
and ready to peel away in his hand, he wondered if he had waited too long, and was even now
hallucinating in the desert, about to eat a pebble found next to a dry, dead stick.
He sniffed the pod and found an aroma promising vitamins and minerals and, somehow, cool
juicy refreshment.
He saluted the tree, and then, dragging from memory the various forms he'd learned, he bowed
to it, long and low.
"I honor you for the gift freely given, my friend. If I leave this place, you will go with me, I swear,
and I will deliver you into the hands of those who will see you as kin, as I see you." Then his fingers
massaged the pod, and it split into several moist kernels.
With the first taste, he knew he had done the right thing. With the second he recalled the joy of
rushing water and spring snow, and the promise of dancers.
And then, considering the promise of dancers yet again, weighing the fragility of the inner kernels,
Jela pushed aside the restraint which suggested he try to save one kernel out, just in case... and he
devoured the entirety. * * *
The in-between place—the plane of existence between sleep and consciousness—was a place
Jela rarely visited. It generally took drugs or alcohol to get him there, and even achieving there he rarely
stayed, as his optimized body sought either sleep or wakefulness, the latter more than the former.
His dreams, all too often, were also optimized: explicit problem solving, pattern recognizing,
recapitulations of and improvements on things he'd actually done, or actually attempted to do.
So this was unusual, this feeling of being comfortably ensconced below wakefulness. Odd in the
security of it, though he had a right to be tired, having laid out an arrow of rocks—actually a double row
and more of his tracks and a row of the whitest stones—pointing to the tree and his fox-den nearby.
Perhaps it was completion he felt; he'd done the best he could, all considered, and if he were
now to fall into the fullest sleep and never wake it would not have been for lack of trying to do otherwise.
Certainly, he was not one who might call to him ephemeral magics and gossamer wings to fly to the edge
of space and command a comet to carry him, cocooned, to a place where others of the sheriekas-bred
might find and thaw him...
That briefing came to him now, of how certain of the others created by the sheriekas as spies
and weapons were able to move things so easily to their wills... That such were rare, and as erratically
dispersed as the killer things was to the good...
But there, the doze was both deeper and lighter now, and he had truly not meant to sleep.
Not dream, he'd nearly said, all the while hearing the wind and its acts: the slight rustle of leaves
near his head, the sound of gritty sand-bits rushing to fill an empty sea, perhaps an elegant thunderstorm
distantly giving impetus to waves on a beach and wings that beat. Perhaps the distant tremble of air as
some flying thing cavorted...
Now here there was comfort, for there had been flying things once, of many sizes, and if they'd
fought amongst themselves at times, they'd done their work, too, moving seeds and pods about, taking
away loose branches, warning of fires and off-season floods, sharing a measure of joy in the world until
they were vanquished by some short-term calamity beyond the thought of trees.
What an interesting idea...
In his mind's eye he soared with great wings above a world populated by trees and quiet
creatures, above seas willing to carry rafts of the flood-swept for years, rafts where nests and young
might travel in the shade of those still green, growing, and accomplishing. Very nearly he could feel the
weight of such a pair, singing and calling, perched in his crown at sunrise, answering the call of others
across the canyon, and those passing on rafted currents along the sometimes untrustworthy coastal
cliffs... No! He knew he had never had a crown of green, nor had creatures perching in it! His mind took
that thought, rejected it as it might a bad element in a dream, came back to the sounds, things that he
might measure, rather than ones that might keep him comfortably immobile.
The sounds he was hearing were old sounds, echoed off of canyon walls last week or last month