hunters at all. None. But Yilanè, only Yilanè. The entire world is theirs except for our small part.
Now I will tell you the worst thing about the Yilanè. They hate us as we hate them. This would not matter
if they were only great, insensate beasts. We would stay in the cold north and avoid them in this manner.
But there are those among them who may be as intelligent as hunters, as fierce as hunters. And their
number cannot be counted but it is enough to say that they fill all of the lands of this great world.
I know these things because I was captured by the Yilanè, grew up among them, learned from them. The
first horror I felt when my father and all the others were killed has been dimmed by the years. When I
learned to speak as the Yilanè do I became as one of them, forgot that I was a hunter, even learned to call
my people ustuzou, creatures of filth. Since all order and rule among the Yilanè come down from the top
I thought very well of myself. Since I was close to Vaintè, the eistaa of the city, its ruler, I was looked
upon as a ruler myself.
The living city of Alpèasak was newly grown on these shores, settled by Yilanè from across the ocean
who had been driven from their own distant city by the winters that grow colder every year. The same
cold that drove my father and the other Tanu south in the search for food sent the Yilanè questing across
the sea. They grew their city on our shores and when they found the Tanu there before them they killed
them. Just as the Tanu killed Yilanè on sight.
For many years I had no knowledge of this. I grew up among the Yilanè and thought as they did. When
they made war I looked upon the enemy as filthy ustuzou, not Tanu, my brothers. This changed only
when I met the prisoner, Herilak. A sammadar, a leader of the Tanu, who understood me far better than I
understood myself. When I spoke to him as enemy, alien, he spoke to me as flesh of his flesh. As the
language of my childhood returned so did my memories of that warm earlier life. Memories of my
mother, family, friends. There are no families among the Yilanè, no suckling babies among egg-laying
lizards, no possible friendships where these cold females rule, where the males are locked from sight of
all for a lifetime.
Herilak showed me that I was Tanu, not Yilanè, so I freed him and we fled. At first I regretted it—but
there was no going back. For I had attacked and almost killed Vaintè, she who rules. I joined the
sammads, the family groups of the Tanu, joined them in flight from the attacks of those who had once
been my companions. But I had other companions now, and friendship of a kind I could never know
among the Yilanè. I had Armun, she who came to me and showed me what I had never even known,
awoke the feelings I could never have known while I was living among that alien race. Armun who bore
our son.
But we still lead our lives under the constant threat of death. Vaintè and her warriors followed the
sammads without mercy. We fought—and sometimes won, even capturing some of their living weapons,
the death-sticks that killed creatures of any size. With these we could penetrate far to the south, eating
well of the teeming murgu, killing the vicious ones when they attacked. Only to flee again when Vaintè
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