
Gradually however, his mood became grimmer, until, angrily, he dashed the endless, tangled chain of tiny
linked events aside and forced himself to look to the future. It was filled with the frightened faces of more
and more captives, torn from their peaceful lives and brought in thrall to Rannick’s terrible castle through
no fault of their own; playthings and pawns in whatever dire game he was playing. Yet, while to Gryss
these people were strangers, their very ordinariness marked them as his friends and neighbours. After a
while, as he sat there, head bowed, he began to realize that the burden of their silent reproach would
eventually become more than he could bear; would become more awful to him than any consequence
that might ensue from his facing and denouncing Rannick and Nilsson.
He stood up and went into the kitchen. Wiping his face with a damp cloth, he gazed at his reflection in a
mirror on the wall. Like the ring that hung at his threshold, this too was a relic of his youthful travelling
days, though he could not now remember exactly how he had come by it. Unlike the ornately carved
ring, however, the mirror was of a very simple design. Its plain frame was black, though he could not
imagine what paint or stain had been used to make it thus, as it had neither sheen nor texture. Indeed,
when examined closely it seemed to have the quality of the blackness of a starless night, an infinite, aching
depth. It disturbed him when he chose to think about it. And the glass was as bright and vivid as the
frame was dark, almost as if the one had drawn all the light and radiance from the other. Further,
throughout the years its brilliant clarity had shown no signs of ageing or tarnishing – unlike himself, he
mused. It gave, as it had always given, a cruelly accurate reflection of what it saw.
Gryss stared at the old man who was gazing pathetically out at him. Then the watching face became
scornful. With an effort, Gryss straightened up. His inner battle was not yet finished; fear and self-doubt
could never truly be vanquished, but somewhere within him a tide was turning. Still there was a great
chorus shouting for safety and security, for acquiescence to what was happening so that he could spend
the remainder of his life in peace. But, increasingly, its voice was becoming strident and hollow and,
though unwelcome, colder but wiser counsels were beginning to prevail. Safety he might possibly attain,
though he had doubts about even that, knowing Rannick’s disposition, but he could never truly know
peace if others suffered when some effort on his part might help them.
The terrible, slaughtered images of Garren and Katrin Yarrance hovered perpetually at the edges of his
mind, and, all too frequently, his stomach churned with his impotent distress at not knowing the fate of
Farnor. But while he could not mend his earlier mistakes, perhaps he had learned enough to avoid
making any more.
Yet what could he do? The inexorable question. Direct opposition to Rannick would mean death, or
worse. And what retribution would such opposition unleash on the village?
The expression of the old man in the black-edged mirror became baleful. For an instant it seemed to
Gryss that he was the shallow, ephemeral image and that the face in the mirror was the real person. He
turned away sharply, his breathing suddenly painful, so powerful and frightening was this impression, and
so severe the judgement in the eyes that had looked into his.
The shock cleared his mind. What he could do, first of all, was use his head; he could think.
Somewhere there was a solution. The energy that was draining out of him in whining self-pity must be
redirected towards finding that solution, however elusive and difficult it might prove to be. And he did not
have the luxury of time at his disposal. With each day, he reasoned, Nilsson’s men would travel further
and further abroad on their plundering raids; and too, in addition to those strangers who were wandering
into the valley, like lesser predators following the scent of another’s kill, not all those who returned with
the raiders were captives; some were, beyond a doubt, recruits. Rannick’s power would draw the worst
out of men, and the worst of men. Gryss needed no military training to know that the armed strength of