
which were more comfortable than the thick Vulcan robes everyone around him wore. Humans tended to
sweat much more than Vulcans, and a shower was not available to him, unless he switched to a different
holodeck program.
Jean-Luc heard footsteps on the stone walkway just beyond his open door. He wondered if it was a
visitor come to see him. A moment later, he was disappointed to see it was just another holodeck
character—a wise-looking Vulcan who often stopped to dispense pedestrian platitudes and try to engage
him in conversation.
The old Vulcan cleared his throat and said, “Only Nixon could go to China.”
“I’ve heard that already,” muttered Picard. “Go on your way.”
The Vulcan stood for several seconds, as if the hermit might change his mind and talk, and Picard
considered yelling at him to go. No, that would look very bad on his next evaluation, and that one was
crucial, whenever it would be. Now it was time to take the kettle off the fire and let the boiling water
come to a rest.And I’m the kettle,thought Jean-Luc.
“Conditions are favorable for rain this afternoon,” remarked the old Vulcan, studying the golden sky.
In response, Picard rolled onto his blankets and stared at the rugged wall at the back of his cavern. He
presumed that Counselor Colleen Cabot and her assistants were watching him through the fake wall, if
they even bothered to pay attention to him anymore. He supposed that some of this neglect was his own
fault, because he had let it be known that he didn’t want to see many of his shipmates under these
circumstances. They were respecting his wishes…thus turning him into a recluse.
He had avoided further proceedings on the Rashanar matter, but now he was beginning to miss the
day-to-day interaction with others. The incident was over, as far as everyone else was concerned; for
him, it had only prolonged the embarrassment and started an open-ended incarceration.
I have to find some way to cope,he decided,or I will go mad.
“Good morning, Jean-Luc,” said a friendly voice from the doorway. He turned to see that the Vulcan
had finally departed and was replaced by a fair-skinned woman who looked rather youthful, her blond
hair blowing gently in the warm breezes of the cliff. As usual, Counselor Cabot wore flattering civilian
clothes. He had only seen her in a Starfleet uniform twice, during his inquiry and at the memorial service
for theJuno’s crew. She made a few notes on her padd. He felt like a zoo animal being visited by the
zookeeper. According to Nechayev, Colleen Cabot had done him a considerable favor by allowing more
psychological evaluation, but it didn’t feel that way to him.
The counselor motioned toward his dingy, austere surroundings. “You know, Jean-Luc, I always figured
you would pick the Vulcan room, if left to your own devices long enough.”
“It’s the most like a cell,” he remarked.
“If you say so.” She gave him a bemused smile, then ducked her head to step inside his hovel. “People
keep making requests to visit you, but you have a very short list of those you approve. You really don’t
have to be alone, as long as theEnterpriseis at home port.”
Picard sat up cross-legged and looked at his “jailer.” “They have repairs and test flights to make,
followed by a new mission. Let them get used to Captain Riker without being overly concerned about