see much. On the TV, all you could see was Bucky Fay, but here the camera
guys kept getting in front of him, and people were going back and forth all
during the praising time and the support this ministry time so Billy could
hardly keep track of what was going on. Till the man who talked to him came
over to him again, and this time a younger guy was with him, and they
lifted Billy out of his chair and carried him over toward where the lights
were so bright, and the cameras were turned toward him, and Bucky Fay was
saying, "And now who is first, thanks be to the Lord? Are you that
righteous young man who the devil has cursed to be a homophiliac? Come
here, boy! God's going to give you a blood transfusion from the hemoglobin
of the Holy Spirit!"
Billy didn't know what to do. If he said anything before Bucky Fay asked
him a question, the man would be mad, but what good would it do if Bucky
Fay ordered up the wrong miracle? But then he saw how the man who had
talked to him turned his face away from the camera and mouthed,
"Paralyzed," and Bucky Fay caught it and went right on, saying "Do you
think the Saviour is worried? Paralyzed you are, too, completely helpless,
and yet when the miracle comes into your body, do you think the Holy Spirit
needs the doctor's diagnosis? No, praise the Lord, the Holy Spirit goes all
through you, hunting down every place where the devil has hurt you, where
the devil that great serpent has poisoned you, where the devil that mighty
dragon has thought he could destroy you-- boy, are you saved?"
It was a direct question. "Uh huh."
"Has the Lord come to you in the waters of baptism and washed away your
sins and made you clean?"
Billy wasn't sure what that all meant, but after a second the man squeezed
his arm, and so Billy said, "Thank the Lord."
"What the baptism did to the outside of your body, the miracle will do to
the inside of your body. Do you believe that Jesus can heal you?"
Billy nodded.
"Oh, be not ashamed, little child. Speak so all the millions of our
television friends can hear you. Can Jesus heal you?"
"Yes! I know he can!"
Bucky Fay smiled, and his face went holy; he spat on his hands, clapped
twice, and then slapped Billy in the forehead, splashing spit all over his
face, just that very second the two men holding him sort of half-dropped
him, and as he clutched forward with his hands he realized that all those
times when people seemed to be overcome by the Holy Spirit, they were just
getting dropped, but that was probably part of the miracle. They got him
down on the floor and Bucky Fay went on talking about the Lord knowing the
pure in heart, and then the two men picked him up and this time stood him
on his legs. Billy couldn't feel a thing, but he did know that he was
standing. They were helping him balance, but his weight was on his legs,
and the miracle had worked. He almost praised God right then, but he
remembered in time, and waited.
"I bet you feel a little weak, don't you," said Bucky Fay.
Was that a direct question? Billy wasn't sure, so he just nodded his head.
"When the Holy Spirit went through the Apostle Paul, didn't he lie upon the
ground? Already you are able to stand upon your legs, and after a good
night's sleep, when your body has strengthened itself after being inhabited
by the Spirit of the Lord, you'll be restored to your whole self, good as
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