
stop on the way to recycling. Whores, addicts, and outsiders all eventually found their way to the fringes
to hide from debts, from their own shame, and from the judging eyes of the productive. In the end, they
too went to the recyclers, or they rotted, forgotten, wrapped in their paper blankets inside tiny, stained
steel quarters until another tortured soul cleared away their remains and moved in.
André hated himself for living there, for having fallen so far that he could go three days without
food. But the same poverty that starved him made the dwarf turn him away. He hadn't sat in the rickety
chair at the tiny window for two days.
If he could stay away from the window for two days, he could stay away for three. If three, then
four. He'd be an insider again, a productive citizen.
He rummaged through the louse infested rags covering his floor until he found a tattered shirt and a
pair of pants that mostly covered. He put them on and used collected lengths of twine to tie down the
loose folds around his emaciated frame. He left his quarters determined to own and eat a fifty gram tofu
ration. A shining white block of extra firm would be his sacrament of salvation.
Barefoot, he plodded along the curving corridors of the fringe until he came to the straight, bright
halls where insiders lived. At the first inside hallway, he stopped. A few people, clean and brightly
dressed, busy with meaningful lives, paused in their strides to stare. One woman, pale skinned and dark
haired, gasped and covered her mouth and nose.
He had once reacted to outsiders that way, afraid of stench and disease. He reached out to touch
her, to calm her.
She ran.
"Bitch," he said, but there was no venom in the word. He would eat. If he ate, things would
change. As an insider, he could touch a woman and she might touch him back.
The straight hallway before him was the shortest path to food. The distribution center was a five
minute walk along that hall then across Alpha Park. André had once been a groundskeeper in Alpha
Park. He knew that direct sunlight and open spaces scared people, so that way lay fewer judging eyes
and faces. Of course, that was also the way to the blackberry patches that hid the hatch to the tunnels,
the entrance to the dark labyrinth that hid the albino dwarf and the perverse little windows that had stolen
André's soul.
The hallway angling off to his left joined Main, the grand corridor that ran the length of the world
and passed between the boundaries of Alpha Park and Beta Park. Main would let him stay among
insiders and far from the secret tunnels, the twisted little man, and the window.
Faster is better, he thought. The more judging eyes he saw, the more he would want to hide from
them. The more time he had to think, the more likely he would fall to the dark call. The freshest air was in
the parks. The sun would feel good on his wasted face. He would walk fast and be past the bushes
without so much as a glance.
When the corridor spilled him out onto the green lawns of Alpha Park, he paused and looked up.
The yellow ball of fire hung in the sky midway between him and the distant greenery of Park Epsilon on
the opposite wall of the world. Sweat beaded on his forehead and trickled into his eye. The sting made
him wince.
A breeze carried the scent of berry blossoms. He looked across the park's groomed lawn. Maybe
a hundred meters away, the berry bushes, a bright clump of green covered in pink white blossoms,
guarded his dark secret. Long, thorny tentacles stretched up toward the sun. The new groundskeeper
had neglected their trimming. They seemed to sway, to beckon. The hole in his world called to him
through the bushes.
He looked away. To burn the darkness from his mind, he stared directly into the sun.
He no longer wondered how many people knew where the tunnel entrance was. When he had
found it, he thought it a great secret. Exploring the labyrinth was an adventure that broke the boredom of
his life. He had thought others would want to go with him. They did not. Now he knew it was something
unimportant that the world had chosen to forget. He cursed his discovery for separating him from the rest
of mankind, for turning him into an outsider.
The sun was too bright. He closed his eyes against it. The image of a woman appeared on the