
I stopped and stared at him.
"Only joking," Breck said, with a smile. "For all I know, it's a snake and
dagger on her biceps. However, I would resist the temptation to find out for
sure if I were you. Considering her position, she probably knows more about
you
than you know about yourself."
"That's a large part of what makes it so tempting," I said, grinning.
Breck sighed. "You still have a great deal to learn, O'Toole."
He was undoubtedly right. Compared to Breck, I was a rank beginner at the
game.
Unfortunately, novices tend to make mistakes and Psychodrome can be very
unforgiving.
My involvement started as an accident. Perhaps even a lucky accident. The
jury
was still out on that one. I was born on Mars, in Bradbury City; Irish on my
father's side, Russian on my mother's. My father was a hard-drinking,
hard-gaming, two-fisted wild man named Scan O'Toole. My mother, Irina, was a
long-suffering, self-effacing, beautiful and moody woman who believed that
nothing really good would ever happen to her until she hit the afterlife and
even then, who knew? My dad was ruled by leprechauns and she was spooked by
generations of Russian Orthodox archbishops. A mismatch of a marriage if
there
ever was one, but it lasted due to equal parts of stubbornness and love. As a
result of this somewhat unlikely mixture, I never did get settled all the
way.
Archbishops and Little People didn't get along too well. The Irish part of me
believed in luck, but my Russian half kept telling me I'd never get it.
I came to Earth as a freshly mustered-out serviceman looking for some fun on
Tokyo's Ginza Strip. I suppose I must have had some, because the morning after
I
arrived, I woke up in a Junktown slum with almost all my money gone, a tattoo
of
a dragon (never mind where), and a brand-new wife who was perhaps all of
fourteen. As things turned out, the marriage wasn't legal because Miko and
her
family were non-regs. If you're non-registered, then you're not legally a
citizen and you haven't any rights. How can you have rights if you don't
exist?
Of course, I didn't know about that then, because on Mars and on the
outworlds,
people are still too valuable a commodity to ignore. Only Mother Earth
neglects
her children. All I knew was that I had, as my father would have said, really
farted during vespers this time. I've been in straits considerably more dire
since, but at the time, things seemed pretty grim. And they proceeded to get
grimmer.
I'd always been a hustler, but unlike my dear father-roast his soul-I was
strictly small-time. The terrifying prospect of living out the remainder of
my
days in Junktown, saddled with a child wife and her starving non-reg family,
made me throw caution to the winds. I did what any self-respecting Irishman
would do when he was truly up against it. I went looking for a game of poker.
I
found one. And I made a very serious mistake. I won.
I know it flies in the face of logic, but there is such a thing as a hot
streak.
Most gamblers live for it; however, if you're not very careful, it can
utterly
destroy you. I don't know what causes it, but when it strikes, you know it
without the faintest scintilla of a doubt. It's magic. It's as if a ghostly