed and moved away from the
throne, eastward towards the bright, distant square of the doorway. On either
side, the thick double columns, like the calves of immense pale legs, went up to
the dusk under the ceiling. Among the priestesses, and now all in black like
them, the child walked, her small bare feet treading solemnly over the frozen
weeds, the icy stones. When sunlight slanting through the ruined roof flashed
across her way, she did not look up.
Guards held the great doors wide. The black procession came out into the
thin, cold light and wind of early morning. The sun dazzled, swimming above the
eastern vastness. Westward, the mountains caught its yellow light, as did the
facade of the Hall of the Throne. The other buildings, lower on the hill, still
lay in purplish shadow, except for the Temple of the God-Brothers across the way
on a little knoll: its roof, newly gilt, flashed the day back in glory. The
black line of priestesses, four by four, wound down the Hill of the Tombs, and
as they went they began softly to chant. The tune was on three notes only, and
the word that was repeated over and over was a word so old it had lost its
meaning, like a signpost still standing when the road is gone. Over and over
they chanted the empty word. All that day of the Remaking of the Priestess was
filled with the low chanting of women's voices, a dry unceasing drone.
The little girl was taken from room to room, from temple to temple. In one
place salt was placed upon her tongue; in another she knelt facing west while
her hair was cut short and washed with oil and scented vinegar; in another she
lay face down on a slab of black marble behind an altar while shrill voices sang
a lament for the dead. Neither she nor any of the priestesses ate food or drank
water all that day. As the evening star set, the little girl was put to bed,
naked between sheepskin rugs, in a room she had never slept in before. It was in
a house that had been locked for years, unlocked only that day. The room was
higher than it was long, and had no windows. There was a dead smell in it, still
and stale. The silent women left her there in the dark.
She held still, lying just as they had put her. Her eyes were wide open.
She lay so for a long time.
She saw light shake on the high wall. Someone came quietly along the
corridor, shielding a rushlight so it showed no more light than a firefly. A
husky whisper: "Ho, are you there, Tenar?"
The child did not reply.
A head poked in the doorway, a strange head, hairless as a peeled potato,
and of the same yellowish color. The eyes were like potato-eyes, brown and tiny.
The nose was dwarfed by great, fiat slabs of cheek, and the mouth was a lipless
slit. The child stared unmoving at this face. Her eyes were large, dark, and
fixed.
"Ho, Tenar, my little honeycomb, there you are!" The voice was husky, high
as a woman's voice but not a woman's voice. "I shouldn't be here, I belong
outside the door, on the porch, that's where I go. But I had to see how my
little Tenar is, after all the long day of it, eh, how's my poor little
honeycomb?"
He moved towards her, noiseless and burly, and put out his hand as if to
smooth back her hair.
"I am not Tenar any more," the child said, staring up at him. His hand
stopped; he did not touch her.
"No," he said, after a moment, whispering. "I know. I know. Now you're the
little Eaten One. But I..."
She said nothing.
"It was a hard day for a little one," the man said, shuffling, the tiny
light flickering in his big yellow hand.
"You should not be in this House, Manan."
"No. No. I know. I shouldn't be in this House. Well, good night, little
one... Good night."
The child said nothing. Manan slowly turned around and went away. The
glimmer died from the high cell walls. The little girl, who had no name any more
but Arha, the Eaten One, lay on her back looking steadily at the dark.
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The Wall Around the Place
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As she grew older she lost all remembrance of her mother, without knowing
she had lost it. She belonged here, at the Place of the Tombs; she had always
belonged here. Only sometimes in the long evenings of July as she watched the
western mountains, dry and lion-colored in the afterglow of sunset, she would
think of a fire that had burned on a hearth, long ago, with the same clear
yellow light. And with this came a memory of being held, which was strange, for
here she was seldom even touched; and the memory of a pleasant smell, the
fragrance of hair freshly washed and rinsed in sage-scented water, fair long
hair, the color of sunset and firelight. That was all she had left.
She knew more than she remembered, of course, for she had been told the
whole story. When she was seven or eight years old, and first beginning to
wonder who indeed this person called "Arha" was, she had gone to her guardian,
the Warden Manan, and said, "Tell me how I was chosen, Manan."
"Oh, you know all that, little one."
And indeed she did; the tall, dry-voiced priestess Thar had told her till
she knew the words by heart, and she recited them: "Yes, I know. At the death of
the One Priestess of the Tombs of Atuan, the ceremonies of burial and
purification are completed within one month by the moon's calendar. After this
certain of the Priestesses and Wardens of the Place of the Tombs go forth across
the desert, among the towns and villages of Atuan, seeking and asking. They seek
the girl-child who was born on the night of the Priestess' death. When they find
such a child, they wait and they watch. The child must be sound of body and of
mind, and as it grows it must not suffer from rickets nor the smallpox nor any
deformity, nor become blind. If it reaches the age of five years unblemished,
then it is known that the body of the child is indeed the new body of the
Priestess who died. And the child is made known to the Godking in Awabath, and
brought here to her Temple and instructed for a year. And at the year's end she
is taken to the Hall of the Throne and her name is given back to those who are
her Masters, the Nameless Ones: for she is the nameless one, the Priestess Ever
Reborn."
This was all word for word as Thar had told her, and she had never dared
ask for a word more. The thin priestess was not cruel, but she was very cold and
lived by an iron law, and Arha was in awe of her. But she was not in awe of
Manan, far from it, and she would command him, "Now tell me how I was chosen!"
And he would tell her again.
"We left here, going north and west, in the third day of the moon's
waxing; for Arha-that-was had died in the third day of the last moon. And first
we went to Tenacbah, which is a great city, though those who've seen both say
it's no more to Awabath than a flea to a cow. But it's big enough for me, there
must be ten hundred houses in Tenacbahl And we went on to Gar. But nobody in
those cities had a baby girl born to them on the third day of the moon a month
before; there were some had boys, but boys won't do... So we went into the hill
country north of Gar, to the towns and villages. That's my own land. I was born
in the hills there, where the rivers run, and the land is green. Not in this
desert." Manan's husky voice would get a strange sound when he said that, and
his small eyes would be quite hidden in their folds; he would pause a little,
and at last go on. "And so we found and spoke to all those who were parents of
babies born in the last months. And some would lie to us. `Oh yes, surely our
baby girl was born on the moon's third day!' For poor folk, you know, are often
glad to get rid of girl-babies. And there were others who were so poor, living
in lonely huts in the valleys of the hills, that they kept no count of days and
scarce knew how to tell the turn of time, so they could not say for certain how
old their baby was. But we could always come at the truth, by asking long
enough. But it was slow work. At last we found a girlchild, in a village of ten
houses, in the orchard-vales westward of Entat. Eight months old she was, so
long had we been looking. But she had been born on the night that the Priestess
of the Tombs had died, and within the very hour of her death. And she was a fine
baby, sitting up on her mother's knee and looking with bright eyes at all of us,
crowding into the one room of the house like bats into a cave! The father was a
poor man. He tended the apple trees of the rich man's orchard, and had nothing
of his own but five children and a goat. Not even the house was his. So there we
all crowded in, and you could tell by the way the priestesses looked at the baby
and spoke among themselves that they thought they had found the Reborn One at
last. And the mother could tell this too. She held the baby and never said a
word. Well, so, the next day we came back. And look here! The little bright-eyed
baby lying in a cot of rushes weeping and screaming, and all over its body weals
and red rashes of fever, and the mother wailing louder than the baby, `Oh! Oh!
My babe hath the Witch-Fingers on her!' That's how she said it; the smallpox she
meant. In my village, too, they called it the Witch-Fingers. But Kossil, she who
is now the High Priestess of the Godking, she went to the cot and picked up the
baby. The others had all drawn back, and I with them; I don't value my life very
high, but who enters a house where smallpox is? But she had no fear, not that
one. She picked up the baby and said, `It has no fever.' And she spat on her
finger and rubbed at the red marks, and they came off. They were only berry
juice. The poor silly mother had thought to fool us and keep her child!" Manan
laughed heartily at this; his yellow face hardly changed, but his sides heaved.
"So, her husband beat her, for he was afraid of the wrath of the priestesses.
And soon we came back to the desert, but each year one of the people of the
Place would return to the village among the apple orchards, and see how the
child got on. So five years passed, and then Thar and Kossil made the journey,
with the Temple guards, and soldiers of the red helmet sent by the Godking to
escort them safely. They brought the child back here, for it was indeed the
Priestess of the Tombs reborn, and here it belonged. And who was the child, eh,
little one?"
"Me," said Arha, looking off into the distance as if to see something she
could not see, something gone out of sight.
Once she asked, "What did the... the mother do, when they came to take the
child away?"
But Manan didn't know; he had not gone with the priestesses on that final
journey.
And she could not remember. What was the good in remembering? It was gone,
all gone. She had come where she must come. In all the world she knew only one
place: the Place of the Tombs of Atuan.
In her first year there she had slept in the big dormitory with the other
novices, girls between four and fourteen. Even then Manan had been set apart
among the Ten Wardens as her particular guardian, and her cot had been in a
little alcove, partly separated from the long, low-beamed main room of the
dormitory in the Big House where the girls giggled and whispered before they
slept, and yawned and plaited one another's hair in the gray light of morning.
When her name was taken from her and she became Arha, she slept alone in the
Small House, in the bed and in the room that would be her bed and her room for
the rest of her life. That house was hers, the House of the One Priestess, and
no one might enter it without her permission. When she was quite little still,
she enjoyed hearing people knock submissively on her door, and saying, "You may
come in," and it annoyed her that the two High Priestesses, Kossil and Thar,
took their permission for granted and entered her house without knocking.
The days went by, the years went by, all alike. The girls of the Place of
the Tombs spent their time at classes and disciplines. They did not play any
games. There was no time for games. They learned the sacred songs and the sacred
dances, the histories of the Kargad Lands, and the mysteries of whichever of the
gods they were dedicated to: the Godking who ruled in Awabath, or the Twin
Brothers, Atwah and Wuluah. Of them all, only Arha learned the rites of the
Nameless Ones, and these were taught her by one person, Thar, the High Priestess
of the Twin Gods. This took her away from the others for an hour or more daily,
but most of her day, like theirs, was spent simply working. They learned how to
spin and weave the wool of their flocks, and how to plant and harvest and
prepare the food they always ate: lentils, buckwheat ground to a coarse meal for
porridge or a fine flour for unleavened bread, onions, cabbages, goat-cheese,
apples, and honey.
The best thing that could happen was to be allowed to go fishing in the
murky green river that flowed through the desert a half mile northeast of the
Place; to take along an apple or a cold buckwheat bannock for lunch and sit all
day in the dry sunlight among the reeds, watching the slow green water run and
the cloudshadows change slowly on the mountains. But if you squealed with
excitement when the line tensed and you swung in a flat, glittering fish to flop
on the riverbank and drown in air, then Mebbeth would hiss like an adder, "Be
still, you screeching fool!" Mebbeth, who served in the Godking's temple, was a
dark woman, still young, but hard and sharp as obsidian. Fishing was her
passion. You had to keep on her good side, and never make a sound, or she would
not take you out to fish again; and then you'd never get to the river except to
fetch water in summer when the wells ran low. That was a dreary business, to
trudge through the searing white heat a half mile down to the river, fill the
two buckets on their carrying pole, and then set off as fast as possible uphill
to the Place. The first hundred yards were easy, but then the buckets began to
grow heavier, and the pole burned your shoulders like a bar of hot iron, and the
light glared on the dry road, and every step was harder and slower. At last you
got to the cool shade of the back courtyard of the Big House by the vegetable
patch, and dumped the buckets into the great cistern with a splash. And then you
had to turn around to do it all over again, and again, and again.
Within the precincts of the Place -that was all the name it had or needed,
for it was the most ancient and sacred of all places in the Four Lands of the
Kargish Empire- a couple of hundred people lived, and there were many buildings:
three temples, the Big House and the Small House, the quarters of the eunuch
wardens, and close outside the wall the guards' barracks and many slaves' huts,
the storehouses and sheep pens and goat pens and farm buildings. It looked like
a little town, seen from a distance, from up on the dry hills westward where
nothing grew but sage, wire-grass in straggling clumps, small weeds and desert
herbs. Even from away off on the eastern plains, looking up one might see the
gold roof of the Temple of the Twin Gods wink and glitter beneath the mountains,
like a speck of mica in a shelf of rock.
That temple itself was a cube of stone, plastered white, windowless, with
a low porch and door. Showier, and centuries newer, was the Temple of the God-
king a little below it, with a high portico and a row of thick white columns
with painted capitals - each one a solid log of cedar, brought on shipboard from
Hur-atHur where there are forests, and dragged by the straining of twenty slaves
across the barren plains to the Place. Only after a traveler approaching from
the east had seen the gold roof and the bright columns would he see, higher up
on the Hill of the Place, above them all, tawny and ruinous as the desert
itself, the oldest of the temples of his race: the huge, low Hall of the Throne,
with patched walls and flattish, crumbling dome.
Behind the Hall and encircling the whole crest of the hill ran a massive
wall of rock, laid without mortar and half fallen down in many places. Inside
the loop of the wall several black stones eighteen or twenty feet high stuck up
like huge fingers out of the earth. Once the eye saw them it kept returning to
them. They stood there full of meaning, and yet there was no saying what they
meant. There were nine of them. One stood straight, the others leaned more or
less, two had fallen. They were crusted with gray and orange lichen as if
splotched with paint, all but one, which was naked and black, with a dull gloss
to it. It was smooth to the touch, but on the others, under the crust of lichen,
vague carvings could be seen, or felt with the fingers - shapes, signs. These
nine stones were the Tombs of Atuan. They had stood there, it was said, since
the time of the first men, since Earthsea was created. They had been planted in
the darkness when the lands were raised up from the ocean's depths. They were
older by far than the God-kings of Kargad, older than the Twin Gods, older than
light. They were the tombs of those who ruled before the world of men came to
be, the ones not named, and she who served them had no name.
She did not go among them often, and no one else ever set foot on that
ground where they stood, on the hilltop within the rock wall behind the Hall of
the Throne. Twice a year, at the full moon nearest the equinox of spring and of
autumn, there was a sacrifice before the Throne and she came out from the low
back door of the Hall carrying a great brass basin full of smoking goat's blood;
this she must pour out, half at the foot of the standing black stone, half over
one of the fallen stones which lay embedded in the rocky dirt, stained by the
blood-offering of centuries.
Sometimes Arha went by herself in the early morning and wandered among the
Stones trying to make out the dim humps and scratches of the carvings, brought
out more clearly by the low angle of the light; or she would sit there and look
up at the mountains westward, and down at the roofs and walls of the Place all
laid out below, and watch the first stirrings of activity around the Big House
and the guards' barracks, and the flocks of sheep and goats going off to their
sparse pastures by the river. There was never anything to do among the Stones.
She went only because it was permitted her to go there, because there she was
alone. It was a dreary place. Even in the heat of noon in the desert summer
there was a coldness about it. Sometimes the wind whistled a little between the
two stones that stood closest together, leaning together as if telling secrets.
But no secret was told.
From the Tomb Wall another, lower rock wall ran, making a long irregular
semicircle about the Hill of the Place and then trailing off northward towards
the river. It did not so much protect the Place, as cut it in two: on one side
the temples and houses of the priestesses and wardens, on the other the quarters
of the guards and of the slaves who farmed and herded and foraged for the Place.
None of these ever crossed the wall, except that on certain very holy festivals
the guards, and their drummers and players of the horn, would attend the
procession of the priestesses; but they did not enter the portals of the
temples. No other men set foot upon the inner ground of the Place. There had
once been pilgrimages, kings and chieftains coming from the Four Lands to
worship there; the first God-king, a century and a half ago, had come to enact
the rites of his own temple. Yet even he could not enter among the Tombstones,
even he had had to eat and sleep outside the wall around the Place.
One could climb that wall easily enough, fitting toes into crevices. The
Eaten One and a girl called Penthe were sitting up on the wall one afternoon in
late spring.
They were both twelve years old. They were supposed to be in the weaving
room of the Big House, a huge stone attic; they were supposed to be at the great
looms always warped with dull black wool, weaving black cloth for robes. They
had slipped outside for a drink at the well in the courtyard, and then Arha had
said, "Come on!" and had led the other girl down the hill, around out of sight
of the Big House, to the wall. Now they sat on top of it, ten feet up, their
bare legs dangling down on the outside, looking over the flat plains that went
on and on to the east and north.
"I'd like to see the sea," said Penthe.
"What for?" said Arha, chewing a bitter stem of milkweed she had picked
from the wall. The barren land was just past its flowering. All the small desert
blossoms, yellow and rose and white, low-growing and quick-flowering, were going
to seed, scattering tiny plumes and parasols of ash white on the wind, dropping
their hooked, ingenious burrs. The ground under the apple trees of the orchard
was a drift of bruised white and pink. The branches were green, the only green
trees within miles of the Place. Everything else, from horizon to horizon, was a
dull, tawny, desert color, except that the mountains had a silvery bluish tinge
from the first buds of the flowering sage.
"Oh, I don't know what for. I'd just like to see something different. It's
always the same here. Nothing happens."
"All that happens everywhere, begins here," said Arha.
"Oh, I know... But I'd like to see some of it happening!"
Penthe smiled. She was a soft, comfortable-looking girl. She scratched the
soles of her bare feet on the sunwarmed rocks, and after a while went on, "You
know, I used to live by the sea when I was little. Our village was right behind
the dunes, and we used to go down and play on the beach sometimes. Once I
remember we saw a fleet of ships going by, way out at sea. The ships looked like
dragons with red wings. Some of them had real necks, with dragon heads. They
came sailing by Atuan, but they weren't Kargish ships. They came from the west,
from the Inner Lands, the headman said. Everybody came down to watch them. I
think they were afraid they might land. They just went by, nobody knew where
they were going. Maybe to make war in Karego-At. But think of it, they really
came from the sorcerers' islands, where all the people are the color of dirt and
they can all cast a spell on you easy as winking."
"Not on me," Arha said fiercely. "I wouldn't have looked at them. They're
vile accursed sorcerers. How dare they sail so close to the Holy Land?"
"Oh, well, I suppose the God-king will conquer them some day and make them
all slaves. But I wish I could see the sea again. There used to be little
octopuses in the tide pools, and if you shouted `Boo!' at them they turned all
white. -There comes that old Manan, looking for you."
Arha's guard and servant was coming slowly along the inner side of the
wall. He would stoop to pull a wild onion, of which he held a large, limp bunch,
then straighten up and look about him with his small, dull, brown eyes. He had
grown fatter with the years, and his hairless yellow skin glistened in the sun.
"Slide down part way on the men's side," Arha hissed, and both girls
wriggled lithe as lizards down the far side of the wall until they could cling
there just below the top, invisible from the inner side. They heard Manan's slow
footsteps coming by.
"Hoo! Hoo! Potato face!" crooned Arha, a whispering jeer faint as the wind
among the grasses.
The heavy tread halted. "Ho there," said the uncertain voice. "Little one?
Arha?"
Silence.
Manan went forward.
"Hoo-oo! Potato face!"
"Hoo, potato belly!" Penthe whispered in imitation, and then moaned,
trying to suppress giggles.
"Somebody there?"
Silence.
"Oh well, well, well," the eunuch sighed, and his slow feet went on. When
he was gone over the shoulder of the slope, the girls scrambled back up onto the
top of the wall. Penthe was pink with sweat and giggles, but Arha looked savage.
"The stupid old bellwether, following me around everywhere!"
"He has to," Penthe said reasonably. "It's his job, looking after you."
"Those I serve look after me. I please them; I need please nobody else.
These old women and half-men, these people should leave me alone. I am the One
Priestess!"
Penthe stared at the other girl. "Oh," she said feebly, "oh, I know you
are, Arha-"
"Then they should let me be. And not order me about all the time!"
Penthe said nothing for a while, but sighed, and sat swinging her plump
legs and gazing at the vast, pale lands below, that rose so slowly to a high,
vague, immense horizon.
"You'll get to give the orders pretty soon, you know," she said at last,
quietly. "In two more years we won't be children any more. We'll be fourteen.
I'll go into the Godking's temple, and things will be about the same for me. But
you'll really be the High Priestess then. Even Kossil and Thar will have to obey
you."
The Eaten One said nothing. Her face was set, her eyes under black brows
caught the light of the sky in a pale glitter.
"We ought to go back," Penthe said.
"No."
"But the weaving mistress might tell Thar. And soon it'll be time for the
Nine Chants."
"I'm staying here. You stay, too."
"They won't punish you, but they will punish me," Penthe said in her mild
way. Arha did not reply. Penthe sighed, and stayed. The sun was sinking into
haze high above the plains. Far away on the long, gradual slant of the land,
sheep bells clanked faintly and lambs bleated. The spring wind blew in dry,
faint gusts, sweetsmelling.
The Nine Chants were nearly over when the two girls returned. Mebbeth had
seen them sitting on the `Men's Wall' and had reported this to her superior,
Kossil, High Priestess of the Godking.
Kossil was heavy-footed, heavy-faced. Without expression in face or voice
she spoke to the two girls, telling them to follow her. She led them through the
stone hallways of the Big House, out the front door, up the knoll to the Temple
of Atwah and Wuluah. There she spoke with the High Priestess of that temple,
Thar, tall and dry and thin as the legbone of a deer.
Kossil said to Penthe, "Take off your gown."
She whipped the girl with a bundle of reed canes, which cut the skin a
little. Penthe bore this patiently, with silent tears. She was sent back to the
weaving room without supper, and the next day also she would go without food.
"If you are found climbing over the Men's Wall again," Kossil said, "there will
be very much worse things than this happen to you. Do you understand, Penthe?"
Kossil's voice was soft, but not kindly. Penthe said, "Yes," and slipped away,
cowering and flinching as her heavy clothing rubbed the cuts on her back.
Arha had stood beside Thar to watch the whipping. Now she watched Kossil
clean the canes of the whip.
Thar said to her, "It is not fitting that you be seen climbing and running
with other girls. You are Arha."
She stood sullen and did not reply.
"It is better that you do only what is needful for you to do. You are
Arha."
For a moment the girl raised her eyes to Thar's face, then to Kossil's,
and there was a depth of hate or rage in her look that was terrible to see. But
the thin priestess showed no concern; rather she confirmed, leaning forward a
little, almost whispering, "You are Arha. There is nothing left. It was all
eaten."
"It was all eaten," the girl repeated, as she had repeated daily, all the
days of her life since she was six.
Thar bowed her head slightly; so did Kossil, as she put away the whip. The
girl did not bow, but turned submissively and left.
After the supper of potatoes and spring onions, eaten in silence in the
narrow, dark refectory, after the chanting of the evening hymns, and the placing
of the sacred words upon the doors, and the brief Ritual of the Unspoken, the
work of the day was done. Now the girls might go up to the dormitory and play
games with dice and sticks, so long as the single rushlight burned, and whisper
in the dark from bed to bed. Arha set off across the courts and slopes of the
Place as she did every night, to the Small House where she slept alone.
The night wind was sweet. The stars of spring shone thick, like drifts of
daisies in spring meadows, like the glittering of light on the April sea. But
the girl had no memory of meadows or the sea. She did not look up.
"Ho there, little one!"
"Manan," she said indifferently.
The big shadow shuffled up beside her, starlight glinting on his hairless
pate.
"Were you punished?"
"I can't be punished."
"No... That's so..."
"They can't punish me. They don't dare."
He stood with his big hands hanging, dim and bulky. She smelled wild
onion, and the sweaty, sagey smell of his old black robes, which were torn at
the hem, and too short for him.
"They can't touch me. I am Arha," she said in a shrill, fierce voice, and
burst into tears.
The big, waiting hands came up and drew her to him, held her gently,
smoothed her braided hair. "There, there. Little honeycomb, little girl..." She
heard the husky murmur in the deep hollow of his chest, and clung to him. Her
tears stopped soon, but she held onto Manan as if she could not stand up.
"Poor little one," he whispered, and picking the child up carried her to
the doorway of the house where she slept alone. He set her down.
"All right now, little one?"
She nodded, turned from him, and entered the dark house.
------
The Prisoners
------
Kossil's steps sounded along the hallway of the Small House, even and
deliberate. The tall, heavy figure filled the doorway of the room, shrank as the
priestess bowed down touching one knee to the floor, swelled as she straightened
to her full height.
"Mistress."
"What is it, Kossil?"
"I have been permitted to look after certain matters pertaining to the
Domain of the Nameless Ones, until now. If you so desire, it is now time for you
to learn, and see, and take charge of these matters, which you have not yet
remembered in this life."
The girl had been sitting in her windowless room, supposedly meditating,
actually doing nothing and thinking almost nothing. It took some time for the
fixed, dull, haughty expression of her face to change. Yet it did change, though
she tried to conceal it. She said, with a certain slyness, "The Labyrinth?"
"We will not enter the Labyrinth. But it will be necessary to cross the
Undertomb."
There was a tone in Kossil's voice that might have been fear, or might
have been a pretense of fear, intended to frighten Arha. The girl stood up
without haste and said indifferently, "Very well." But in her heart, as she
followed the heavy figure of the Godking's priestess, she exulted: At last! At
last! I shall see my own domain at last!
She was fifteen. It was over a year since she had made her crossing into
womanhood and at the same time had come into her full powers as the One
Priestess of the Tombs of Atuan, highest of all high priestesses of the Kargad
Lands, one whom not even the Godking himself might command. They all bowed the
knee to her now, even grim Thar and Kossil. All spoke to her with elaborate
deference. But nothing had changed. Nothing happened. Once the ceremonies of her
consecration were over, the days went on as they had always gone. There was wool
to be spun, black cloth to be woven, meal to be ground, rites to be performed;
the Nine Chants must be sung nightly, the doorways blessed, the Stones fed with
goat's blood twice a year, the dances of the dark of the moon danced before the
Empty Throne. And so the whole year had passed, just as the years before it had
passed, and were all the years of her life to pass so?
Her boredom rose so strong in her sometimes that it felt like terror: it
took her by the throat. Not long ago she had been driven to speak of it. She had
to talk, she thought, or she would go mad. It was Manan she talked to. Pride
kept her from confiding in the other girls, and caution kept her from confession
to the older women, but Manan was nothing, a faithful old bellwether; it didn't
matter what she said to him. To her surprise he had had an answer for her.
"Long ago," he said, "you know, little one, before our four lands joined
together into an empire, before there was a Godking over us all, there were a
lot of lesser kings, princes, chiefs. They were always quarreling with each
other. And they'd come here to settle their quarrels. That was how it was,
they'd come from our land Atuan, and from Karego-At, and Atnini, and even from
Hur-at-Hur, all the chiefs and princes with their servants and their armies. And
they'd ask you what to do. And you'd go before the Empty Throne, and give them
the counsel of the Nameless Ones. Well, that was long ago. After a while the
Priest-Kings came to rule all of Karego-At, and soon they were ruling Atuan; and
now for four or five lifetimes of men the Godkings have ruled all the four lands
together, and made them an empire. And so things are changed. The Godking can
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