PROLOGUE
.... So the woman Ka-Shok, who would become mother of the T'sel, sat in the
shade of a fish-hook bush, looking out through the heat shimmers across the
gravel pan where the only midday movement was a drill bird flying from thorn
jug to thorn jug, to listen and peep, peck and swallow. And Ka-Shok wondered
what the truth was of our origins. For to her, the old stories of gods and demons
seemed unreal in the world of heat and drought, of hard labor beneath the stars, of
boreworms in the root crops.
It occurred to her then that one should be able to look at a place and see what had
been there in its past, seeing things the way they had been instead of the way they
were at present. If one knew how. It also seemed to her that she did know how, if
she could only do it right.
Now to do something, one must first start. And she decided to start by closing her
eyes to what was there at that time; perhaps then she could see the long before. So
she closed them, but before long went to sleep and saw only dreams until a
scorpion stung her.
That was but her first attempt, for its failure, and the failures that followed, did
not discourage her. Before the season of rains came two more times, she had
begun to see the past; and not only the past of where she was, but the pasts of
other places. And of living people-things that had happened to them before that
lifetime, which she had not expected. And she spoke of these things to her
husband, who thereupon beat her and called her crazy, and to her daughters and
son who, in fear, began to keep her grandchildren away from her.
But she continued looking, seeing more and more, further and further back, only
saying no more about it. And it was as if this activity, though pursued in silence,
was like a signal fire in the night, attracting seekers. For a certain few people,
both old and young, some of them strangers, sought her out, confiding in her their
dreams and wonderings, seeking her advice. Until at length, she and some of
those few went away, west into the Jubat Hills, where they lived on the sparse
catch of snares and fish traps and the roots of certain plants, and together they
sought back in time, with her as their guide.
Mostly they kept apart from any others. But this one and that would return to their
homes from time to time. And when anyone asked them what they had been
doing, they answered simply that they had been praying in the hills with an old
woman. For what they had seen seemed at the time too strange to tell others, who
might beat them for it or drive them away.
Nonetheless, bit by bit, others, not knowing why they did so, decided to go and
pray with Ka-Shok, who by then had begun to be wizened and gray-headed. And
they became too many to be fed from snares and fish traps. So one who owned
land and water rights took Ka-Shok and the others home with him, to the dismay
of his son there, and they dug many cells into a hill, that each could have his or
her own. And this man declared rules of conduct, and rules of duties, that so far as
possible they might continue to seek without the distractions of misconduct, for
they did not yet know T'sel.