
turned to Kitya.
Kitya blinked her dark crimson eyes at the mess, then managed a shrug without losing her balance.
“Sorry, Desa. I couldn’t raise a dead man’s ghost. No houseplace, no bone, no fire, no nothing.”
Navarre looked down. “What’s that?”
“Kech. Gave a line on Desa’s brother. Gone bust.” Kitya got to her feet with an easy flow, put her
hand on Navarre’s arm. “Can’t make another unless I have a homeplace where my feet tie to the earth,
even if it’s only for a day or two.”
The corner of his mouth hooked up. “Or in my pres-ence, hmm?”
“That, too.”
Faan cooed to Ailiki, scratched behind the delicate ears and under the chin, laughed as the mahsar’s
purr vibrated through her. After a minute, though, Ailiki stiffened, then wriggled vigorously, her nails biting
through the thin blue velvet of the dress. When Faan let her go, she jumped to the sand, sat a moment on
her hind legs staring at the top of the chalk cliffs, then she began to fade. Before Faan could scoop her up
again, she’d vanished completely.
“Liki, my Liki, Aili Ailiki,” Faan cried, anguish shaking her voice. “Where are you, don’t play with me
like this. Ailiki!”
There was no answer, not a hair of the mahsar left behind.
“Mamay,” she whispered. “I need you ....” She flung around, came running along the shore, fighting
back tears, knots twisting and untwisting inside her.
When she reached Navarre, she caught him by the arm. Her hand was glowing red hot and she felt
him wince, but she didn’t turn him loose, just walked as fast as she could. “Listen, you keep saying
there’s some god protecting me, so use it. Find Rakil, you can do it, find him and take us to him, or bring
him here, you can do it, you know you can.” She shook his arm. “Listen to me, Magus, you want to, I
can feel it, do it, don’t jegg me you don’t. Do it!”
He pulled his arm free, stepped back. “Sorcerie, con-trol! You’ve learned that, at least. Look at
yourself. You’re burning up.”
Faan glanced at her hands, pushed them behind her, wound her fingers together, tightening them till it
hurt. Hair blowing about her face, she glared at him, words collecting in her throat, choking her because
she couldn’t get them out fast enough. “Do it!” she man-aged finally. “Coward. Do it!”
He went white with anger, ice not fire. “I cannot,” he said softly. “I will not. Listen to me, brat. I
curse the day I met you, I curse the softness that made me listen to you. I’ve lost my home, my friends,
my life—and you call me coward?” His voice went so quiet she al-most couldn’t hear him. “Do you have
any idea what could happen if I did what you wanted, if I woke the Wrystrike to fullness? Listen to me,
Sorcerie, and be shamed if you are capable of it. I had a wife once, her name was Medora and I did
adore her. I had a son once, his name was Bravallan and he was the light of my eyes. I was searching
then, trying to understand what had happened to me. I went apart to a tower by the shore, but Bravallan
was as full of curiosity as a durran is, filled with seed and one day he followed me. Look at that sea,
Sorcerie, look at it heave, gray and icy. My tower was beside a sea like that. Medora came to me and
stood with her shoulders slumped, her brown eyes swimming with the tears she refused to let drop. She
said to me, ‘Bravallan my baby, Bravee my son, do you know what you have done to him?’ And she
pointed out to sea where a baby dolphin swam, crying out his fear and his loneliness. ‘I could kill you,’
she said to me. ‘But I won’t. He’s a baby, he needs someone to look af-ter him, hear how he cries.
Change me.’ And I did, Sorcerie, knowing I could destroy him and her com-pletely this time. I was
desperate and flung the Strike aside and killed a town for her, but she lived. I stood on a beach like this
and watched her swim away with him, the blood of a hundred innocents on my soul. And you ask me to
chance that again, you ask me to risk Kitya for a stupid brat I don’t know and don’t want to know?”
Fire flared along her arms, her hair spread out from her face, crackling with worms of tiny lightning as
power drained off it. “I don’t care about your stinking stories, I NEED my mother free. Find him ....”
Before she could say anything more, Kitya moved between them. She took hold of Faan’s hands,
winced. “Saaa, you’re hot. Stop this, Fa! Listen to me, you need us, think, child, think baby, you’ll kill us
all if you go on, think ....” She made a lulling croon of the words, nodding encouragement as awareness