
She wanted to rush into her boss’ office and shove the paper in his face. He told her that
she had been wasting her time. He felt she should focus on a more realistic goal. How she had
enjoyed showing him the large advance check that Penguin Putnam had given her for the
novel. How she had loved taking time off to travel to New York with her agent to meet with
her new publisher. How she had relished telling him stories of five-star restaurants, limousines,
and nights spent in the Jacuzzi in her private hotel suite sipping champagne. This would be the
icing on the cake—one final nail in his coffin.
She had come back to the company out of some misguided sense of loyalty. In a time when
she should have been thinking about her next project—both her agent and publisher were
pressuring her for a sequel—she still came into work every morning, made coffee, answered
the phone and took messages. She had been here for nearly ten years after all. Maybe it was
more a sense of fear that kept her here than loyalty. This was only the second job in her life,
and now on the verge of twenty-nine years old, she was becoming complacent, comfortable.
A smirk appeared on her face. That was all about to change.
She was quitting today.
Her new profession as an author stretched out in front of her. Her first novel—her first
attempt to even write a full-length book—had been sold to a major publishing house and was
now sitting at the top of the best seller’s list. The future was bright for her. Her mind spun with
possibilities.
Carefully minimizing the browser window, she opened up her word processor. Clicking
the “file” button at the top of the screen, she scrolled down to the open command and clicked
once. This day had been a long time coming. She had spent many hours thinking about
it…dreaming about it. It wasn’t that she was unhappy here—it just wasn’t what she wanted to
do with her life. Bringing a man who claimed to be her “superior” coffee every morning wasn’t
her idea of a life—she merely existed. She would not just exist. She had too much to offer, too
much to experience. Scrolling through the files in her documents folder, she came to the one
she was looking for. Highlighting the file, she clicked the open button beneath it.
As she waited for the file to load, she lifted the paper from her desk and stared at her cover
again. She already knew every detail of it, yet she couldn’t take her eyes away. The cover,
designed by one of the publisher’s top artists, had been sent to her as a gift. It hung in a
beautiful frame on the wall of her home office, just above her computer. It was less of a display
piece and more of a reminder to her that she had done it. She had set goals and worked hard to
achieve them. It was better than any trophy or medal. It was hers.
Her requested document appeared on the screen. She scanned over it one more time but
she knew exactly what it said. She had spent almost as much time crafting this two paragraph
letter than she did the entire first draft of her novel. She had poured over every sentence, every
word, to ensure it was exactly what she wanted to convey. She wanted her feelings to be
abundantly clear and her thoughts concise. She wanted to turn in this letter so often, but the
time hadn’t been right. Her conditions hadn’t yet been met. She looked at the printed page one
final time and took a slow breath. Everything was in order.
She had made a promise to herself almost four years ago: she would quit her day job and
become a full-time writer if a) her novel was purchased by a major publisher (check), b) it was