When he moved along the hall, the floorboards did not creak beneath his
feet as in a house this old he would have thought they might. There was no
shut-up odor, no smell of damp or mildew, no sign of bats or mice.
The door to his right was open, as were all the doors that ran along the
hall. He glanced into the room - a large room, with light from the
westering sun flooding through the windows that stood on either side of a
marble fireplace. Across the hall was a smaller room, with a fireplace in
one corner. A library or a study, he thought. The larger room, undoubtedly,
had been thought of, when the house was built, as a drawing room. Beyond
the larger room, on the right-hand side, he found what might have been a
kitchen with a large brick fireplace that had a utilitarian look to it,
used, perhaps, in the olden days for cooking, and across from it a much
larger room, with another marble fireplace, windows on either side of it
and oblong mirrors set into the wall, an ornate chandelier hanging from the
ceiling. This, he knew, had to be the dining room, the proper setting for
leisurely formal dinners.
He shook his head at what he saw. It was much too grand for him, much
larger, much more elegant than he had thought. If someone wanted to live as
a place like this should be lived in, it would cost a fortune in furniture
alone. He had told himself that during a summer's residence he could camp
out in a couple of rooms, but to camp out in a place like this would be
sacrilege; the house deserved a better occupant than that.
Yet, it still held its attraction. There was about it a sense of openness,
of airiness, of ease. Here a man would not be cramped; he'd have room to
move about. It conveyed a feeling of well-being. It was, in essence, not a
living place, but a place for living.
The man had said that it had been hard to move, that to most people it had
slight appeal - too large, too old - and that he could make an attractive
deal on it. But, with a sinking feeling, Latimer knew that what the man had
said was true. Despite its attractiveness, it was far too large. It would
take too much furniture even for a summer of camping out. And yet, despite
all this, the pull - almost a physical pull - toward it still hung on.
He went out the back door of the hall, emerging on a wide veranda that ran
the full length of the house. Below him lay the slope of ancient birch,
running down a smooth green lawn to the seashore studded by tumbled
boulders that flung up white clouds of spume as the racing waves broke
against them. Flocks of mewling birds hung above the surging surf like
white phantoms, and beyond this, the gray-blue stretch of ocean ran to the
far horizon.
This was the place, he knew, that he had hunted for - a place of freedom
that would free his brush from the conventions that any painter, at times,
felt crowding in upon him. Here lay that remoteness from all other things,
a barrier set up against a crowding world. Not objects to paint, but a
place in which to put upon his canvases that desperate crying for
expression he felt within himself.
He walked down across the long stretch of lawn, among the age-striped
birch, and came upon the shore. He found a boulder and sat upon it, feeling
the wild exhilaration of wind and water, sky and loneliness.