Damien's in Russia now, avoiding renovation and claiming to be shooting a documentary. Whatever faintly
lived−in feel the place now has, Cayce knows, is the work of a production assistant.
She rolls over, abandoning this pointless parody of sleep. Gropes for her clothes. A small boy's black Fruit Of
The Loom T−shirt, thoroughly shrunken, a thin gray V−necked pullover purchased by the half−dozen from a
supplier to New England prep schools, and a new and oversized pair of black 501's, every trademark carefully
removed. Even the buttons on these have been ground flat, featureless, by a puzzled Korean locksmith, in the
Village, a week ago.
The switch on Damien's Italian floor lamp feels alien: a different click, designed to hold back a different
voltage, foreign British electricity.
Standing now, stepping into her jeans, she straightens, shivering.
Mirror−world. The plugs on appliances are huge, triple−pronged, for a species of current that only powers
electric chairs, in America. Cars are reversed, left to right, inside; telephone handsets have a different weight,
a different balance; the covers of paperbacks look like Australian money.
Pupils contracted painfully against sun−bright halogen, she squints into an actual mirror, canted against a gray
wall, awaiting hanging, wherein she sees a black−legged, disjointed puppet, sleep−hair poking up like a toilet
brush. She grimaces at it, thinking for some reason of a boyfriend who'd insisted on comparing her to Helmut
Newton's nude portrait of Jane Birkin.
In the kitchen she runs tap water through a German filter, into an Italian electric kettle. Fiddles with switches,
one on the kettle, one on the plug, one on the socket. Blankly surveys the canary expanse of laminated
cabinetry while it boils. Bag of some imported Californian tea substitute in a large white mug. Pouring boiling
water.
In the flat's main room, she finds that Damien's faithful Cube is on, but sleeping, the night−light glow of its
static switches pulsing gently. Damien's ambivalence toward design showing here: He won't allow decorators
through the door unless they basically agree to not do that which they do, yet he holds on to this Mac for the
way you can turn it upside down and remove its innards with a magic little aluminum handle. Like the sex of
one of the robot girls in his video, now that she thinks of it.
She seats herself in his high−backed workstation chair and clicks the transparent mouse. Stutter of infrared on
the pale wood of the long trestle table. The browser comes up. She types Fetish:Footage:Forum, which
Damien, determined to avoid contamination, will never bookmark.
The front page opens, familiar as a friend's living room. A frame−grab from #48 serves as backdrop, dim and
almost monochrome, no characters in view. This is one of the sequences that generate comparisons with
Tarkovsky. She only knows Tarkovsky from stills, really, though she did once fall asleep during a screening
of The Stalker, going under on an endless pan, the camera aimed straight down, in close−up, at a puddle on a
ruined mosaic floor. But she is not one of those who think that much will be gained by analysis of the maker's
imagined influences. The cult of the footage is rife with subcults, claiming every possible influence. Truffaut,
Peckinpah The Peckinpah people, among the least likely, are still waiting for the guns to be drawn.
She enters the forum itself now, automatically scanning titles of the posts and names of posters in the newer
threads, looking for friends, enemies, news. One thing is clear, though; no new footage has surfaced. Nothing
since that beach pan, and she does not subscribe to the theory that it is Cannes in winter. French footageheads
have been unable to match it, in spite of countless hours recording pans across approximately similar scenery.
Pattern Recognition
1. THE WEBSITE OF DREADFUL NIGHT 5