Zelazny, Roger - This Mortal Mountain

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Roger Zelazny. This Mortal Mountain
I
I looked down at it and I was sick! I wondered, where did it lead?
Stars?
There were no words. I stared and I stared, and I cursed the fact
that the thing existed and that someone had found it while I was still
around.
"Well?" said Lanning, and he banked the flier so that I could look
upward.
I shook my head and shaded my already shielded eyes.
"Make it go away," I finally told him.
"Can't. It's bigger than I am."
"It's bigger than anybody," I said.
"I can make _us_ go away..."
"Never mind. I want to take some pictures."
He brought it around, and I started to shoot.
"Can you hover--or get any closer?"
"No, the winds are too strong."
"That figures."
So I shot--through telescopic lenses and scan attachment and all--as
we circled it.
"I'd give a lot to see the top."
"We're at thirty thousand feet, and fifty's the ceiling on this
baby. The Lady, unfortunately, stands taller than the atmosphere."
"Funny," I said, "from here she doesn't strike me as the sort to
breath ether and spend all her time looking at stars."
He chuckled and lit a cigarette, and I reached us another bulb of
coffee.
"How _does_ the Gray Sister strike you?"
And I lit one of my own and inhaled, as the flier was buffeted by
sudden gusts of something from somewhere and then ignored, and I said,
"Like Our Lady of the Abattoir--right between the eyes."
We drank some coffee, and then he asked, "She too big, Whitey?"
and I gnashed my teeth through caffeine, for only my friends call me
Whitey, my name being Jack Summers and my hair having always been this
way, and at the moment I wasn't too certain of whether Henry Lanning
qualified for that status--just because he'd known me for twenty
years--after going out of his way to find this thing on a world with a
thin atmosphere, a lot of rocks, a too-bright sky and a name like LSD
pronounced backwards, after George Diesel, who had set foot in the
dust and then gone away--smart fellow!
"A forty-mile-high mountain," I finally said, "is not a mountain.
It is a world all by itself, which some dumb deity forgot to throw
into orbit."
"I take it you're not interested?"
I looked back at the gray and lavender slopes and followed them
upward once more again, until all color drained away, until the
silhouette was black and jagged and the top still nowhere in sight,
until my eyes stung and burned behind their protective glasses; and I
saw clouds bumping up against that invincible outline, like icebergs
in the sky, and I heard the howling of the retreating winds which had
essayed to measure its grandeur with swiftness and, of course, had
failed.
"Oh, I'm interested," I said, "in an academic sort of way. Let's
go back to town, where I can eat and drink and maybe break a leg if
I'm lucky."
He headed the flier south, and I didn't look around as we went. I
could sense her presence at my back, though, all the way: The Gray
Sister, the highest mountain in the known universe. Unclimbed, of
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course.
She remained at my back during the days that followed, casting her
shadow over everything I looked upon. For the next two days I studied
the pictures I had taken and I dug up some maps and I studied them,
too; and I spoke with people who told me stories of the Gray Sister,
strange stories....
During this time, I came across nothing really encouraging. I
learned that there had been an attempt to colonize Diesel a couple
centuries previously, back before faster-than-light ships were
developed. A brand-new disease had colonized the first colonists,
however, wiping them out to a man. The new colony was four years old,
had better doctors, had beaten the plague, was on Diesel to stay and
seemed proud of its poor taste when it came to worlds. Nobody, I
learned, fooled around much with the Gray Sister. There had been a
few abortive attempts to climb her, and some young legends that
followed after.
During the day, the sky never shut up. It kept screaming into my
eyes, until I took to wearing my climbing goggles whenever I went out.
Mainly, though, I sat in the hotel lounge and ate and drank and
studied the pictures and cross-examined anyone who happened to pass by
and glance at them, spread out there on the table.
I continued to ignore all Henry's questions. I knew what he
wanted, and he could damn well wait. Unfortunately, he did, and
rather well, too, which irritated me. He felt I was almost hooked by
the Sister, and he wanted to Be There When It Happened. He'd made a
fortune on the Kasla story, and I could already see the opening
sentences of this one in the smug lines around his eyes. Whenever he
tried to make like a poker player, leaning on his fist and slowly
turning a photo, I could see whole paragraphs. If I followed the
direction of his gaze, I could probably even have seen the dust
jacket.
At the end of the week, a ship came down out of the sky, and some
nasty people got off and interrupted my train of thought. When they
came into the lounge, I recognized them for what they were and removed
my black lenses so that I could nail Henry with my basilisk gaze and
turn him into stone. As it would happen, he had too much alcohol in
him, and it didn't work.
"You tipped off the press," I said.
"Now, now," he said, growing smaller and stiffening as my gaze
groped its way through the murk of his central nervous system and
finally touched upon the edges of that tiny tumor, his forebrain.
"You're well known, and...."
I replaced my glasses and hunched over my drink, looking far gone,
as one of the three approached and said, "Pardon me, but are you Jack
Summers?"
To explain the silence which followed, Henry said, "Yes, this is
Mad Jack, the man who climbed Everest at twenty-three and every other
pile of rocks worth mentioning since that time. At thirty-one, he
became the only man to conquer the highest mountain in the known
universe--Mount Kasla on Litan--elevation, 89,941 feet. My book--"
"Yes," said the reporter. "My name is Cary, and I'm with GP. My
friends represent two of the other syndicates. We've heard that you
are going to climb the Gray Sister."
"You've heard incorrectly," I said.
"Oh?"
The other two came up and stood beside them.
"We thought that--" one of them began.
"--you were already organizing a climbing party," said the other.
"Then you're not going to climb the Sister?" asked Cary, while one
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of the two looked over my pictures and the other got ready to take
some of his own.
"Stop that!" I said, raising a hand at the photographer. "Bright
lights hurt my eyes!"
"Sorry. I'll use the infra," he said, and he started fooling with
his camera.
Cary repeated the question.
"All I said was that you've heard incorrectly," I told him. "I
didn't say I was and I didn't say I wasn't. I haven't made up my
mind."
"If you decide to try it, have you any idea when it will be?"
"Sorry, I can't answer that."
Henry took the three of them over to the bar and started
explaining something, with gestures. I heard the words "...out of
retirement after four years," and when/if they looked to the booth
again, I was gone.
I had retired, to the street which was full of dusk, and I walked
along it thinking. I trod her shadow even then, Linda. And the Gray
Sister beckoned and forbade with her single unmoving gesture. I
watched her, so far away, yet still so large, a piece of midnight at
eight o'clock. The hours that lay between died like the distance at
her feet, and I knew that she would follow me wherever I went, even
into sleep. Especially into sleep.
So I know, at that moment. The days that followed were a game I
enjoyed playing. Fake indecision is delicious when people want you to
do something. I looked at her then, my last and my largest, my very
own Koshtra Pivrarcha, and I felt that I was born to stand upon her
summit. Then I could retire, probably remarry, cultivate my mind, not
worry about getting out of shape, and do all the square things I
didn't do before, the lack of which had cost me a wife and a home,
back when I had gone to Kasla, elevation 89,941 feet, four and a half
years ago, in the days of my glory. I regarded my Gray Sister across
the eight o'clock world, and she was dark and noble and still and
waiting, as she had always been.
II
The following morning I sent the messages. Out across the light-years
like cosmic carrier pigeons they went. They winged their ways to some
persons I hadn't seen in years and to others who had seen me off at
Luna Station. Each said, in its own way, "If you want in on the
biggest climb of them all, come to Diesel. The Gray Sister eats Kasla
for breakfast. R.S.V.P. c/o. The Lodge, Georgetown. Whitey."
Backward, turn backward....
I didn't tell Henry. Nothing at all. What I had done and where I
was going, for a time, were my business only, for that same time. I
checked out well before sunrise and left him a message on the desk:
"Out of town on business. Back in a week. Hold the fort. Mad
Jack."
I had to gauge the lower slopes, tug the hem of the lady's skirt,
so to speak, before I introduced her to my friends. They say only a
madman climbs alone, but they call me what they call me for a reason.
From my pix, the northern face had looked promising.
I set the rented flier down as near as I could, locked it up,
shouldered my pack and started walking.
Mountains rising to my right and to my left, mountains at my back,
all dark as sin now in the predawn light of a white, white day. Ahead
of me, not a mountain, but an almost gentle slope which kept rising
and rising and rising. Bright stars above me and cold wind past me as
I walked. Straight up, though, no stars, just black. I wondered for
the thousandth time what a mountain weighed. I always wonder that as
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