any well. Rather, he seemed to be in a small space that he now could see.
Metal walls went up on either side of him and curved, only a foot or so above his head, to form a
ceiling. Funny-looking gadgets were retracted into slots in the ceiling just above his head. At the
sight of them, memory began seeping back, and carried by that memory was a sense of cold,
Thinking about it, he could not recall an actual coldness, although the sense of cold was there. As
the memory of the cold reached out to touch him, he felt a surge of apprehension.
Hidden fans were blowing warm air over him, and he then understood the warmth. He was
comfortable, he realized, because he was lying on a soft, thick pad placed upon the floor of the
cubicle. Cubicle, he thought—even the words, the terminology, were beginning to come back. The
funny-looking gadgets stored in the ceiling slots were part of the life-support system, and they were
there, he knew, because he didn’t need them any more. The reason he didn’t need them any more,
he realized, was that Ship had landed.
Ship had landed and he had been awakened from his cold-sleep—his body thawed, the recovery
drugs shot into his bloodstream, carefully measured doses of high-energy nutrients fed slowly into
him, massaged and warmed and alive once more. Alive, if he had been dead. Remembering, he
recalled the endless discussions over this very question, mulling over it, chewing it, lacerating it,
shredding it to pieces and then trying to put the pieces meticulously back together. They called it
cold-sleep, sure—they would call it that, for it had a soft and easy sound. But was it sleep or death?
Did one go to sleep and wake? Or did one die and come to resurrection?
It didn’t really matter now, he thought. Dead or sleeping, he was now alive. I be damned, he told
himself, the system really worked—realizing for the first time that he had held some doubt of it
really working despite all the experiments that had been carried out with mice and dogs and
monkeys. Although, he remembered, he had never spoken of the doubts, concealing them not only
from the others, but from himself as well.
And if he were here alive, so would the others be. In just a few more minutes he’d crawl Out of
the cubicle and the others would be there, the four of them reunited. It seemed only yesterday that
they had been together—as if they’d spent the evening in one another’s company and now, after a
short night’s sleep, had awakened from a dreamless night. Although he knew it would be much
longer than that—as much as a century, perhaps.
He twisted his head to one side and saw the hatch, with the port of heavy glass set into it.
Through the glass he could see into the tiny room, with the four lockers ranged against the wall.
There was no one about—which meant, he told himself, the others were still in their cubicles. He
considered shouting to them, but thought better of it. It would be unseemly, he thought—too
exuberant and somewhat juvenile.
He reached out a hand to the latch and pulled down on it. it operated stiffly, but finally he got it
down and the hatch swung out. He jackknifed his legs to thrust them through the hatch and had
trouble doing it, for there was little room. But finally he got them through, and twisting his body,
slid carefully to the floor. The floor was icy to his feet, and the metal of the cubicle was cold,
Stepping quickly to the adjacent cubicle, he peered through the glass of the hatch and saw that it
was empty, with the life-supports retracted into the ceiling slots. The other two cubicles were empty
as well. He stood transfixed with horror. The other three, revived, would not have left him. They
would have waited for him so they all could go out together. They would have done this, he was
convinced, unless something unforeseen had happened. And what could have, happened?
Helen would have waited for him, he was sure of that. Mary and Tom might have left, but Helen
would have waited.
Fearfully, he lunged at the locker that had his name upon it. He had to jerk hard on the handle
once he had turned it to get the locker open. The vacuum inside the locker resisted, and when the
door came open, it opened with a pop. Clothing hung upon the racks and footwear was ranged
neatly in a row. He grabbed a pair of trousers and climbed into them, forced his feet into a pair of
boots. When he opened the door of the suspension room, he saw that the lounge was empty and the
ship’s main port stood open. He raced across the lounge to the open port.
The ramp ran down to a grassy plain that swept off to the left. To the right, rugged hills sprang up