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Coldfire
by Dean R. Koontz
AUGUST 12
Even before the events in the supermarket, Jim Ironheart should have
known trouble was coming. During the night he dreamed of being pursued
across a field by a flock of large blackbirds that shrieked around him
in a turbulent flapping of wings and tore at him with hooked beaks as
precisely honed as surgical scalpels. When he woke and was unable to
breathe, he shuffled onto the balcony in his pajama bottoms to get some
fresh air.
At nine-thirty in the morning, the temperature, already ninety degrees,
only contributed to the sense of suffocation with which he had awakened.
A long shower and a shave refreshed him.
The refrigerator contained only part of a moldering Sara Lee cake.
It bled a laboratory culture of some new, exquisitely virulent strain of
botulism. He could either starve or go out into the furnace heat.
The August day was so torrid that birds, beyond the boundaries of bad
trams, preferred the bowers of the trees to the sun-scorched open spaces
of the southern California sky; they sat silently in their leafy
shelters, chirping rarely and without enthusiasm. Dogs padded cat-quick
along sidewalks as hot as griddles. No man, woman or child paused to
see if an egg would fry on the concrete, taking it as a matter of faith.
After eating a light breakfast at an umbrella-shaded table on the patio
of a seaside cafe in Laguna Niguel, he was enervated again and sheathed
in a dew of perspiration. It was one of those rare occasions when the
Pacific did not produce even a dependable mild breeze.
From there he went to the supermarket, which at first seemed to be a
sanctuary. He was wearing only white cotton slacks and a blue T-shirt,
so the air-conditioning and the chill currents rising off the
refrigerated display cases were refreshing.
He was in the cookie department, comparing the ingredients in fudge
macaroons to those in pineapple-coconut-almond bars, trying to decide
which was the lesser dietary sin, when the fit hit him. On the scale of
such things, it was not much of a fit-no convulsions, no violent muscle
contractions, no sudden rivers of sweat, no speaking in strange tongues.
He just abruptly turned to a woman shopper next to him and said, "Life
line."
She was about thirty, wearing shorts and a halter top, good-looking
enough to have experienced a wearying array of come-ons from men,
perhaps she thought he was making a pass at her. She gave him a guarded
look. "Excuse me?"
Flow with it, he told himself Don't be afraid.
He began to shudder, not because of the air-conditioning but because a
series of inner chills swam through him, like a wriggling school of
eels. the strength went out of his hands, and he dropped the packages
of cookies.
Embarrassed but unable to control himself, he repeated: "Life line."
"I don't understand," the woman said.
Although this had happened to him nine times before, he said, "Neither
do I."
She clutched a box of vanilla wafers as though she might throw it in his
face and run if she decided he was a walking headline (BERSERK MAN
SHOOTS SIX IN SUPERMARKET! Nevertheless, She was enough Of a good
samaritan to hang in for another exchange: "Are you all right?"
No doubt, he was pale. He felt as if all the blood had drained out of
his face. He tried to put on a reassuring smile, knew it was a ghastly
grimace and said, "Gotta go."
Turning away from his shopping cart, Jim walked out of the market into
the searing August heat. The forty-degree temperature change
momentarily locked the breath in his lungs. The blacktop in the parking
lot was tacky in places. Sun silvered the windshields of the cars and
seemed to shatter into dazzling splinters against chrome bumpers and
grilles.
He went to his Ford. It had air-conditioning, but even after he had
driven across the lot and turned onto Crown Valley Parkway, the air from
the dashboard vents was refreshing only by comparison with the
baking-oven atmosphere in the car. He put down his window.
Initially he did not know where he was going. Then he had a vague
feeling that he should return home. Rapidly the feeling became a strong
hunch, the hunch became a conviction, and the conviction became a
compulsion. He absolutely had to get home.
He drove too fast, weaving in and out of traffic, taking chances, which
was uncharacteristic of him. If a cop had stopped him, he would not
have been able to explain his desperate urgency, for he did not
understand himself It was as if his every move was orchestrated by
someone unseen, controlling him much the way that he controlled the car.
Again he told himself to flow with it, which was easy since he had no
choice.
He also told himself not to be afraid, but fear was his unshakable
companion. When he pulled into his driveway in Laguna Niguel, the spiky
black shadows of palm fronds looked like cracks in the blazing-white
stucco of his small house, as if the structure had dried out and split
open in the heat The red-tile roof appeared to ripple like overlapping
waves of blood his bedroom, sunlight acquired a coppery hue as it poured
through tinted windows. It laid a penny-colored glow in stripes across
the bed off white carpet, alternating with bands of shade from the half
open plantation shutters.
, Jim switched on a bedside lamp.
He didn't know he was going to pack for travel until he found himself
taking a suitcase from his closet. He gathered up his shaving gear and
toiletries first. He didn't know his destination or how long he would
be gone, but he included two changes of clothes. These jobs-adventures
missions, whatever in God's name they were-usually didn't require him to
be away more than two or three days. He hesitated, worried that he had
not packed enough. But these trips were dangerous; each could be his
last, in which case it didn't matter whether he packed too much or too
little.
He closed the suitcase and stared at it, not sure what to do next.
Then he 'd, "Gotta fly," and he knew.
The drive to John Wayne Airport, on the southeastern edge of Santa Anta,
took less than half an hour. Along the way he saw subtle reminders at
southern California had been a desert before the importation of water
through aqueducts. A billboard urged water conservation. Gardeners
were planting low-maintenance cactus and ice plant in front of a new
southwestern-style apartment building. between the greenbelts and the
neighborhoods of lushly landscaped properties, the vegetation on
undeveloped fields and hills was parched and brown, waiting for the kiss
of a match in the trembling hand of one of the pyromaniacs contributing
to the annual, devastating wildfire season.
In the main terminal at the airport, travelers streamed to and from
their boarding gates. The multi-racial crowd belied the lingering myth
that Orange County was culturally bland and populated solely by white
AngloSaxon Protestants. On his way to the bank of TV monitors that
displayed a list of arriving and departing flights, Jim heard four
languages besides English.
He read the destinations from top to bottom on the monitor. The next to
t city-Portland, Oregon-struck a spark of inspiration in him, and he
went straight to the ticket counter.
The clerk who served him was a clean-cut young man, as straight-arrow as
a Disneyland employee-at first glance.
"The flight to Portland leaving in twenty minutes," Jim said. "Is it
full up?"
The clerk checked the computer. "You're in luck, sir. We have three
open seats."
While the clerk processed the credit card and issued the ticket, Jim
noticed the guy had pierced ears. He wasn't wearing earrings on the job
but the holes in his lobes were visible enough to indicate that he wore
then regularly when he was off duty and that he preferred heavy jewelry.
When he returned Jim's credit card, his shirtsleeve pulled up far enough
on his right wrist to reveal the snarling muzzle of what appeared to be
a lavishly detailed, colorful dragon tattoo that extended up his entire
arm. The knuckles of that hand were crusted with scabs, as if they had
been skinned in a fight.
All the way to the boarding gate, Jim wondered what subculture the clerk
swam in after he shed his uniform at the end of the work day and put on
street clothes. He had a hunch the guy was nothing as mundane as biker
punk.
The plane took off to the south, with the merciless glare of the sun at
the windows on Jim's side. Then it swung to the west and turned north
over the ocean, and he could see the sun only as a reflection in the sea
below where its blazing image seemed to transform the water into a vast
churning mass of magma erupting from beneath the planet's crust.
Jim realized he was clenching his teeth. He looked down at the armrests
of his seat, where his hands were tightly hooked like the talons of an
eagle to the rock of a precarious roost.
He tried to relax.
He was not afraid of flying. What he feared was Portland... and
whatever form of death might be waiting there for him.
Holly Thorne was at a private elementary school on the west side of
Portland to interview a teacher, Louise Tarvohl, who had sold a book of
poetry to a major New York publisher, not an easy feat in an age when
most people's knowledge of poetry was limited to the lyrics of pop songs
and occasional rhyming television ads for dog food, underarm deodorant,
or steel-belted radial tires. Only a few summer classes were under way.
Another instructor assumed responsibility for Louise's kids, so she and
Holly could talk.
They sat at a redwood picnic table on the playground, after Holly
checked the bench to be sure there was no dirt on it that might stain
her white cotton dress. A jungle gym was to their left, a swing set to
their right. The day was pleasantly warm, and a breeze stirred an
agreeable fragrance from some nearby Douglas firs.
"Smell the air!" Louise took a deep button-popping breath. "You can
sure tell we're on the edge of five thousand acres of parkland, huh? So
little in of humanity in the air."
Holly had been given an advance copy of the book, Soughing Cypress and
Other Poems, when Tom Corvey, the editor of the Press's entertainment
section, assigned her to the story. She had wanted to like it. She
enjoyed seeing people succeed-perhaps because she had not achieved much
in her own career as a journalist and needed to be reminded now and then
that success was attainable. Unfortunately the poems were jejune,
dismally sentimental celebrations of the natural world that read like
something written by a Robert Frost manque, then filtered through the
sensibilities of a Hallmark editor in charge of developing saccarine
cards for Grandma's birthday.
Nevertheless Holly intended to write an uncritical piece. Over the
years she had known far too many reporters who, because of envy or
bitterness or a misguided sense of moral superiority, got a kick out of
slanting and coloring a story to make their subjects look foolish.
Except when dealing with exceptionally vile criminals and politicians,
she had never been able to work up enough hatred to write that way-which
was one reason her career spiral had spun her down through three major
newspapers in three large cities to her current position in the more
humble offices of the Portland Press. Biased journalism was often more
colorful than balanced reporting, sold more papers, and was more widely
commented upon and admired. But though she rapidly came to dislike
Louise Tarvohl even more than the woman's bad poetry, she could work up
no enthusiasm for a hatchet job.
"Only in the wilderness am I alive, far from the sights and sounds of
civilization, where I can hear the voices of nature in the trees, in the
brush, in the lonely ponds, in the dirt."
Voices in the dirt? Holly thought, and almost laughed.
She liked the way Louise looked: hardy, robust, vital, alive. The woman
was thirty-five, Holly's senior by two years, although she appeared ten
years older. The crow's-feet around her eyes and mouth, her deep laugh
lines, and her leathery sun-browned skin pegged her as an outdoors
woman. Her sun-bleached hair was pulled back in a ponytail, and she
wore jeans and a checkered blue shirt.
"There is a purity in forest mud," Louise insisted, "that can't be
matched in the most thoroughly scrubbed and sterilized hospital
surgery."
She tilted her face back for a moment to bask in the warm sunfall.
"The purity of the natural world cleanses your soul. From that renewed
purity of soul comes the sublime vapor of great poetry."
"Sublime vapor?" Holly said, as if she wanted to be sure that her tape
recorder would correctly register every golden phrase.
"Sublime vapor," Louise repeated, and smiled.
The inner Louise was the Louise that offended Holly. She had cultivated
an otherworldly quality, like a spectral projection, more surface than
substance. Her opinions and attitudes were insubstantial, based less on
facts and insights than on whims-iron whims, but whims nonetheless-and
she expressed them in language that was flamboyant but imprecise, overù
blown but empty.
Holly was something of an environmentalist herself, and she was dismayed
to discover that she and Louise fetched up on the same side of some
issues. It was unnerving to have allies who struck you as goofy; it
made your own opinions seem suspect.
Louise leaned forward on the picnic bench, folding her arms on the
redwood table. "The earth is a living thing. It could talk to us if we
were worth talking to, could just open a mouth in any rock or plant or
pond and talk as easily as I'm talking to you."
"What an exciting concept," Holly said.
"Human beings are nothing more than lice."
"Lice?"
"Lice crawling over the living earth," Louise said dreamily.
Holly said, "I hadn't thought of it that way."
"God is not only in each butterfly--God is each butterFly, each bird,
each rabbit, every wild thing. I would sacrifice a million human
lives-ten million and more!-if it meant saving one innocent family of
weasels, because God is each of those weasels."
As if moved by the woman's rhetoric, as if she didn't think it was
ecofascism, Holly said, "I give as much as I can every year to the
Nature Conservancy, and I think of myself as an environmentalist, but I
see that my consciousness hasn't been raised as far as yours."
The poet did not hear the sarcasm and reached across the table to
squeeze Holly's hand. "Don't worry, dear. You'll get there. I sense
an aura of great spiritual potentiality around you."
"Help me to understand. . . . God is butterflies and rabbits and every
living thing, and God is rocks and dirt and water but God isn't us?"
"No. Because of our one unnatural quality."
"Which is?"
"Intelligence."
Holly blinked in surprise. "Intelligence is unnatural?"
"A high degree of intelligence, yes. It exists in no other creatures in
the natural world. That's why nature shuns us, and why we
subconsciously hate her and seek to obliterate her. High intelligence
leads to the concept of progress. Progress leads to nuclear weapons,
bio-engineering, chaos, and ultimately to annihilation."
"God. . . or natural evolution didn't give us our intelligence?"
"It was an unanticipated mutation. We're mutants, that's all.
Monsters."
Holly said, "Then the less intelligence a creature exhibits. . ."
". . . the more natural it is," Louise finished for her.
Holly nodded thoughtfully, as if seriously considering the bizarre
proposition that a dumber world was a better world, but she was really
thinking that she could not write this story after all. She found
Louise Tarvohl so preposterous that she could not compose a favorable
article and still hang on to her integrity. At the same time, she had
no heart for making a fool of the woman in print. Holly's problem was
not her deep and abiding cynicism but her soft heart; no creature on
earth was more certain to suffer frustration and dissatisfaction with
life than a bitter cynic with a damp wad of compassion at her core.
She put down her pen, for she would be making no notes. All she wanted
to do was get away from Louise, off the playground, back into the real
world---even though the real world had always struck her as just
slightly less screwy than this encounter. But the least she owed Tom
Corvey was sixty to ninety minutes of taped interview, which would
provide another reporter with enough material to write the piece.
"Louise," she said, "in light of what you've told me, I think you're the
most natural person I've ever met."
Louise didn't get it. Perceiving a compliment instead of a slight, she
beamed at Holly.
"Trees are sisters to us," Louise said, eager to reveal another facet of
her philosophy, evidently having forgotten that human beings were lice,
not trees. "Would you cut off the limbs of your sister, cruelly section
her flesh, and build your house with pieces of her corpse?"
"No, I wouldn't," Holly said sincerely. "Besides, the city probably
wouldn't approve a building permit for such an unconventional
structure."
Holly was safe: Louise had no sense of humor-therefore, no capacity to
be offended by the wisecrack.
While the woman prattled on, Holly leaned into the picnic table,
feigning interest, and did a fast-backward scan of her entire adult
life. She decided that she had spent all of that precious time in the
company of idiots, fools, and crooks, listening to their harebrained or
sociopathic plans and dreams, searching fruitlessly for nuggets of
wisdom and interest in their boobish or psychotic stories.
Increasingly miserable, she began to brood about her personal life. She
had made no effort to develop close women friends in Portland, perhaps
because in her heart she felt that Portland was only one more stop on
her peripatetic journalistic journey. Her experiences with men were, if
anything, even more disheartening than her professional experiences with
interviewees of both sexes. Though she still hoped to meet the right
man, get married, have children, and enjoy a fulfilling domestic life,
she wondered if anyone nice, sane, intelligent, and genuinely
interesting would ever enter her life.
Probably not.
And if someone like that miraculously crossed her path one day, his
pleasant demeanor would no doubt prove to be a mask, and under the mask
would be a leering serial killer with a chainsaw fetish.
Outside the terminal at Portland International Airport, Jim Ironheart
got into a taxi operated by something called the New Rose City Cab
Company, which sounded like a corporate stepchild of the long-forgotten
hippie era, born in the age of love beads and flower power. But the
cabbie Frazier Tooley, according to his displayed license-explained that
Portland was called the City of Roses, which bloomed there in multitudes
and were meant to be symbols of renewal and growth. "The same way," he
raid, "that street beggars are symbols of decay and collapse in New
York," displaying a curiously charming smugness that Jim sensed was
shared by many Portlanders.
Tooley, who looked like an Italian operatic tenor cast from the same
mold as Luciano Pavarotti, was not sure he had understood Jim's
instructions. "You just want me to drive around for a while?"
"Yeah. I'd like to see some of the city before I check into the hotel.
I've never been here before."
The truth was, he didn't know at which hotel he should stay or whether
he would be required to do the job soon, tonight, or maybe tomorrow. He
hoped that he would learn what was expected of him if he just tried to
relax and waited for enlightenment.
Tooley was happy to oblige-not with enlightenment but with a tour of
Portland-because a large fare would tick up on the meter, but also
because he clearly enjoyed showing off his city. In fact, it was
exceptionally attractive. Historic brick structures and
nineteenth-century cast-iron-front buildings were carefully preserved
among modern glass high rises. Parks full of fountains and trees were
so numerous that it sometimes seemed the city was in a forest, and roses
were everywhere, not as many blooms as in the summer but radiantly
colorful.
After less than half an hour, Jim suddenly was overcome by the feeling
that time was running out. He sat forward on the rear seat and heard
himself say: "Do you know the McAlbery School?"
"Sure," Tooley said.
"What is it?"
"The way you asked, I thought you knew. Private elementary school over
on the west side."
Jim's heart was beating hard and fast. "Take me there."
Frowning at him in the rearview mirror, Tooley said, "Something wrong?"
"I have to be there."
Tooley braked at a red traffic light. He looked over his shoulder
"What's wrong?"
"I just have to be there," Jim said sharply, frustratingly.
"Sure, no sweat."
Fear had rippled through Jim ever since he had spoken the words "life
line" to the woman in the supermarket more than four hours ago. those
ripples swelled into dark waves that carried him toward McAlbery School.
With an overwhelming sense of urgency that he could not explain he said,
"I have to be there in fifteen minutes!"
"Why didn't you mention it earlier?"
He wanted to say, I didn't know earlier. Instead he said, "Can you me
there in time?"
"It'll be tight."
"I'll pay triple the meter."
"Triple?"
"If you make it in time," he said, withdrawing his wallet from his
pocket. He extracted a hundred-dollar bill and thrust it at Tooley. "
this in advance."
"It's that important?"
"It's life and death."
Tooley gave him a look that said: What-are you nuts?
"The light just changed," Jim told him. "Let's move!"
Although Tooley's skeptical frown deepened, he faced front again, took a
left turn at the intersection, and tramped on the accelerator.
Jim kept glancing at his watch all the way, and they arrived at the
school with only three minutes to spare. He tossed another bill at
Tooley paying even more than three times the meter, pulled open the
door, scrambled out with his suitcase.
Tooley leaned through his open window. "You want me to wait?"
Slamming the door, Jim said, "No. No, thanks. You can go."
He turned away and heard the taxi drive off as he anxiously studied the
front of McAlbery School. The building was actually a rambling colonial
house with a deep front porch, onto which had been added two three-story
wings to provide more classrooms. It was shaded by Douglas and huge old
sycamores. With its lawn and playground, it occupied the entire length
of that short block.
In the house part of the structure directly in front of him, kids were
coming out of the double doors, onto the porch, and down the steps.
Laughing and chattering, carrying books and large drawing tablets and
bright lunchboxes decorated with cartoon characters, they approached Jim
along the school walk, passed through the open gate in the spearpoint
iron fence, and turned either uphill or down, moving away from him in
both directions.
Two minutes left. He didn't have to look at his watch. His heart was
pounding two beats for every second, and he knew the time as surely as
if he had been a clock.
Sunshine, filtered through the interstices of the arching trees, fell in
delicate patterns across the scene and the people in it, as if
everything had been draped over with an enormous piece of gossamer lace
work stitched from golden thread. That netlike ornamental fabric of
light seemed to shimmer in time to the rising and falling music of the
children's shouts and laughter, and the moment should have been
peaceful, idyllic.
But Death was coming.
Suddenly he knew that Death was coming for one of the children, not for
any of the three teachers standing on the porch, just for one child. Not
a big catastrophe, not an explosion or fire or a falling airplane that
would wipe out a dozen of them. Just one, a small tragedy. But which
one?
Jim refocused his attention from the scene to the players in it,
studying the children as they approached him, seeking the mark of
imminent death on one of their fresh young faces. But they all looked
as if they would live forever.
"Which one?" he said aloud, speaking neither to himself nor to the
children but to. . . . Well, he supposed he was speaking to God. "Which
one?"
Some kids went uphill toward the crosswalks at that intersection, and
others headed downhill toward the opposite end of the block. In both
directions, women crossing guards in bright-orange safety vests, holding
big red paddlelike "stop" signs, had begun to shepherd their charges
across the streets in small groups. No moving cars or trucks were in
sight, so even without the crossing guards there seemed to be little
threat from traffic.
One and a half minutes.
Jim scrutinized two yellow vans parked at the curb downhill from him.
For the most part, McAlbery seemed to be a neighborhood school, where
kids walked to and from their homes, but a few were boarding the vans
The two drivers stood by the doors, smiling and joking with the
ebullient, energetic passengers. None of the kids boarding the vans
seemed doomed, and the cheery yellow vehicles did not strike him as
morgue wagons in bright dress.
But Death was nearer.
It was almost among them.
An ominous change had stolen over the scene, not in reality but in Jim's
perception of it. He was now less aware of the golden lace work of
light than he was of the shadows within that bright filigree: small
shadows the shape of leaves or bristling clusters of evergreen needles;
larger shadows in the shape of tree trunks or branches; geometric bars
of shade from the iron rails of the spearpoint fence. Each blot of
darkness seemed to be a potential doorway through which Death might
arrive.
One minute.
Frantic, he hurried downhill several steps, among the children, drawing
puzzled looks as he glanced at one then another of them, not sure what
sort of sign he was searching for, the small suitcase banging against
his leg Fifty seconds.
The shadows seemed to be growing, spreading, melting together all around
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Coldfire  by Dean R. Koontz  AUGUST 12  Even before the events in the supermarket, Jim Ironheart should have known trouble was coming.  During the night he dreamed of being pursued across a field by a flock of large blackbirds that shrieked around him in a turbulent flapping of wings and tore at him...

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