
office, was decorated with furnishings of both grace and utility. Handcrafted, of course, to honor the
Crafters. Only the Alilann artificially manufactured anything. Such unimaginative products were scorned
by true Culilann, and the Culil would lose his office if he dared allow them in the sanctuary. So for the
comfort of the Culil there were pillows and rugs upon which to recline, woven and sewn and stuffed by
those who cared for the soft-furred simli, chairs
crafted from the trunks of the Sacred Plant as well as other woods, bowls and cups spun on a turning
wheel while clever fingers worked them into objects of almost unspeakable beauty. Beverages, pressed
by steady tramping feet, filled those cups; fruits and vegetables harvested by free-hearted labor adorned
the table, waiting to be consumed.
Sometimes, Matroci wondered why the Culil accepted such beautiful things when his position required
him to mortify his flesh and shun such niceties. The dictates of the Grafters were sometimes rather
confusing. On the one hand, it was clear in the writings that the Culil was not to take active pleasure in
gifts. On the other, it was also written that the people were to honor the Culil with the labor of their hearts
and hands, thus also honoring the Grafters. So Matroci was in the awkward position of having to accept
gifts he was forbidden to truly use and enjoy.
He sometimes wished he were not so high ranking. He'd have fewer pretty things, but at least then he
could appreciate them openly and honestly as the rest of the Culilann did.
The smoke was dissipating, thank the Grafters. His lungs still burned, but not quite so much as before.
After a few more moments, the fire had consumed all the dried leaves, and there was only the faintest
trace of their sweet scent clinging to Matroci's heavy robes and long, pale blue hair.
He prostrated himself in front of the altar, asked forgiveness for his wayward thoughts, and rose. He
bathed his face with the herb-scented water and let it dry on his blue-hued skin. Droplets traced their
way
down his shaven chin and neck and past his high collar, and the cool dampness was annoying.
Trials, that's all every hour brought. More tests, more trials of his faith. Matroci wished he were not quite
so young. It seemed that the Elders were much more entrenched in the faith than he was.
He rose, stretched, poured himself a cool drink from one of those beautifully wrought pitchers, and
sipped the tangy beverage slowly. He tried not to think about how delicious it was, and how beautifully
made was the goblet that held it.
There was a soft knock on his door. Matroci sighed and called, "Enter."
It was Trima, his Sa-Culil. She stood straight and tall, her long blue hair falling past her buttocks. Since
the day she was pledged to the Grafters, Trima had never cut it. It was an old tradition, hardly followed
much anymore. Matroci himself had been forced to cut his long locks a few turns ago when he'd gotten
them hopelessly snarled, but as far as he knew, Trima had proudly let her hair grow longer and longer,
untouched by shears if not by comb.
It was thick and glossy and quite beautiful, and not for the first time Matroci wondered what its heavy
lengths would feel like between his fingers. But Trima was his responsibility, and he would no more act
on his feelings than he would leap off the thatched roof thinking he could fly.
He placed his fingers first on his temples, then on his throat, then on his belly in the ritual threefold gesture