
At the moment, she was inclined to hope for the clown.
Lorryn had also been the one to tell her about the Elvenbane, who summoned the
dragons. Some of what he had told her she had also overheard when her father had
made conversation with guests, but not that. Her father never even acknowledged that
any such creature existed.
That wasn't particularly surprising. The Elvenbane was female and halfblood,
and must represent everything Lord Tylar hated and feared.
But if I could choose anything other than a boy—I would choose to be her. Oh,
how that would shock Lady Viridina! But that was what Sheyrena dreamed, in the
secret dark of the deep night: that she was the Elvenbane. Powerful in her own right,
bending the world to her will and her magic, riding across the sky on a dragon; that
was the way to live!
If I was the Elvenbane, there would be no father to stop me, nothing I couldn't do
if I wanted to. I could go anywhere, see anything, be anything that I wished!
She settled back into her daydreams as the slaves worked on her face, tiny
brushes flicking across her cheeks, lips, and eyelids with the kiss of a thousand
butterflies. She envisioned herself mounted on a huge scarlet dragon, soaring under a
cloudless sky, so high above the forest that the trees blurred into a mossy carpet of
green and there was no sign of walls or buildings. In her dreaming, the dragon carried
her toward the mountains she had never seen, which rose to meet them, towering
spires sparkling with fantastic crags of crystal and rose quartz, amethyst and—
A polite cough woke her out of her dream. Regretfully she opened her eyes and
regarded the handiwork of the slaves in her mirror.
It was appalling. It was also the best they could do, and she knew it. Her eyes
were washed out by the heavy peacock-blue they had painted on her lids; her cheeks
had hectic red circles that looked as clownlike as she had imagined, and her rosy,
pouting lips simply did not look as if they belonged on her face.
She dared not approve it, but she did not disapprove either. If Lord Tylar didn't
like it, let him be the one to say so.
When she said nothing, the slaves went back to the final arrangement of her hair.
Left alone, it was her one beauty, but they were building it into an edifice that
would match the dress, and as a result, it looked like a wig made of bleached
horsehair. They had piled most of it on the top of her head in stiff curls, coils, and
braids, leaving only a few tendrils, stiffened with dressing and trained into wirelike
spirals, to trail artificially about her face. Now they were inserting all the bejeweled
hair ornaments her father had dictated; heavy gold and emerald, of course.
If I had been dressing myself—I would have chosen the pale rose silk, with
flowers and ribbons, pearls and white gold. Nothing like this. I would fade into the
background, but at least I would not look like a clown.
By the time they were done, no one would ever recognize her. Which was just as
well. She wouldn't want anyone to recognize her, looking like this.
It wouldn't have been so bad if only Lorryn could be with her. He'd have been
able to make her laugh, he'd have helped her to keep her sense of humor about it all,
and he would have kept anyone she actually disliked from getting too close. But
Lorryn was subject to spells of terrible pain in his head—the one affliction that elves
were subject to—and he had been overcome by one of those spells just this morning.
It's just as well. I wouldn't even want Lorryn to see me looking like this.
Lorryn lay on his bed, with one eye on the door, one eye on his hard-won book
about an ancient and extinct tribe of humans called the Iron People, and one ear
cocked for the sound of footsteps. He had carefully positioned himself so that he
could drop the book to the floor and fling his arm over his eyes at the slightest sound