
In the first years of her banishment, she had gotten too friendly with a few of her guards, believing that
she had a right to still live a normal life, despite everything that had happened to her. That had been a
mistake, which had cost the career of a man she loved. Or[6] thought she loved. The truth was, she had
been grasping for tenderness and forgiveness in the wake of David’s death and the spectacular
destruction of Project Genesis. Jim Kirk had disappeared again, and there was no one to console her
while they erased her life’s work from recorded history.
If it had been tough for her, it had also been tough on her guards. She remembered the despondency of
the officers assigned to protect her during the Dominion war. They craved to be on the front lines—in the
action—not beachcombing with a strange old lady. They could see her solar-energy research, but they
didn’t know why she should be valuable to the Dominion. In the end, Pacifica had avoided attack, but
that only made their incomprehensible assignment seem more futile. Even now, she often overheard
hushed conversations, discussing transfers. As a lot, Starfleet officers weren’t happy sitting around on the
beach.
How many times had she wanted to burst into their midst and tell them to go away? Just to leave her
alone! But she had learned to play her role as well. It was a role scientists had played throughout the
ages—the outcast who possessed forbidden knowledge.
As Dr. Marcus and Ensign Dupovitz walked from the beach toward a cluster of low-slung, green
buildings, she admired the natural beauty of her island. Massive yellow succulent plants covered the
ground, and they sprouted ten-meter-high pistils of a flaming burgundy color. Brilliantly colored insects,
as big as birds and shaped like dragonflies, darted among the pistils in their furtive mating dance. Behind
the row of buildings, giant ferns and trees towered into the sky, waving their wispy branches back and
forth to the buzzing harmony of the waves and insects. Clumps of purple labano fruit hung from the trees
in her orchard, and the bohalla bushes were in bloom with waxy lavender buds. Everywhere there was
abundance and the sweet smell of the ocean.
That was all she had wanted to create with Project Genesis—beauty and life. Even now, it seemed a
noble dream to turn barren[7] matter into a thriving paradise that could rival this one. Of course, that was
in a perfect universe, where people thought of progress and altruism before they thought of weapons and
revenge. After years of reflection, Carol had come to admit to herself that she had been naïve those many
years ago. No one had been prepared for Genesis to be a success, least of all her.
Yet ultimately it had been a failure ... a planet formed from a nebula ... erratic and unstable.And I
sacrificed my son trying to find out why , thought Marcus miserably.If only I had taken David home
with me, instead of letting him go back there! If only I had told him to stay with his father ...go
anywhere, do anything but that!
The toe of her boot hit the first step of the walkway, and she was jolted out of her melancholy. Now
Carol was glad to be holding onto the ensign’s arm, and she tightened her grip to steady herself.
He looked at her with concern, and she managed a smile. “I’m all right,” she assured him. “You know us
absent-minded scientists—can’t walk and think at the same time.”
Martin lowered his voice to say, “I don’t understand why you have to live way out here. I think we
could protect you in a rural town or a space station, someplace like that. And you could still do your
experiments.”
“Trust me, Martin, I deserve to be here.” She patted his arm and started up the winding walkway.
“Besides, I work best away from prying eyes—I hate interference. But I’m sure you would prefer to be