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man covered the bloody streak across his face with his hands. He gasped. His eyes teared.
Little drops of blood came down his nasal passage to the rear of his throat. He
tasted it, hot and choking.
"Now I know you're sorry," said Bleech. "I know you are truly and deeply sorry.
That's how I have to do things when I can't take a man's word."
And with that, he snapped a knee into the groin of the second recruit and that
boy went over in two, his face coming very close to the ground very quickly. He
opened his mouth to scream a silent scream. And Bleech stepped on the back of his
head, pushing his face into the ground, then ground the polished heel of the polished
boot into the boy's jaw, where a sickening crack happened and the boot sank two inches
into the face and the jaw was broken.
"That's for talkers, boys. But this is nothing compared to what will happen if you
talk outside. There is no greater sin in this man's world than talking outside the unit."
Colonel Bleech stomped a polished foot in the South Carolina dust. It was a hot dry
summer in these hills of the training camp, where no paved roads led and the only
entrance the recruits knew about was by helicopter.
Lordy, did they know helicopters. They knew loading and unloading the way most
people knew how to swallow. They knew how to carry people, both willing and
reluctant. They had more techniques for dragging someone by lip or ear or even chain
than they could count.
Only one person never questioned an order of
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the peculiarity of the training. And that was the big raw-boned boy from near Pieraffle,
South Carolina, twenty-seven miles south of Charleston, the boy who liked Gene Autry
movies, chipped beef on toast, who never got tired, and who spoke kindly about Lt.
Colonel Wendell Bleech, even behind his back.
So when Walker Teasdale fell into despondency, his chin resting on the barrel of his
rifle, his eyes looking into that great nowhere where people see no tomorrow, the other
recruits took special notice.
"How do you know you're going to get killed, Walker?" they asked.
"I know. I know how, too," he said. "They're gonna shoot me for disciplinary reasons. I know it. They're
gonna take me out to that piney hill and they're gonna make me dig my grave and then they're gonna put
a bullet in my head."
"Who's they, Walker?"
"Colonel Bleech and the drill sergeants."
"You ? They think you're perfect."
"They won't tomorrow."
"Nobody knows what's going to happen tomorrow, Walker."
"I do," said Walker, firm in gaze and voice, a steady sureness in his manner, as when he
talked about putting bullets into targets.
He asked for a glass of water and young men who ordinarily wouldn't wait on anyone
unless ordered by a superior jumped to find a glass. There were no glasses in the
barracks, so someone drank the last bit of smuggled moonshine in a mason jar, washed it
out with water, and filled it.
Walker put his gun on his rack and, with a slow
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wisdom that had replaced his boyish innocence, looked at the water, then drank it all.
"This is my last sustenance, fellas. Ah've seen the buzzards in my dreams and they
called my name. Ah take no more food or drink."
The other recruits thought this was pretty much craziness, since no one had seen a buzzard around these
parts since coming to camp more than ten months ago, all of them thinking1 that basic training should have
been a two-month affair and finding out, in an address by Colonel Bleech, that two months wasn't enough to
teach a man to tie his shoes right, let alone become a soldier, a real soldier.
When Bleeeh said "soldier," his voice lowered, his spine stiffened, and a deep pride
came to his entire bearing. His lead-weighted riding crop would always tap at his
polished boots on that word.
On the morning that Walker Teasdale said he would die, the recruits were awakened as
usual with drill sergeants screaming in their ears, for their usual semiclothed morning
run, wearing just boots, shorts, and rifles with full packs of ammunition.
Long ago, they had stopped commenting on how none of them had ever heard of