
But nothing stopped the Gul himself from talking, which he did without concern for their stony silence.
"They couldn't take my title. The house was far too old for that. But they took everything else. Stripped
of all rating. No command, no authority, no face. Do you know what it's like to enter a room and hear
only silence? I knew Legate Migar and Gul Dukat personally. I was on the list--on the list, I say. I was to
be legate, legate! Until... she came and dashed the cup from my lips. She spilled it on the ground-- my
honor, my promotion, even my governorship. I was a governor, that's what I tell you. But there were
those, those--don't think I didn't know who they were! Neemak, now he was the one to watch. He was
the one who waited, any slip, a weakness. And she gave it to him in a silver chalice. She, she, she. Don't
mind me--I'm an old man now, I run on. You know what it's like? It's entering a room and hearing all
conversation cease, the music, dead silence. Do you know?" Julian Bashir continued to walk silently
behind as they headed toward the hidden skimmer; there was only one left now, the other having long
since run out of fuel and been abandoned. The ex-Gul rattled on, an old man with a new, fresh ear for the
first time probably in decades. He told them more than they wanted to know about his pain and suffering,
his banishment. He never mentioned the name of the woman who had done him wrong (a failed love
affair?) save that she was his sister, or perhaps a friend close enough to be called Sister.
Jadzia didn't so much as glance at the prisoner.
The doctor felt pangs of guilt. Ragat had made some sort of terrible mistake long ago, something
involving a woman, and had been stripped of all his positions and power. No wonder he had fled the
Empire and tried to stake out a life far across the quadrant. To a Cardassian, losing face was infinitely
worse than losing one's life.
But Bashir and Dax's own problems were more pressing than understanding the enemy: they had to find
Captain Sisko and link up. He didn't know that the Defiant was still on (actually under) the surface, or
that they were waiting for his signal via oldfashioned radio waves, which neither the Cardassians nor the
vicious, automatic planetary defenses were likely to monitor. Dax, Bashir, and the junior officers back on
the ship needed to know what the captain intended, fight or flee; either an attack on the Cardassians and
their Drek'la allies or abandonment of the mission would have to be coordinated between Sisko, Dax,
and Wabak back on the Defiant.
The day was hot and steamy, the ground broken, the sun reflected from brittle crystals in the latinumlaced
soil. Gul Ragat fell to his knees without warning, palms loudly slapping the baked mud. The old man had
had it for now. But they were near enough the hidden skimmer that they could stop for the night, and
mount up and ride in the morning. If we're chummy enough, thought the doctor, I suppose it can carry the
three of us.
Commander Dax caught Julian's eye; she gestured at the ground, then formed a triangle with index fingers
and thumbs. The doctor was puzzled for a moment, before he connected the gesture with the stylized
image of a tent: they didn't have one, but the idea was clear: camp here for the night.
Julian sat down, surprised at how tired he felt. It took even more energy to remain lithe and graceful (as a
genetic freak should, he added to himself) than merely to march in the bright, red sun. Jadzia, with no
reputation to protect, had the easy job.
Gul Ragat continued to talk. He spoke of the invasion of Sierra-Bravo, speaking with repugnance of the
"aborigines," how primitive and savage they were, how disgusting, what a perversion of men. His bigotry
was bright but blunted by impotence: there was nothing Gul Ragat would ever be able to do about the
Natives again, and he knew it. He could curse them freely now, for he was himself free of responsibility:
having surrendered to the two of them, he could at last also surrender to his bottledup rage, humiliation,