
spoke in a surprisingly gentle voice.
"Yes, I called, you fool. Who do you think called, Borc himself?" Crope looked suitably sheepish but
not too worried, he could tell when his master was in a good mood.
"I know it's late, Crope, but I'm hungry. Bring me food!" Baralis considered for a moment. "Bring me
red meat, rare, and some good red wine, not the rubbish you brought me yesterday. If those stinking
louts in the kitchen try to palm you off with anything less than a fine vintage, tell them they will have to
answer to me." Crope balefully nodded his consent and left.
Baralis knew Crope didn't like to perform any task that involved talking to people. He was shy and
awkward around them, which was, as Baralis saw it, a definite advantage in a servant. Lusk had been
too talkative for his own good. He glanced to the left of the door, where what remained of Lusk lay
wrapped in a faded rug. Crope had not even noticed the unseemly bundle or, if he had, it would never
occur to him to mention it: he was like an obedient dog-loyal and unquestioning. Baralis smiled at the
vision of Crope appearing in the kitchen this late at night; he was sure to give the lightfingered kitchen
staff quite a shock.
Before long, Crope returned with a jug of wine and a portion of meat so rare, pink juices oozed from the
flesh and onto the platter. Baralis dismissed Crope and poured himself a cup of the rich and heady liquid.
He held it up to the light and reveled in its dark, crimson color, then brought the goblet to his lips. The
wine was warm and sweet, redolent of blood.
The events of tonight had given him a voracious hunger. He cut himself a thick slice of the fleshy meat.
As he did so, the knife slipped in his hand and cut neatly into his thumb. Automatically, he raised his
finger to his face and suckled the small wound closed. He shuddered suddenly, half remembering a
fragment of an old rhyme, something about the taste of blood. He struggled for the memory and lost.
Baralis shrugged. He would eat, then take a brief nap, until the better part of the night was over with.
Many hours later, just before the break of dawn, Baralis once more slipped into the queen's chamber.
He had to be especially careful-many castle attendants were up and about, baking bread in the kitchens,
milking cows in the dairy, starting fires. He was not too concerned, though, as this last task would not
take too long.
He was a little worried when he saw the queen was in exactly the same position as when he had left her,
but closer inspection revealed that she was breathing strongly. The memory of the previous evening was
playing in his loins, and he had an urge to mount her again, but calculation mastered desire and he willed
himself to do what must be done.
He dreaded performing a Searching. He had only done one once before, and the memory still haunted
him to this day. He had been a young buck, arrogant in his abilities, way ahead of his peers. Great things
were hoped for him-and hadn't they been proved right? He had a ravening thirst for knowledge and
ability. He had been proud, yes, but then, were not all great men proud? Everything he read about he
tried, desperate to accomplish and move on, move forward to greater achievements. He had the quickest
mind in his class, outpacing and eventually outgrowing his teachers. He'd rushed forward with the speed
of a charging boar, the pride of his masters and the envy of his friends.
One day when he was thirteen summers old, he came across a musty, old manuscript in the back of the
library. Hands shaking with nervous excitement, he unraveled the fragile parchment. He was at first a little
disappointed. It contained the usual instructions--drawing of light and fire, healing colds. Then at the end
a ritual called a Searching was mentioned. A Searching, it explained, was a means to tell if a woman was