
NEED to know her. I sup-pose I do.
She put her hand on Ailiki to keep the mahsar from sliding off her thighs as she pulled her feet in,
drew her bag around the side of the bitt far-ther out of the way of a line of ladesmen rushing past, loads
in their back slings that were half their own height above their heads.
All she owned was in that bag.
Almost all. Not the money the Shadow-captain had given her when he put her down at
Kuku-rul—that was tucked inside her clothing, in a pouch next to her skin. Yohaen Pok, the trader
sailing with them ... Desantro and he’d had a wild thing going the past month ... made Faan
uncom-fortable thinking about it ... day before yesterday he took her aside and told her he didn’t want to
know what money she had, but whatever it was she should keep it on her at all times. Until she found a
safe depository, he said. A respectable innkeeper will do, he said. Ask about for one who’s got a good
reputation. It’s a hard world, he said, when you don’t have family, child. But it’s not all bad either.
People are generally as good as circumstances allow, he said. He patted her on the shoulder and went off
smiling, satisfied with him-self. He was a good man. Desantro was a fool to let him go, he wanted to wed
her....
It wasn’t much to show for sixteen years of liv-ing, what she had in that bag, a change of
under-clothes, another tunic, an old pair of sandals, the wooden clasp Reyna had worn to hold his hair
back, a book of honey poems Tai had given her on her tenth yearday, the odds and ends the water
elementals had brought her—more memories than substance there, but she hauled them about any-way.
Desantro, tsah! Faan shook her head. She didn’t understand it. The woman wasn’t young or even
pretty, but Yohaen wasn’t the first to get steamed up about her, she seemed to draw them like bees to
sugarwater. Anywhere they went, give her a minute and she had most of the men there gath-ered around
her, laughing, talking ... if her sister was anything like her.... This is a busy place. Faan looked around.
There were piles of goods everywhere ... and ships. She counted the ones she could see from where
she sat ... seven, eight ... fifteen in all all different kinds. Two black merchanters from Phrasi with eyes
painted on their bows. Lean M’darjin galleys ... are they a long way from home! Broad sturdy coasters
... she’d seen lots of those in the bay at Kukurul ... a weird one, painted dark blue, red and white striped
sails, a six-armed bare-breasted crab woman as figure-head. A lot of long, racy ships with a tired look as
if they’d come far and hard....
She stroked Ailiki’s soft fur, enjoying the noise that filled the morning. Noise. That was another thing
about this air ... sounds were crisper, the voices quicker. It was hard for her to pick out the words ...
even with the unintended gift from Abeyhamal ... gift of tongues? Whatever the god had done to her
head, she picked up languages now as if she were a sponge soaking them in. Lis-tening to Yohaen Pok
teach Valdaspeak to Desan-tro (another of his kindnesses), she’d learned far more than he thought he
was teaching. Only trou-ble was, she hadn’t yet learned to hear as fast as these people were speaking.
A ladesman stumbled and a packet fell off his load, breaking apart on the planks of the wharf,
scattering grains of pala to the wind and water.
The argument that ensued was a loud excited yammer that didn’t particularly interest her; the sharp
sweetish nip of the pala woke memories in her, piercing her with loss.
Riverman eating honey and teasing her as they sat under the Batt and listened to the feet of
the ladesmen coming and going.
Water elementals lifting their faceted faces from the brown water.
Wild Magic fizzing about, catching the light like bubbles of crystal.
Riverman ... there’s a river here ... does every river have a Riverman wandering along its reaches? I
never thought to ask him....
Edging past the mess as the trader was de-manding a refund for his lost spice and the lades-man was
berating him for faulty packaging, a boy younger than she was tripped over the strap of her bag and
tumbled into her lap, nearly squash-ing Ailiki; he grinned at her, squeezed a breast, then was up and
away before she could react.
“Little rat.” Desantro’s voice was hoarse and her eyes were red, but she’d put a smile on her face
that said no comment. “On your feet, Fa, I need some tea.”