the main buildings in its own little house, the only thing allowed here from the Years of the Flowers.
Because otherwise they might all die, or worse, be made so strange that they couldn’t get to Heaven.
Tai Tai looked severe, as usual, thin and tough as a bramble vine and most concerned about purity
and the Olden Ways. She knew the most about the Years of the Flowers, and she also said the least. “It’s
best forgotten,” she would say.
Ev had told Verity that Tai Tai’s entire family had been trapped and eaten right near the Eastern
Seam of Cincinnati, when the Conversion had surged out of control, and how when they had found her
as a girl, those old Shakers who had passed over, she wouldn’t speak. They observed her for a week
before they made their decision: a thin girl of ten who each morning took a stick of incense to the Seam,
which was a rather rough part of Edgetown and not fit for little girls. While the morning light brushed
the smooth wall, high as the skyscrapers within because of course it was the half-formed embryo of new
ones, she burned the incense, glared at the wall, then left to do her scavenging. She kept herself neat and
clean and her hair braided, and the Shakers were impressed and rescued her. Since childhood she had
kept a journal of numbers and symbols which Verity had once peeked at, wondered at: brackets, dots,
numbers, letters, all jumbled together crazy and tight.
It was she who had admitted to Verity when Verity was young and waking up from nightmares and
jumping trembling and crying into her bed each night that the Flowers on tops of the buildings --
Verity’s nightmares -- were real. Real, and living, as alive as the hydrangea bushes which crowded
around the house. “Ah, those evil Flowers -- why do you ask me such things?” She had hugged Verity
tight, her nightgown crisp white in the moonlight that poured through the window and brushed the green
and yellow quilt with dim color. “They are genetically engineered. Huge. When they raised their heads
from the buildings, when they bloomed, we were all so frightened, we ran... horrible that such huge
Flowers could be alive... nan is evil, a sin against God and humanity.” Verity remembered nothing after
that except crying, and that Tai Tai had refused to talk about them ever again, but strangely enough
Verity could sleep after that, and her dreams of the Flowers were happier. Yes, Tai Tai said nothing at
this news about the Bee, but she didn’t eat much, and stared out the window. Her thin ebony face was
drawn and her lips were tight.
And Russ, the old man, whom Verity loved, joked a lot, his round bald head glowing gently after
they lit the lantern. He said, “Well, Verity, there was your chance to get away from us old folks. Why
didn’t you just jump on its back and ride away?”
Tai Tai glared at him.
Russ turned to Tai Tai and said, “I guess you want her to be just like you, old woman. You’ve never
had a man in your bed and all these years I’ve been so willing,” with a wink round the table while Tai
Tai’s mouth tightened even more. She threw down her napkin and huffed off.
“You shouldn’t tease her like that, Russ,” said John, but it wouldn’t make any difference. This was
Russ’s house, and he’d grown up in it as a boy, before his parents had turned it into a Shaker
Community. He made no secret of the fact that he’d had sex and thought it wonderful.
“It doesn’t have to involve reproduction,” he’d told Verity once, when she was little and standing
next to him while he pruned the apple trees. Her job was to run off with the fallen sticks and pile them
for kindling. “But these lily-livered souls are afraid it might, and I don’t blame them. There are dangers
-- I don’t deny it. Maybe I was just lucky. And you never know what might come out, nosiree -- ha!
Might be a clutch of dragons, or a woman so all-fired smart that she puts the sun to shame, like Tai Tai.
Not that that’s bad, but Tai Tai seems to think it is. Poor thing. Or people who see things different than
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