
She hadn't any choice. She had known, because her father had told her five years ago when her
mother died, that she would have no inheritance; what money there was was tied up very strictly for the
eldest son. "Not that Dickie will mistreat you," their father had said, with the ghost of a smile, "but I feel
that, with your temperament, you had best have as long as possible a warning to resign yourself to it.
You'll like being dependent on your brother even less, I fancy, than you like being dependent on me." He
tapped his fingers on his desk. The thought that lay silent between them did not need to be spoken aloud:
that it was not likely she would marry. She was proud, and if she had not been, her parents would have
been proud for her. And there is little market for penniless bluebloods of no particular beautyespecially
when the blueness of the blood is suspected to have been diluted by a questionable great-grandmother
on the mother's side. What the questionableness exactly consisted of, Harry was not sure. With the
self-centeredness of childhood she had not thought to ask; and later, after she had realized that she did
not care for society nor society for her, she had no desire to ask.
The shipboard journey east on the Cecilia had been long but uneventful. She had found her sea legs
almost at once, and had made friends with a middle-aged lady, also traveling alone, who asked no
personal questions, and loaned her novels freely to her young companion, and discussed them with her
upon their return. She had let her own mind go numb, and had read the novels, and sat in the sun, and
strolled the decks, and not thought about the past or the future.
They docked at Stzara without mishap, and she found the earth heaved under her strangely when she
first set foot ashore. Richard had been granted a month's leave to meet her and escort her north to her
new home. He looked younger than she had expected; he had gone overseas three years ago, and had
not been Home again since. He was affectionate to her at their reunion, but wary; they seemed to have
little in common any more. I shouldn't be surprised, she thought; it's been a long time since we played
together every day, before Dickie was sent off to school. I'm an encumbrance now, and he has his career
to think of. But it would be nice to be friends, she thought wistfully. When she pressed him to give her
some idea of what she could expect of her new life, he shrugged and said: "You'll see. The people are
like Home, you know. You needn't have much to do with the natives. There are the servants, of course,
but they are all right. Don't worry about it." And he looked at her with so worried a face that she didn't
know whether to laugh or to shake him. She said, "I wish you would tell me what is worrying you."
Variations of this conversation occurred several times during the first days of their journey together. At
this point there would be a long silence.
Finally, as if he could bear it no more, he burst out: "You won't be able to go on as you did at home,
you know."
"But what do you mean?" She hadn't thought much about native servants, or her position, yet; and
obviously Richard knew her well enough of old to guess that now. She had written him letters, several
each year, since he had gone overseas, but he had rarely answered. She had not minded very much,
although she had thought occasionally, as when his six hastily scrawled lines at Christmas arrived, that it
would have been pleasant if he were a better correspondent; but it hadn't troubled her. It troubled her
now, for she felt that she was facing a strangera stranger who perhaps knew too much about her and her
accustomed way of life.
She blinked at him, and tried to rearrange her thoughts. She was excited, but she was frightened too,
and Richard was all she had. The memory of their father's funeral, and she the only family member
standing beside the minister, and of the small handful of servants and tenants whom she had known all her
life and who were far away from her now, was still raw and recent. She didn't want to think about her
new life; she wanted time to ease into it gradually. She wanted to pretend that she was a tourist.
"DickieDick, what do you mean?"
Richard must have seen the homesick bewilderment on her face. He looked back at her unhappily.
"Oherit's not your house, you know."
"Of course I know that!" she exclaimed. "I appreciate what the Greenoughs are doing for you and for