Banks, Iain M - Look to Windward

VIP免费
2024-12-07 0 0 592.82KB 210 页 5.9玖币
侵权投诉
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt
Iain M Banks
Look To Windward
Scanned 28/11/00 by Absynthe
Prologue
Near the time we both knew I would have to leave him, it was hard to tell which flashes were
lightning and which came from the energy weapons of the Invisibles.
A vast burst of blue-white light leapt across the sky, making an inverted landscape of the ragged
clouds’ undersurface and revealing through the rain the destruction all around us: the shell of a
distant building, its interior scooped out by some earlier cataclysm, the tangled remains of rail
pylons near the crater’s lip, the fractured service pipes and tunnels the crater had exposed, and
the massive, ruined body of the wrecked land destroyer lying half submerged in the pool of filthy
water in the bottom of the hole. When the flare died it left only a memory in the eye and the dull
flickering of the fire inside the destroyer’s body.
Quilan gripped my hand still tighter. ‘You should go. Now, Worosei.’ Another, smaller flash lit
his face and the oil-scummed mud around his waist where it disappeared under the war machine.
I made a show of consulting my helm’s read-out. The ship’s flyer was on its way back, alone. The
display told me that no larger craft was accompanying it, while the lack of any communication on
the open channel meant there was no good news to report. There would be no heavy lift, there would
be no rescue. I flipped to the close-quarter tactical view. Nothing better to report there. The
confused, pulsing schematics indicated there was great uncertainty in the representation (a bad
enough sign in itself) but it looked like we were right in the line of the Invisibles’ advance and
we would soon be over-run. In ten minutes, maybe. Or fifteen. Or five. That uncertain. Still I
smiled as best I could and tried to sound calm.
‘I can’t get to anywhere safer until the flyer gets here,’ I said quietly. ‘Neither of us can.’ I
shifted on the muddy slope, trying to find a better footing. A series of booms shook the air. I
crouched over Quilan, protecting his exposed head. I heard debris thudding onto the slope across
from us, and something splashed into the water. I glanced at the level of the pool in the bottom
of the crater as the waves slapped against the chisel shape of the land destroyer’s fore armour
and fell back again. At least the water didn’t seem to be rising any more.
‘Worosei,’ he said. ‘I don’t think I’m going anywhere. Not with this thing on top of me. Please.
I’m not trying to be heroic and neither should you. Just get out now. Go.’
‘There’s still time,’ I told him. ‘We’ll get you out of there. You were always so impatient.’
Light pulsed above us again, picking out each lancing drop of rain in the darkness.
‘And you were—
Whatever he was going to say was drowned out by another fusillade of sharp concussions; the noise
rolled over us as though the very air was being torn apart.
‘Loud night,’ I said as I crouched over him again. My ears were ringing. More light flickered to
one side and, close up, I could see the pain in his eyes. ‘Even the weather’s against us, Quilan.
Dreadful thunder.’
‘That was not thunder.’
‘Oh, it was! There! And that is lightning,’ I said as I crouched further over him.
‘Go. Now, Worosei,’ he whispered. ‘You’re being stupid.’
‘I—’ I began. Then my rifle slipped from my shoulder and the stock hit him on the forehead.
‘Ouch,’ he said.
‘Sorry.’ I shouldered the weapon again.
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt (1 of 210) [1/19/03 9:55:25 PM]
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt
‘My fault for losing my helmet.’
‘Still,’ I slapped one of the sections of track above us, ‘you gained a land destroyer.’
He started to laugh, then winced. He forced a smile and rested one hand against the surface of one
of the vehicle’s guide wheels. ‘It’s funny,’ he said. ‘I’m not even sure if it’s one of ours or
one of theirs.’
‘You know,’ I said, ‘neither am I.’ I looked up at its ruptured carcass. The fire inside seemed to
be spreading; thin blue and yellow flames were starting to show in the hole where the main turret
had been.
The crippled land destroyer had kept its tracks on this side as it had half trundled, half slid
into the crater. On the far side, the stripped track lay flat on the crater’s slope, a stride-wide
strip of flat metal sections leading up like a ramshackle escalator almost to the hole’s jagged
lip. In front of us, huge guide wheels protruded from the war machine’s hull; some supported the
giant hinges of the tracks’ upper course, others ran on the tracks beneath. Quilan was trapped
beneath their lower level, squashed into the mud with only his upper torso free.
Our comrades were dead. There were only Quilan and me, and the pilot of the light flyer, returning
to pick us up. The ship, just a couple of hundred kilometres above our heads, could not help.
I had tried pulling Quilan, ignoring his bitten-off moans, but he was held fast. I had burned out
my suit’s AG unit trying to shift the track sections trapping him, and cursed our supposedly
wonderful nth generation projectile weapons; so good for killing our own species and penetrating
armour, so useless for cutting through thick metal.
Noise crackled nearby; sparks flicked out of the fire in the turret aperture, rising and fading in
the rain. I could feel the detonations through the ground, transmitted by the body of the wrecked
machine.
‘Ammunition, going off,’ Quilan said, his voice strained. ‘Time you went.'
‘No. I think whatever blew the turret off accounted for all the ammunition.’
‘And I don’t. It could still blow up. Get out.’
‘No. I’m comfortable here.’
‘You’re what?’
‘I’m comfortable here.’
‘Now you’re being idiotic.’
‘I am not being idiotic. Stop trying to get rid of me.’
‘Why should I? You’re being idiotic.’
‘Stop calling me idiotic, will you? You’re bickering.’
‘I am not bickering. I’m trying to get you to behave rationally.’
‘I am behaving rationally.’
‘This doesn’t impress me, you know. It’s your duty to save yourself.’
‘And yours not to despair.’
‘Not despair? My comrade and mate is acting like an imbecile and I’ve got a—’ Quilan’s eyes
widened. ‘Up there!’ he hissed, pointing behind me.
‘What?’ I twisted, bringing my rifle round and then going still.
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt (2 of 210) [1/19/03 9:55:25 PM]
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt
The Invisible trooper was at the crater lip, peering down at the wreckage of the land destroyer.
He had some sort of helmet on but it didn’t cover his eyes and probably wasn’t very sophisticated.
I gazed up through the rain. He was lit by firelight from the burning land destroyer; we ought to
be mostly in shadow. The trooper’s rifle was held in one hand, not both. I stayed very still.
Then he brought something up to his eyes, scanning. He stopped, looking straight at us. I had
raised the rifle and fired by the time he’d let the night sight drop and begun to bring his weapon
to bear. He exploded in light just as another flash erupted in the skies above. Most of his body
tumbled and slipped down the slope towards us, shorn of one arm and his head.
‘Suddenly you’re a half-decent shot,’ Quilan said.
‘I always was, dear,’ I told him, patting his shoulder. ‘I just kept it quiet because I didn’t
want to embarrass you.
‘Worosei,’ he said, taking my hand again. ‘That one will not have been alone. Now really is the
time to go.
‘I—’ I began, then the hulk of the land destroyer and the crater around us shook as something
exploded inside the wreck and glowing shrapnel whizzed out of the space where the turret had been.
Quilan gasped with pain. Mud slides coasted down around us and the remains of the dead Invisible
slid another few strides closer. His gun was still clutched in one armoured glove. I glanced at my
helm’s screen again. The flyer was almost here.
My love was right, and it really was time to go.
I turned back to say something to him.
‘Just fetch me that bastard’s rifle,’ he said, nodding at the dead trooper. ‘See if I can’t take
another one or two of them with me.’
‘All right,’ I said, and found myself scrambling up the mud and debris and grabbing the dead
soldier’s rifle.
‘And see if he has anything else!’ Quilan shouted. ‘Grenades; anything!’
I slid back down, overshooting and getting both boots in the water. ‘All he had,’ I said, handing
him the rifle.
He checked it as best he could. ‘That’ll do.’ He fitted the stock against his shoulder and twisted
round as far as his trapped lower body would allow, settling into something approaching a firing
position. ‘Now, go! Before I shoot you myself!’ He had to raise his voice over the sound of more
explosions tearing at the wreck of the land destroyer.
I fell forward and kissed him. ‘I’ll see you in heaven,’ I said.
His face took on a look of tenderness just for a moment and he said something, but explosions
shook the ground and I had to ask him to repeat what he’d said as the echoes died away and more
lights strobed in the skies above us. A signal blinked urgently in my visor to tell me the flyer
was immediately overhead.
‘I said, there’s no rush,’ he told me quietly, and smiled. ‘Just live, Worosei. Live for me. For
both of us. Promise.’
‘I promise.
He nodded up the slope of the crater. ‘Good luck, Worosei.’
I meant to say good luck in return, or just goodbye, but I found I could not say a thing. I just
gazed hopelessly at him, looking upon my husband for that one last time, and then I turned and
hauled myself upwards, slithering on the mud but pulling myself away from him, past the body of
the Invisible I had killed, along the side of the burning machine’s hull and traversing its rear
beneath the barrels of its aft turret while more explosions sent flaming wreckage soaring into the
rain-filled sky and splashing into the rising waters.
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt (3 of 210) [1/19/03 9:55:25 PM]
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt
The sides of the crater were slick with mud and oils; I seemed to slip down more than I was able
to climb up and for a few moments I believed I would never make my way out of that awful pit,
until I slid and hauled myself over to the broad metal ribbon that was the stripped track of the
land destroyer. What would kill my love saved me; I used the linked sections of the embedded track
as a staircase, at the end almost running to the top.
Beyond the lip, in the flame-lit distances between the ruined buildings and the squalls of rain, I
could see the lumbering shapes of other great war machines, and the tiny, scurrying figures behind
them, all moving this way.
The flyer swooped from the clouds; I threw myself aboard and we lifted immediately. I tried to
turn and look back, but the doors slammed closed and I was thrown about the cramped interior while
the tiny craft dodged rays and missiles aimed at it as it rose to the waiting ship Winter Storm.
1
The Light of Ancient Mistakes
The barges lay on the darkness of the still canal, their lines softened by the snow heaped in
pillows and hummocks on their decks. The horizontal surfaces of the canal’s paths, piers, bollards
and lifting bridges bore the same full billowed weight of snow, and the tall buildings set back
from the quaysides loomed over all, their windows, balconies and gutters each a line edged with
white.
It was a quiet area of the city at almost any time, Kabe knew, but tonight it both seemed and was
quieter still. He could hear his own footsteps as they sank into the untouched whiteness. Each
step made a creaking noise. He stopped and lifted his head, sniffing at the air. Very still. He
had never known the city so silent. The snow made it seem hushed, he supposed, muffling what
little sound there was. Also tonight there was no appreciable wind at ground level, which meant
that — in the absence of any traffic — the canal, though still free of ice, was perfectly still
and soundless, with no slap of wave or gurgling surge.
There were no lights nearby positioned to reflect from the canal’s black surface, so that it
seemed like nothing, like an absolute absence on which, the barges appeared to be floating
unsupported. That was unusual too. The lights were out across the whole city, across almost all
this side of the world.
He looked up. The snow was easing now. Spinwards, over the city centre and the still more distant
mountains, the clouds were parting, revealing a few of the brighter stars as the weather system
cleared. A thin, dimly glowing line directly above — coming and going as the clouds moved slowly
overhead — was far-side light. No aircraft or ships that he could see. Even the birds of the air
seemed to have stayed in their roosts.
And no music. Usually in Aquime City you could hear music coming from somewhere or other, if you
listened hard enough (and he was good at listening hard). But this evening he couldn’t hear any.
Subdued. That was the word. The place was subdued. This was a special, rather sombre night
(‘Tonight you dance by the light of ancient mistakes!’ Ziller had said in an interview that
morning. (With only a little too much relish) and the mood seemed to have infected all of the
city, the whole of Xaravve Plate- indeed the entire Orbital of Masaq’.
And yet, even so, there seemed to be an extra stillness caused by the snow. Kabe stood for a
moment longer, wondering exactly what might cause that additional hush. It was something that he
had noticed before but never quite been bothered enough about to try and pin down. Something to do
with the snow itself . .
He looked back at his tracks in the snow covering the canal path. Three lines of footprints. He
wondered what a human — what any bipedal — would make of such a trail. Probably, he suspected,
they would not notice. Even if they did, they would just ask and instantly be told. Hub would tell
them: those will be the tracks of our honoured Homomdan guest Ambassador Kabe Ischloear.
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt (4 of 210) [1/19/03 9:55:25 PM]
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt
Ah, so little mystery, these days. Kabe looked around, then quickly did a little hopping,
shuffling dance, executing the steps with a delicacy belying his bulk and weight. He glanced about
again, and was glad to have, apparently, escaped observation. He studied the pattern his dance had
left in the snow. That was better... But what had he been thinking of? The snow, and its silence.
Yes, that was it; it produced what seemed like a subtraction of noise, because one was used to
sound accompanying weather; wind sighed or roared, rain drummed or hissed or — if it was mist and
too light to produce noise directly — at least created drips and glugs. But snow falling with no
wind to accompany it seemed to defy nature; it was like watching a screen with the sound off, it
was like being deaf. That was it.
Satisfied, Kabe tramped on down the path, just as a whole sloped roof-load of snow fell with a
muffled but distinct crump from a tall building onto ground nearby. He stopped, looked at the long
ridge of whiteness the miniature avalanche had produced as a last few flakes fell swirling around
it, and laughed.
Quietly, so as not to disturb the silence.
At last some lights, from a big barge four vessels away round the canal’s gradual curve. And the
hint of some music, too, from the same source. Gentle, undemanding music, but music nevertheless.
Fill-in music; biding music, as they sometimes called it. Not the recital itself.
A recital. Kabe wondered why he had been invited. The Contact drone E. H. Tersono had requested
Kabe’s presence there in a message delivered that afternoon. It had been written in ink, on card
and delivered by a small drone. Well, a flying salver, really. The thing was, Kabe usually went to
Tersono’s Eighth-Day recital anyway. Making a point of inviting him to it had to mean something.
Was he being told that he was being in some way presumptuous, having come along on earlier
occasions when he hadn’t been specifically invited?
That would seem strange; in theory the event was open to all — what was not, in theory? — but the
ways of Culture people, especially drones, and most especially old drones, like H. Tersono, could
still surprise Kabe. No laws or written regulations at all, but so many little.. . observances,
sets of manners, ways of behaving politely. And fashions. They had fashions in so many things,
from the most trivial to the most momentous.
Trivial: that paper message delivered on a salver; did that mean that everybody was going to start
physically moving invitations and even day-to-day information from place to place, rather than
have such things transmitted normally, communicated to one's house, familiar, drone, terminal or
implant? What a preposterous and deeply tedious idea! And yet just the sort of retrospective
affectation they might fall in love with, for a season or so (ha! At most).
Momentous: they lived or died by whim! A few of their more famous people announced they would live
once and die forever, and billions did likewise; then a new trend would start amongst opinion-
formers for people to back-up and have their bodies wholly renewed or new ones regrown, or to have
their personalities transferred into android replicas or some other more bizarre design, or . . .
well, anything; there was really no limit, but the point was that people would start doing that
sort of thing by the billion, too, just because it had become fashionable.
Was that the sort of behaviour one ought to expect from a mature society? Mortality as a life-
style choice? Kabe knew the answer his own people would give. It was madness, childishness,
disrespectful of oneself and life itself; a kind of heresy. He, however, was not quite so sure,
which either meant that he had been here too long, or that he was merely displaying the shockingly
promiscuous empathy towards the Culture that had helped bring him here in the first place.
So, musing about silence, ceremony, fashion and his own place in society, Kabe arrived at the
ornately carved gangway that led from the quayside into the gently lit extravagance in gilded wood
that was the ancient ceremonial barge Soliton. The snow here had been tramped down by many feet,
the trail leading to a nearby sub-trans access building. Obviously he was odd, enjoying walking in
the snow. But then he didn’t live in this mountain city; his own home here hardly ever experienced
snow or ice, so it was a novelty for him.
Just before he went aboard, the Homomdan looked up into the night sky to watch a V-shaped flock of
big, pure white birds fly silently overhead, just above the barge’s signal rigging, heading inland
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt (5 of 210) [1/19/03 9:55:25 PM]
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt
from the High Salt Sea. He watched them disappear behind the buildings, then brushed the snow off
his coat, shook his hat and went aboard.
‘It’s like holidays.’
‘Holidays?’
‘Yes. Holidays. They used to mean the opposite of what they mean now. Almost the exact opposite.’
‘What do you mean?’
‘Hey, is this edible?’
‘What?’
‘This.’
‘I don’t know. Bite it and see.’
‘But it just moved.’
‘It just moved? What, under its own power?’
‘I think so.’
‘Well now, there’s a thing. Evolve from a real predator like our friend Ziller and the instinctive
answer’s probably yes, but—’
‘What’s this about holidays?’
‘Ziller was—
‘—What he was saying. Opposite meaning. Once, holidays meant the time when you went away.
‘Really?’
‘Yes, I remember hearing that. Primitive stuff. Age of Scarcity.’
‘People had to do all the work and create wealth for themselves and society and so they couldn’t
afford to take very much time off. So they worked for, say, half the day, most days of the year
and then had an allocation of days they could take off, having saved up enough exchange
collateral—’
‘Money. Technical term.’
—in the meantime. So they took the time off and they went away.’
‘Excuse me, are you edible?’
‘Are you really talking to your food?’
‘I don’t know. I don’t know if it is food.’
‘In very primitive societies there wasn’t even that; they got only a few days off each year!’
‘But I thought primitive societies could be quite—’
‘Primitive industrial, he meant. Take no notice. Will you stop poking that? You’ll bruise it.’
‘But can you eat it?’
‘You can eat anything you can get into your mouth and swallow.’
‘You know what I mean.’
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt (6 of 210) [1/19/03 9:55:25 PM]
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt
‘Ask, you idiot!’
‘I just did.’
‘Not it! Grief, what are you glanding? Should you be out? Where’s your minder, terminal,
whatever?’
‘Well, I didn’t want to just—’
‘Oh, I see. Did they all go away at once?’
‘How could they? Things would stop working if they all did nothing at the same time.
‘Oh, of course.’
‘But sometimes they had days when a sort of skeleton crew operated infrastructure. Otherwise, they
staggered their time off. Varies from place to place and time to time, as you might expect.~
‘Ah ha.’
‘Whereas nowadays what we call holidays, or core time, is when you all stay home, because
otherwise there’d be no period when you could all meet up. You wouldn’t know who your neighbours
were.
‘Actually I’m not sure that I do.’
‘Because we’re just so flighty.’
‘One big holiday.’
‘In the old sense.’
‘And hedonistic.’
‘Itchy feet.’
‘Itchy feet, itchy paws, itchy flippers, itchy barbels—’
‘Hub, can I eat this?’
‘—itchy gas sacs, itchy ribs, itchy wings, itchy pads—’
‘Okay, I think we get the idea.’
‘Hub? Hello?’
‘—itchy grippers, itchy slime cusps, itchy motile envelopes—’
‘Will you shut up?’
‘Hub? Come in? Hub? Shit, my terminal’s not working. Or Hub’s not answering.’
‘Maybe it’s on holiday.’
‘—itchy swim bladders, itchy muscle frills, itchy — mmph!
What? Was there something stuck in my teeth?’
‘Yes, your foot.’
‘I think that’s where we kicked off.’
‘Appropriate.’
‘Hub? Hub? Wow, this has never happened to me before...’
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt (7 of 210) [1/19/03 9:55:25 PM]
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt
‘Ar Ischloear?’
‘Hmm?’ His name had been spoken. Kabe discovered that he must have gone into one of those strange,
trance-like states he sometimes experienced at gatherings like this, when the conversation — or
rather when several conversations at once — went zinging to and fro in a dizzying, alienly human
sort of way and seemed to wash over him so that he found it difficult to follow who was saying
what to whom and why.
He’d found that later he could often remember exactly the words that had been said, but he still
had to work to determine the sense behind them. At the time he would just feel oddly detached.
Until the spell was broken, as now, and he was awakened by his name.
He was in the upper ballroom of the ceremonial barge Soliton with a few hundred other people, most
of them human though not all in human form. The recital by the composer Ziller — on an antique
Chelgrian mosaikey — had finished half an hour earlier. It had been a restrained, solemn piece, in
keeping with the mood of the evening, though its performance had still been greeted with rapturous
applause. Now people were eating and drinking. And talking.
He was standing with a group of men and women centred on one of the buffet tables. The air was
warm, pleasantly perfumed and filled with soft music. A wood and glass canopy arced overhead, hung
with some ancient form of lighting that was a long way from anybody’s full spectrum but which made
everything and everybody look agreeably warm.
His nose ring had spoken to him. When he had first arrived in the Culture he hadn’t liked the idea
of having com equipment inserted into his skull (or anywhere else for that matter). His family
nose ring was about the only thing he always carried with him, so they had made him a perfect
replica that happened to be a communications terminal as well.
‘Sorry to disturb you, Ambassador. Hub here. You’re closest; would you let Mr Olsule know he is
speaking to an ordinary brooch, not his terminal?’
‘Yes.’ Kabe turned to a young man in a white suit who was holding a piece of jewellery in his hand
and looking puzzled.
‘Ah, Mr Olsule?’
‘Yeah, I heard,’ the man said, stepping back to look up at the Homomdan. He appeared surprised,
and Kabe formed the impression that he had been mistaken for a sculpture or an article of
monumental furniture. This happened fairly often. A function of scale and stillness, basically. It
was one hazard of being a glisteningly black three-and-a-bit-metre-tall pyramidal triped in a
society of slim, matte-skinned two-metre-tall bipeds. The young man squinted at the brooch again.
‘I could have sworn this .
‘Sorry about that, Ambassador,’ said the nose ring. ‘Thank you for your help.’
‘Oh, you’re welcome.’
A gleaming, empty serving tray floated up to the young man, dipped its front in a sort of bow and
said, ‘Hi. Hub again. What you have there, Mr Olsule, is a piece of jet in the shape of a
ceerevell, explosively inlaid with platinum and summitium. From the studio of Ms Xossin Nabbard,
of Sintrier, after the Quarafyd school. A finely wrought work of substantial artistry. But
unfortunately not a terminal.’
‘Damn. Where is my terminal then?’
‘You left all your terminal devices at home.’
‘Why didn’t you tell me?’
‘You asked me not to.’
‘When?’
‘One hundred and—’
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt (8 of 210) [1/19/03 9:55:25 PM]
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt
‘Oh, never mind. Well, replace that, umm ... change that instruction. Next time I leave home
without a terminal ... get them to make a fuss or something.’
‘Very well. It will be done.’
Mr Olsule scratched his head. ‘Maybe I should get a lace. One of those implant things.’
‘Undeniably, forgetting your head would pose considerable difficulties. In the meantime, I’ll
second one of the barge’s remotes to accompany you for the rest of the evening, if you’d like.’
‘Yeah, okay.’ The young man put the brooch back on and turned to the laden buffet table. ‘So,
anyway; can I eat this... Oh. It’s gone.’
‘Itchy motile envelope,’ said the tray quietly, floating off.
‘Ah, Kabe, my dear friend. Here you are. Thank you so much for coming.’
Kabe swivelled to find the drone E. H. Tersono floating at his side at a level a little above head
height for a human and a little below that of an Homomdan. The machine was a little less than a
metre in height, and half that in width and depth. Its rounded-off rectangular casing was made of
delicate pink porcelain held in a lattice of gently glowing blue lumenstone. Beyond the
porcelain’s translucent surface, the drone’s internal components could just be made out; shadows
beneath its thin ceramic skin. Its aura field, confined to a small volume directly underneath its
flat base, was a soft blush of magenta, which, if Kabe recalled correctly, meant it was busy. Busy
talking to him?
‘Tersono,’ he said. ‘Yes. Well, you did invite me.’
‘Indeed I did. Do you know, it occurred to me only later that you might misinterpret my invitation
as some sort of summons, even as an imperious demand. Of course, once these things are sent ...
‘Ho-ho. You mean it wasn t a demand?’
‘More of a petition. You see, I have a favour to ask you.’
‘You do?’ This was a first.
‘Yes. I wonder if we might talk somewhere we’d have a little more privacy?’
Privacy, thought Kabe. That was a word you didn’t hear very often in the Culture. Probably more
used in a sexual context than any other. And not always even then.
‘Of course,’ he said. ‘Lead on.’
‘Thank you,’ the drone said, floating towards the stern and rising to look over the heads of the
people gathered in the function space. The machine turned this way and that, making it clear it
was looking for something or someone. ‘Actually,’ it said quietly, ‘we are not yet quite quorate
... Ah. Here we are. Please; this way, Ar Ischloear.’
They approached a group of humans centred on the Mahrai Ziller. The Chelgrian was nearly as long
as Kabe was tall, and covered in fur that varied from white around his face to dark brown on his
back. He had a predator’s build, with large forward-facing eyes set in a big, broad-jawed head.
His rear legs were long and powerful; a striped tail, woven about with silver chain, curved
between them. Where his distant ancestors would have had two middle-legs, Ziller had a single
broad midlimb, partially covered by a dark waistcoat. His arms were much like a human’s, though
covered in golden fur and ending in broad, six-digit hands more like paws.
Almost as soon as he and Tersono joined the group around Ziller, Kabe found himself engulfed by
another confusing babble of conversation.
'of course you don’t know what I mean. You have no context.’
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt (9 of 210) [1/19/03 9:55:25 PM]
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt
‘Preposterous. Everybody has a context.’
‘No. You have a situation, an environment. That is not the same thing. You exist. I would hardly
deny you that.’
‘Well, thanks.’
‘Yeah. Otherwise you’d be talking to yourself.’
‘You’re saying we don’t really live, is that it?’
‘That depends what you mean by live. But let’s say yes.’
‘How fascinating, my dear Ziller,’ E. H. Tersono said. ‘I wonder—’
‘Because we don’t suffer.’
‘Because you scarcely seem capable of suffering.’
‘Well said! Now, Ziller—’
‘Oh, this is such an ancient argument ...
‘But it’s only the ability to suffer that—’
‘Hey! I’ve suffered! Lemil Kimp broke my heart.’
‘Shut up, Tulyi.’
`you know, that makes you sentient, or whatever. It’s not actually suffering.’
‘But she did!’
‘An ancient argument, you said, Ms Sippens?’
‘Yes.’
‘Ancient meaning bad?’
‘Ancient meaning discredited.’
‘Discredited? By whom?’
‘Not whom. What.’
‘And that what would be .
‘So there we are. Statistics. Now then, Ziller, my dear friend—’
‘You are not serious.
‘I think she thinks she is more serious than you, Zil.’
‘Suffering demeans more than it ennobles.’
‘And this is a statement derived wholly from these statistics?’
‘No. I think you’ll find a moral intelligence is required as well.’
‘A prerequisite in polite society, I’m sure we’d all agree. Now, Ziller—’
‘A moral intelligence which instructs us that all suffering is bad.’
‘No. A moral intelligence which will incline to treat suffering as bad until proved good.’
file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windward.txt (10 of 210) [1/19/03 9:55:25 PM]
摘要：

file:///F|/rah/Iain%20Banks/Banks%20Iain%20M%20%20-%20Look%20To%20Windwa d.txtIainMBanksLookToWindwardScanned28/11/00byAbsynthePrologueNearthetimewebothknewIwouldhavetoleavehim,itwashardtotellwhichflasheswerelightningandwhichcamefromtheenergyweaponsoftheInvisibles.Avastburstofblue-whitelightleapta...

展开>> 收起<<
Banks, Iain M - Look to Windward.pdf

共210页,预览10页

还剩页未读， 继续阅读

声明：本站为文档C2C交易模式，即用户上传的文档直接被用户下载，本站只是中间服务平台，本站所有文档下载所得的收益归上传人(含作者)所有。玖贝云文库仅提供信息存储空间，仅对用户上传内容的表现方式做保护处理，对上载内容本身不做任何修改或编辑。若文档所含内容侵犯了您的版权或隐私，请立即通知玖贝云文库，我们立即给予删除！

相关推荐

更多
立即下载
分类：外语学习 价格：5.9玖币 属性：210 页 大小：592.82KB 格式：PDF 时间：2024-12-07

开通VIP享超值会员特权

  • 多端同步记录
  • 高速下载文档
  • 免费文档工具
  • 分享文档赚钱
  • 每日登录抽奖
  • 优质衍生服务

作者详情

相关内容

更多

热门标签

人际关系 动力学连接体 力的合成 配电装置 高考理综 全宋诗作者索引 公务员考试
/ 210
评分 收藏
分享
立即下载 VIP免费下载
客服
关注