
as she was forced to close down part of her reactor, cooling, ebbing. She was aware of a sluggishness in
herself, exhaustion, soreness from the wounds, and nausea from the build-up of repair by-products in her
system. As she waited to get close enough to this new rock, she listened to the changing patterns of the
light of distant stars. Their falling tones told her of her decline. She slept a lot, and sometimes couldn’t tell
if she were sleeping or awake except that, if anything happened meanwhile, she must have been asleep.
In her sleep she returned to a place not unlike the Dreamtime where she’d grown up, before she had a
body. In her youth she’d done the common things for a Forge-born in virtuo: assumed many shapes,
experienced the world through a range of senses, and visited places which her adult life would never
subsequently have allowed her to see. One in particular, the sea-depths of Earth’s ocean, she’d loved
above all, no doubt because it resembled the space she was designed to inhabit.
As an octopus, her head ballooning, her limbs soft but strong, she explored the coast of Australia. As a
shark she patrolled the Barrier Reef and saw the silhouettes of divers there above her, shadows from
another world. As a plesiosaur in an ocean from another time she floated in the semi-darkness of tropical
waters filled with algae, watching for squid, nothing in her head that would pass for thought, only the
leviathan impulses of hunger and the awareness of water cold and water warm against her skin. But it
was as a soft-bodied jelly that she went beyond the reach of the light and drifted down into the deepest
trenches where sulphur fumaroles vented their spleen and created small, hot pockets of rising water rich
with bacteria that existed nowhere else on Earth. There she knew herself home.
Here life was small and scarce. Tube worms, colourless, mouthless, lipless, eyeless, opened their
digestive chambers and allowed specialized bacteria to feed on the rich minerals, absorbing their output in
return. A few metres from the fumaroles’ empire the rock of the sea floor stretched out, a backyard of
silty death.
There were no worms here to plough fields rich with the sediments from above. Here Isol sat, silent and
still, and examined a bone here and there, a piece of a thing, a tooth or the minute cogs of a long-lost
watch. In this wilderness the blind forms of tiny scavengers, the relatives of prawn and crayfish, picked
slowly and transferred morsels with robotic care into their untasting jaws. At these depths and pressures
no bony fishes could endure. Nothing with a backbone, nothing that kept its strength on the inside.
In her dying dreams Isol found herself down there again. From miles above her the distant conversation
of whales and the occasional trace of a heavy engine boomed faintly, their echoes butting against the blunt
silence of her mind; the futile stammers of winter ghosts. The vibrations shivered her entire body with their
undecipherable information. She identified things by touch. She burnt herself by trying to feel how hot the
tip of a fumarole tower was; and again when she strayed too close to a crack in the floor where oozing
tubules of fresh lava were emerging, snub-nosed and crinkly, into the icy blackness - snorting
sausage-shaped chargers straight from the bowels of hell. Hell’s shit. She was surprised to survive the
encounter.
The bitter cold revived her. She brushed against something settled long ago into the ocean bed. It was
bulkier than the usual detritus here; this was obvious from its resistance to her insensible blunder, and
from the size of its surface. It tasted of metal, was coated with rust and dead barnacles, buckled out of its
original shape by the weight of the water. She extended polyps and the trailing lines that were her hands,
feeling its structure, identifying - after a moment of bewilderment - the crooked but unmistakable
components of an internal combustion…
… engine?
She woke up saying this word. Her core temperature had dropped fifteen degrees in the last hour. The
reactor was barely ticking over. Her drift had taken her within two hundred thousand kilometres of the