
I entered to find Chade in my study, sitting at my writing desk, poring over my
papers as if they were his own. "Ah, there you are. Thank you, Fitz. This, now, this is
the stone game, isn't it? The one Kettle taught you, to help you focus your mind away
from the Skill-road? Fascinating. I'd like to have this one when you are finished with it."
"If you wish," I said quietly. I knew a moment's unease. He tossed out words and
names I had buried and left undisturbed. Kettle. The Skill-road. I pushed them back into
the past. "It's not Fitz anymore," I said pleasantly. "It's Tom Badgerlock."
"Oh?"
I touched the streak of white in my hair from my scar. "For this. People remember
the name. I tell them I was born with the white streak, and so my parents named me."
"I see," he said noncommittally. "Well, it makes sense, and it's sensible." He leaned
back in my wooden chair. It creaked. "There's brandy in those bags, if you've cups for
us. And some of old Sara's ginger cakes... I doubt you'd expect me to remember how
fond you were of those. Probably a bit squashed, but it's the taste that matters with
those." The wolf had already sat up. He came to place his nose on the edge of the
table. It pointed directly at the bags.
"So. Sara is still cook at Buckkeep?" I asked as I looked for two presentable cups.
Chipped crockery didn't bother me, but I was suddenly reluctant to set it out for Chade.
Chade left the study and came to my kitchen table. "Oh, not really. Her old feet
bother her if she stands too long. She has a big cushioned chair, set up on a platform in
the corner of the kitchen. She supervises from there. She cooks the things she enjoys
cooking, the fancy pastries, the spiced cakes, and the sweets. There's a young man
named Duff does most of the daily cooking now." He was unpacking the saddlebags as
he spoke. He set out two bottles marked as Sandsedge brandy. I could not remember
the last time I'd tasted that. The ginger cakes, a bit squashed as foretold, emerged,
spilling crumbs from the linen he'd wrapped them in. The wolf sniffed deeply, then
began salivating. "His favorites too, I see," Chade observed dryly, and tossed him one.
The wolf caught it neatly and carried it off to devour on the hearthrug.
The saddlebags gave up their other treasures quickly. A sheaf of fine paper, pots of
blue, red, and green inks. A fat ginger root, just starting to sprout, ready to be potted
for the summer. Some packets of spices. A rare luxury for me, a round ripe cheese. And
in a little wooden chest, other items, hauntingly strange in their familiarity. Small things
I had thought long lost to me. A ring that had belonged to Prince Rurisk of the Mountain
Kingdom. The arrowhead that had pierced the Prince's chest and nearly been the death
of him. A small carved box, made by my hands years ago, to contain my poisons. I
opened it. It was empty. I put the lid back on the box and set it down on the table. I
looked at him. He was not just one old man come to visit me. He brought all of my past
trailing along behind him as an embroidered train follows a woman into a hall. When I
let him into my door, I had let in my old world with him.
"Why?" I asked quietly. "Why, after all these years, have you sought me out?"
"Oh, well." Chade drew a chair up to the table and sat down with a sigh. He
unstoppered the brandy and poured for both of us. "A dozen reasons. I saw your boy
with Starling. And I knew at once who he was. Not that he looks like you, any more
than Nettle looks like Burrich. But he has your mannerisms, your way of holding back