to pull, but got nowhere against his weight. He lay there panting and coughing and then tried again as if
he were the only one involved in this, as if he felt nothing, knew nothing but that cold water at one
extremity of his body and solid wood in front of him. He got the one knee up, lost it, got it forward again
and hunched his arms under him. They went into bridge shadow, drifted perilously toward a cluster of
night-moored canalers. She got up and used the pole, and used it continuously for a few moments because
the Grand Canal ran perversely awry where the flow from the Snake came into it, by
Hanging Bridge; she averted collision, and kept traveling, imagining curious eyes among boats moored
along the shore, watchers among the homeless on the bridge, herself with a naked man lying pale as a
seastar on her skip.
She poled along then, past Man to van, beneath its bridge, past Delaree and Ramseyhead, there on the rim
of the moonlight where the Grand Canal gave out onto the Channel, and a few big barges had snugged
into the wharves for the night, waiting loading tomorrow.
Safe company, those barges. Quiet company. The big black sides hove up like walls, the waves lapped
and splashed to tide-draw; and a little skip glided along under the wharf unnoticed—here the drowsing
hulk of a fisher-craft, its nets up like gossamer wings against the night sky; here another barge, and
another, a deep friendly forest of pilings and mooring-lines like vines in the dark. Yonder a Falkenaer
ship rode in deep harbor, masts and rigging webbed against a lowering moon, among the lesser bulk of
coasters and Det-barges. There Rimmon Isle bulked, the lights of its landing agleam, the towers in
shadow at this hour.
The sweat ran on her sides, beneath the oversized sweater; sweat ran down her temples beneath the band
of the cap, despite the nighttime chill. She found a likely place on the edge of moonlit water and whipped
the weighted line around a piling, warped in and made a secure hitch, this side and the other, and dropped
down on her haunches, trembling. She removed her cap, wiped the sweat with her arm,
Her passenger had gotten onto the dry slats, and lay sprawled one foot still in the bilge. So he had life in
him enough to care for cold and wet. Part of her wished he had gasped his last and just lain there to be
rolled back into the canal where he would be no more bother to anyone; and part of her said she ought to
quietly heave him now; while a third small part of her mind just sat still waiting to see whether she might
not have to take a barrelhook to him after all when he waked. But until then she was not obliged to
become a killer, which she was prepared to be, which she had determined long ago she had to be, to stay
alive in Merovingen-below.
Tonight, perhaps. The boat drifted and swayed on the currents that surged among the harbor pilings.
Almost out of her territory. Almost. They were beyond the Dike. Beyond this point the deep currents
began. And beyond this point no boat could go by pole, except beneath the pilings that led out past
Rimmon bridges to the Dead Wharf and the Ghost Fleet and the marsh. She sat there panting and letting
the sweat dry in the wind and waited for something, his move, her recovery, it was uncertain what.
He made feverish small movements, and still lay there with his eyes open and maybe not seeing her at all,
except as a lump of shadow.
So she did not have to think about the barrelhook. He would die before morning. Very likely he would, of
the shock and the cold. Like the kittens. Like the Gentry toddler. A body did that, betrayed itself by
letting go when it had fought its way all the way back from this much shock. Now surely fever would set
in. And the cold would take him. The river gave up very little, and maybe his skull was cracked. There
were black marks all over his pale body, bloody scratches, the shadows of bruises. One leg bled a dark
trail into the bilge He blinked finally, blinked yet again, a shadowy flutter of half open eyes.
"You're on my boat," she said, if he should wonder where he was. Another blink. He lay there a long
moment with no more movement than that and and his breathing. He was not shivering. And that meant
he was still dying, only slower.
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