porch beside her, obviously talking to her, his arm resting on the back of her chair.
A tall, brown-haired man, rather slender.
The doctor felt a curious possessive feeling. A man he didn’t know with his patient. But he was eager to
meet him actually. Maybe the man would explain things that the women would not. And surely he was a
good friend. There was something intimate in the way he stood so close, the way he inclined towards the
silent Deirdre.
But when the Doctor came out on the porch there was no visitor. And he could find no one in the front
rooms.
‘You know, I saw a man here a while ago,’ he said to the nurse when she came in. ‘He was talking to
Miss Deirdre.’
‘I didn’t see him,’ the nurse had said offhandedly.
Miss Nancy, shelling peas in the kitchen when he found her, stared at him for a long moment, then
shook her head, her chin jutting. ‘I didn’t hear anybody come in.’
Well, isn’t that the damnedest thing! But he had to confess, it had only been for an instant — a glimpse
through the screens. No, but he saw the man there.
‘If only you could speak to me,’ he said to Deirdre when they were alone. He was preparing the
injection. ‘If only you could tell me if you want to have visitors, if it matters…" Her arm was so thin.
When he glanced at her, the needle ready, she was staring at him!
‘Deirdre?’
His heart pounded.
The eyes rolled to the left, and she stared forward, mute and listless as before. And the heat, which the
doctor had come to like, seemed suddenly oppressive. The doctor felt light-headed in fact, as though he
was about to faint. Beyond the blackened dusty screen, the lawn seemed to move.
Now, he’d never fainted in his life, and as he thought that over, as he tried to think it over, he realized
he’d been talking with the man, yes, the man was here, no, not here now, but just had been. They had
been in the middle of a conversation, and now he’d lost the thread, or no, that wasn’t it, it was that he
suddenly couldn’t remember how long they’d been talking, and it was so strange to have been talking all
this time together, and not recall how it started!
He was suddenly trying to clear his head, and have a better look at the guy, but what had the man just
said? It was all very confusing because there was no one there to talk to, no one but her, but yes, he’d just
said to the brown-haired man, ‘Of course, stop the injections…’ and the absolute rectitude of his position
was beyond doubt, the old doctor — ‘A fool, yes!’ said the brown-haired man — would just have to
listen!
This was monstrous all this, and the daughter in California…
He shook himself. He stood up on the porch. What had happened? He had fallen asleep in the wicker
chair. He had been dreaming. The murmur of the bees grew disconcertingly loud in his ears and the
fragrance of the gardenias seemed to drug him suddenly. He looked down over the railing at the patio to
his left. Had something moved there?
Only the limbs of the trees beyond as the breeze traveled through them. He’d seen it a thousand times in
New Orleans, that graceful dance, as if one tree releases the breeze to another. Such lovely embracing
heat. Stop the injections! She will wake.
Slowly, awkwardly, a monarch butterfly climbed the screen in front of him. Gorgeous wings. But
gradually he focused upon the body of the thing, small and glossy and black. It ceased to be a butterfly
and became an insect - loathsome!
‘I have to go home,’ he said aloud to no one. ‘I don’t feel right exactly, I think I should lie down.’
The man’s name. What was it? He’d known it just a moment ago, such a remarkable name — ah, so
that’s what the word means, you are — Actually, quite beautiful — But wait. It was happening again. He
would not let it!
‘Miss Nancy!’ He stood up out of the chair.
His patient stared forward, unchanged, the heavy emerald pendant gleaming against her gown. All the
world was filled with green light, with shivering leaves, the faint blur of the bougainvillea.
‘Yes, the heat,’ he whispered. ‘Have 1 given her the shot?’ Good Lord. He had actually dropped the
syringe, and it had broken.
‘You called for me, Doctor?’ said Miss Nancy. There she stood in the parlor door, staring at him,
wiping her hands on her apron. The colored woman was there too, and the nurse behind her.
‘Nothing, just the heat,’ he murmured. ‘I dropped it, the needle. But I have another, of course.’