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\iTotal Welfare.\i Without thinking, Zelde said, "You mean . . . ?"
Grinning, the short man waved a hand. "What did you expect, Skinny? A goldplated appointment to the
Presiding Committee?"
Before he finished, she was across the room and onto him-hitting, biting, one slash before she
remembered her fighting nails were gone. But when Gerich and the woman dragged her off him, the
short man still lived.
Gasping, he blinked blood away and squinted at his fingers, which stuck out at odd angles from the
hand. He coughed blood; his voice barely husked through his battered throat.
"Kill this one-or slice her brain, fry it with shock-I-" Coughing stopped him, and then something
jabbed into Zelde's neck. She lost strength, first, and then all knowing.
The cell-eat, piss, shit, sleep-lasted a long time. In between, sometimes she thought. She had plenty of
time for it, and it helped ease the panic of being cooped up so tight.
\iI wish we could of talked more.\i Before she'd yanched out-but \iWelfare!-\iany Kid would of;
Welfare was being dead without lying down for it. But still, the woman was \itelling\i stuff and she
could use it, to know.
Well, she didn't have it, was all, and now she wouldn't get it. There'd been something-thinking back,
she rubbed palms over the new stubble growing on her scalp-pretty soon nobody'd know her for a
fighter, would they? Something, though-she hadn't listened close, but the woman said like, "When the
terrorists nuked the old U.N. build-
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ing-remember? A festival upstate, for a lot of the Embassy children-with all the confusion, nobody ever
found out what happened to them. She could be-" But the short man had snorted, interrupting, changing
the subject and leaving Zelde hanging on questions with no answers.
Here, naked in the cell, fighting her fear of the damned box, it didn't matter. Except that-who \iwas\i
she? What was it she could never quite remember? Well, what she didn't know, she couldn't tell. And
what she did know-from now on, she \iwouldn't.\i
"Zelde." Warm voices had called her that. "Zelde M'tana," and hearing inside now, she felt less warmth
but still some of it. The-no, nobody was really there. But the something-explosion sounded in her head
and she flinched, cringed, curled up tight-no, she couldn't ever quite get that, so \iquit it.\i
Vaguely, the time with the first Kids-cold and wet and bad smelly, all of them. Dragged staggering
along with a dirty rope around her neck. Sleeping with the big ones each side of her, all warm stinking
together.
Then into something, lying the same only it all swayed and rattled a long time. She was really sick.
Getting off, she couldn't walk, and they kicked her until she got up. After that she had the flat blanks
until the fever left her, and there was somebody new taking care of her. Terelda, the name was, and the
first Kids were gone and she was with- well, it was Stud's Cruds, then.
Stud was big Porlanter who never hit anyone who listened the first time. That was one nice thing; the
next was that these Kids weren't dirty. Where her infested skin had been raw so long, Zelde healed up.
Stud-Porlanter-died of something that swole up inside him, for months, and wouldn't stop. Well, it
looked silly for Terelda to call herself Stud, so she told lanky ol' Sentenerl he should do that stuff. But
she still ran the Kids, because she knew how.
For Zelde, it went along not so bad, then. How many years? They'd asked her, those Welfare catchers,
but she couldn't say for sure. Three-four years, there, she was little. 'Way too young for fighting or
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