
Ten years of peace, the ancient Oracle of Asherat-of-the-Sea promised me; ten years I had, and in that
time, my fortune prospered along with that of Terre d'Ange, my beloved nation. So often, a time of great
happiness is recognized only in hindsight. I reckoned it a blessing that the Oracle's promise served also as
warning, and let no day pass without acknowledging its grace. Youth and beauty I had yet on my side,
the latter deepening as the years tempered the former. Thus had my old mentor, Cecilie Laveau-Perrin,
foretold, and if I had counted her words lightly in the rasher youth of my twenties, I knew it for truth as I
left them behind.
'Tis a shallow concern, many might claim, but I am D'Angeline and make no apology for our ways.
Comtesse de Montrève I may be, and indeed, a heroine of the realm—had not my deeds been set to
verse by the Queen's Poet's own successor?—but I had come first into my own as Phèdre nó Delaunay,
Naamah's Servant and Kushiel's Chosen, an anguissette and the most uniquely trained courtesan the
realm had ever known. I have never claimed to lack vanity.
For the rest, I had those things which I prized above all else, not the least of which was the regard of my
Queen, Ysandre de la Courcel, who gifted me with the Companion's Star for my role in securing her
throne ten years past. I had seen then the makings of a great ruler in her; I daresay all the realm has seen
it since. For ten years, Terre d'Ange has known peace and abiding prosperity; Terre d'Ange and Alba,
ruled side by side by Ysandre de la Courcel and Drustan mab Necthana, the Cruarch of Alba, whom I
am privileged to call my friend. Surely the hand of Blessed Elua was upon that union, when love took
root where the seeds of political alliance were sown! Truly, love has proved the stronger force,
conquering even the deadly Straits that divided them.
Although it took Hyacinthe's sacrifice to achieve it.
Thus, the nature of my dream.
I did not know, when I awoke from it, trembling and short of breath, tears leaking from beneath my
closed lids, that it was the beginning of the end. Even in happiness, I never forgot Hyacinthe. I had not
dreamed of him before, it is true, but he was ever on my mind. How could he not be? He was my oldest
and dearest friend, the companion of my childhood. Not even my lord Anafiel Delaunay, who took me
into his household at the age of ten, who trained me in the arts of covertcy and whose name I bear to this
day, had known me so long. What I am, what I became, I owe to my lord Delaunay, who changed with
a few words my fatal flaw to a sacred mark, the sign of Kushiel's Dart. But it was Hyacinthe who knew
me first, who was my friend when I was naught but a whore's unwanted get, an orphan of the Night
Court with a scarlet mote in my left eye that made me unfit for Naa-mah's Service, that made
superstitious countryfolk point and stare and call me names.
And it was Hyacinthe of whom I dreamed. Not the young man I had left to a fate worse than death—a
fate that should have been mine— but the boy I had known, the Tsingano boy with the black curls and
the merry grin, who, in an overturned market stall, reached out his hand to me in conspiratorial friendship.
I drew a deep, shuddering breath, feeling the dream recede, tears still damp on my cheeks. So simple,
to arouse such horror! In my dream, I stood in the prow of a ship, one of the swift, agile Illyrian ships I
knew so well from my adventures, and wept to watch a gulf of water widen between my vessel and the
rocky shore of a lonely island, where the boy Hyacinthe stood alone and pleaded, stretching out his arms
and calling my name. He had solved a riddle there, naming the source of the Master of the Straits' power.
I had answered it too, but Hyacinthe had used the dromonde, the Tsingano gift of sight, and his answer
went deeper than I could follow. He won us passage across the Straits when we needed it most and the
cost of it was all he had, binding him to those stony shores for eternity, unless the geis could be broken.
This I had sought for many years to do, and in my dream, as in life, I had failed. I could hear the crew