
Briar or Tris or me. We aren't temple students. We study with some temple dedicates, but not
all of our teachers are temple. We live with Lark and Rosethorn at Discipline, not in the
dormitories. And we're proper mages. We're — we're different."
Frostpine was shaking his head. "My dear, if you four still needed a firm education, we
might be able to make a case, at least until you earned a medallion as the adult mages do," he
said quietly. "But the fact is that you have your mage's medallion. As these things are
measured, you were considered to be adult mages when you received them, fit to practice and
to teach. Of course, you were too young to live on your own then. But now? Unless you are
prepared to give your vows to the gods of the Living Circle, you will not be permitted to stay
at Discipline."
Daja put her hand on the front of her tunic. Under it, hanging on a cord around her neck,
was the gold medallion that proved that the wearer was a true mage, certified by Winding
Circle to practice magic as an adult. She, Sandry, Tris, and Briar had agreed not to show it
until they were eighteen unless they had to prove they were accredited mages. It was almost
unheard-of for one thirteen-year-old to receive it, let alone four. Their teachers had been
careful to let them know they had gotten it not only because they were as powerful and
controlled as adults. Possession of a medallion also meant they had to answer to the laws and
governing mages of Winding Circle and the university at Lightsbridge. "A leash," Briar had
described it, "to prove to the law we won't run loose and pee on their bushes." Their teacher
Niko had replied that his description was "crude, but accurate." Given that warning, and the
fuss people made when they learned she had the medallion, Daja showed it as little as
possible.
Frostpine bit his lip, then went on. "I can put you up over my forge for a week or two,
but after that they'll make a fuss. You should be able to stay with Lark for a couple of nights,
but she does have at least one new student living with her. Perhaps you could go to
Sandry's?"
Daja was a smith, with intense bonds to fire, but for all that, she was normally slow to
anger. Something in what he had said lit the tiniest of sparks. I don't know if he realizes it
sounds like he wants me out of the way, she thought, heat tingling in her cheeks. Or like I can
throw myself on my foster-sister's charity. Of course he didn't mean it to sound as if he wants
me out of the way. Even if we have been living in each other's pockets for longer than we'd
first expected to. We didn't intend to stay so long in Olart, or Capchen, or Anderran. We
didn't plan to spend a whole extra year and a half away after Namorn.
"Daja?" Frostpine asked hesitantly.
I can't look at him, she thought. I don't want to cry. I feel all... lost. Funny.
"We should get moving," she said, nudging her horse into motion. The sky remained
cloudless, but now the day felt gray. Her eagerness to go back had faded.
"Daja, please talk to me," Frostpine said. "You can stay with me or with Sandry.
Frankly, I had expected you would want a house, perhaps even a forge, of your own, since
you're of age. Certainly you can afford it. You haven't taken vows of poverty."
He's smiling at me — I can hear it in his voice, she thought. I should smile back, not
worry him. But I feel empty. Lost, like when the Traders declared me outcast because I was
the only survivor of that shipwreck. Why didn't Sandry warn me, all those letters she's been
writing? She babbled of the duke's health and something or other Lark wove or she
embroidered, but wrote no word of not being able to return to Discipline. Of course not. She
has family. The duke, and her cousins in Namorn. But me ... I'm cast out of my home. If I
don't have Winding Circle, what do I have?
Briar and Tris will be in the same basket when they come home, Daja realized. They'll be