The Golden Age(金色时代)

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The Golden Age
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The Golden Age
By Kenneth Grahame
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PROLOGUE: THE OLYMPIANS
Looking back to those days of old, ere the gate shut behind me, I can
see now that to children with a proper equipment of parents these things
would have worn a different aspect. But to those whose nearest were
aunts and uncles, a special attitude of mind may be allowed. They
treated us, indeed, with kindness enough as to the needs of the flesh, but
after that with indifference (an indifference, as I recognise, the result of a
certain stupidity), and therewith the commonplace conviction that your
child is merely animal. At a very early age I remember realising in a
quite impersonal and kindly way the existence of that stupidity, and its
tremendous influence in the world; while there grew up in me, as in the
parallel case of Caliban upon Setebos, a vague sense of a ruling power,
wilful and freakish, and prone to the practice of vagaries--"just choosing
so:" as, for instance, the giving of authority over us to these hopeless and
incapable creatures, when it might far more reasonably have been given to
ourselves over them. These elders, our betters by a trick of chance,
commanded no respect, but only a certain blend of envy-- of their good
luck--and pity--for their inability to make use of it. Indeed, it was one of
the most hopeless features in their character (when we troubled ourselves
to waste a thought on them: which wasn't often) that, having absolute
licence to indulge in the pleasures of life, they could get no good of it.
They might dabble in the pond all day, hunt the chickens, climb trees in
the most uncompromising Sunday clothes; they were free to issue forth
and buy gunpowder in the full eye of the sun--free to fire cannons and
explode mines on the lawn: yet they never did any one of these things.
No irresistible Energy haled them to church o' Sundays; yet they went
there regularly of their own accord, though they betrayed no greater
delight in the experience than ourselves.
On the whole, the existence of these Olympians seemed to be entirely
void of interests, even as their movements were confined and slow, and
their habits stereotyped and senseless. To anything but appearances they
were blind. For them the orchard (a place elf-haunted, wonderful!)
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simply produced so many apples and cherries: or it didn't, when the
failures of Nature were not infrequently ascribed to us. They never set
foot within fir-wood or hazel-copse, nor dreamt of the marvels hid therein.
The mysterious sources--sources as of old Nile--that fed the duck-pond
had no magic for them. They were unaware of Indians, nor recked they
anything of bisons or of pirates (with pistols!), though the whole place
swarmed with such portents. They cared not about exploring for robbers'
caves, nor digging for hidden treasure. Perhaps, indeed, it was one of
their best qualities that they spent the greater part of their time stuffily
indoors.
To be sure, there was an exception in the curate, who would receive
unblenching the information that the meadow beyond the orchard was a
prairie studded with herds of buffalo, which it was our delight,
moccasined and tomahawked, to ride down with those whoops that
announce the scenting of blood. He neither laughed nor sneered, as the
Olympians would have done; but possessed of a serious idiosyncrasy, he
would contribute such lots of valuable suggestion as to the pursuit of this
particular sort of big game that, as it seemed to us, his mature age and
eminent position could scarce have been attained without a practical
knowledge of the creature in its native lair. Then, too, he was always
ready to constitute himself a hostile army or a band of marauding Indians
on the shortest possible notice: in brief, a distinctly able man, with talents,
so far as we could judge, immensely above the majority. I trust he is a
bishop by this time,--he had all the necessary qualifications, as we knew.
These strange folk had visitors sometimes,--stiff and colourless
Olympians like themselves, equally without vital interests and intelligent
pursuits: emerging out of the clouds, and passing away again to drag on an
aimless existence somewhere out of our ken. Then brute force was
pitilessly applied. We were captured, washed, and forced into clean
collars: silently submitting, as was our wont, with more contempt than
anger. Anon, with unctuous hair and faces stiffened in a conventional
grin, we sat and listened to the usual platitudes. How could reasonable
people spend their precious time so? That was ever our wonder as we
bounded forth at last--to the old clay-pit to make pots, or to hunt bears
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among the hazels.
It was incessant matter for amazement how these Olympians would
talk over our heads--during meals, for instance--of this or the other social
or political inanity, under the delusion that these pale phantasms of reality
were among the importances of life. We illuminati, eating silently, our
heads full of plans and conspiracies, could have told them what real life
was. We had just left it outside, and were all on fire to get back to it.
Of course we didn't waste the revelation on them; the futility of imparting
our ideas had long been demonstrated. One in thought and purpose,
linked by the necessity of combating one hostile fate, a power antagonistic
ever,--a power we lived to evade,--we had no confidants save ourselves.
This strange anaemic order of beings was further removed from us, in fact,
than the kindly beasts who shared our natural existence in the sun. The
estrangement was fortified by an abiding sense of injustice, arising from
the refusal of the Olympians ever to defend, retract, or admit themselves in
the wrong, or to accept similar concessions on our part. For instance,
whenI flung the cat out of an upper window (though I did it from no ill-
feeling, and it didn't hurt the cat), I was ready, after a moment's reflection,
to own I was wrong, as a gentleman should. But was the matter allowed
to end there? I trow not. Again, when Harold was locked up in his
room all day, for assault and battery upon a neighbour's pig,--an action he
would have scorned, being indeed on the friendliest terms with the porker
in question,--there was no handsome expression of regret on the discovery
of the real culprit. What Harold had felt was not so much the
imprisonment,--indeed he had very soon escaped by the window, with
assistance from his allies, and had only gone back in time for his release,--
as the Olympian habit. A word would have set all right; but of course
that word was never spoken.
Well! The Olympians are all past and gone. Somehow the sun does
not seem to shine so brightly as it used; the trackless meadows of old time
have shrunk and dwindled away to a few poor acres. A saddening doubt,
a dull suspicion, creeps over me. Et in Arcadia ego,--I certainly did once
inhabit Arcady. Can it be I too have become an Olympian?
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A HOLIDAY.
The masterful wind was up and out, shouting and chasing, the lord of
the morning. Poplars swayed and tossed with a roaring swish; dead
leaves sprang aloft, and whirled into space; and all the clear-swept heaven
seemed to thrill with sound like a great harp.
It was one of the first awakenings of the year. The earth stretched
herself, smiling in her sleep; and everything leapt and pulsed to the stir of
the giant's movement. With us it was a whole holiday; the occasion a
birthday--it matters not whose. Some one of us had had presents, and
pretty conventional speeches, and had glowed with that sense of heroism
which is no less sweet that nothing has been done to deserve it. But the
holiday was for all, the rapture of awakening Nature for all, the various
outdoor joys of puddles and sun and hedge-breaking for all. Colt-like I
ran through the meadows, frisking happy heels in the face of Nature
laughing responsive. Above, the sky was bluest of the blue; wide pools
left by the winter's floods flashed the colour back, true and brilliant; and
the soft air thrilled with the germinating touch that seemed to kindle
something in my own small person as well as in the rash primrose already
lurking in sheltered haunts. Out into the brimming sun- bathed world I
sped, free of lessons, free of discipline and correction, for one day at least.
My legs ran of themselves, and though I heard my name called faint and
shrill behind, there was no stopping for me. It was only Harold, I
concluded, and his legs, though shorter than mine, were good for a longer
spurt than this. Then I heard it called again, but this time more faintly,
with a pathetic break in the middle; and I pulled up short, recognising
Charlotte's plaintive note.
She panted up anon, and dropped on the turf beside me. Neither had
any desire for talk; the glow and the glory of existing on this perfect
morning were satisfaction full and sufficient.
"Where's Harold;" I asked presently.
"Oh, he's just playin' muffin-man, as usual," said Charlotte with
petulance. "Fancy wanting to be a muffin-man on a whole holiday!"
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It was a strange craze, certainly; but Harold, who invented his own
games and played them without assistance, always stuck staunchly to a
new fad, till he had worn it quite out. Just at present he was a muffin-
man, and day and night he went through passages and up and down
staircases, ringing a noiseless bell and offering phantom muffins to
invisible wayfarers. It sounds a poor sort of sport; and yet--to pass along
busy streets of your own building, for ever ringing an imaginary bell and
offering airy muffins of your own make to a bustling thronging crowd of
your own creation--there were points about the game, it cannot be denied,
though it seemed scarce in harmony with this radiant wind-swept
morning!
"And Edward, where is he?" I questioned again.
"He's coming along by the road," said Charlotte. "He'll be crouching
in the ditch when we get there, and he's going to be a grizzly bear and
spring out on us, only you mustn't say I told you, 'cos it's to be a surprise."
"All right," I said magnanimously. "Come on and let's be surprised."
But I could not help feeling that on this day of days even a grizzly felt
misplaced and common.
Sure enough an undeniable bear sprang out on us as we dropped into
the road; then ensued shrieks, growlings, revolver-shots, and unrecorded
heroisms, till Edward condescended at last to roll over and die, bulking
large and grim, an unmitigated grizzly. It was an understood thing, that
whoever took upon himself to be a bear must eventually die, sooner or
later, even if he were the eldest born; else, life would have been all strife
and carnage, and the Age of Acorns have displaced our hard-won
civilisation. This little affair concluded with satisfaction to all parties
concerned, we rambled along the road, picking up the defaulting Harold
by the way, muffinless now and in his right and social mind.
"What would you do?" asked Charlotte presently,--the book of the
moment always dominating her thoughts until it was sucked dry and cast
aside,--"what would you do if you saw two lions in the road, one on each
side, and you didn't know if they was loose or if they was chained up?"
"Do?" shouted Edward, valiantly, "I should--I should--I should--"
His boastful accents died away into a mumble: "Dunno what I
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should do."
"Shouldn't do anything," I observed after consideration; and really it
would be difficult to arrive at a wiser conclusion.
"If it came to DOING," remarked Harold, reflectively, "the lions would
do all the doing there was to do, wouldn't they?"
"But if they was GOOD lions," rejoined Charlotte, "they would do as
they would be done by."
"Ah, but how are you to know a good lion from a bad one?" said
Edward. "The books don't tell you at all, and the lions ain't marked any
different."
"Why, there aren't any good lions," said Harold, hastily.
"Oh yes, there are, heaps and heaps," contradicted Edward. "Nearly
all the lions in the story-books are good lions. There was Androcles' lion,
and St. Jerome's lion, and--and--the Lion and the Unicorn--"
"He beat the Unicorn," observed Harold, dubiously, "all round the
town."
"That PROVES he was a good lion," cried Edwards triumphantly.
"But the question is, how are you to tell 'em when you see 'em?"
"_I_ should ask Martha," said Harold of the simple creed.
Edward snorted contemptuously, then turned to Charlotte. "Look
here," he said; "let's play at lions, anyhow, and I'll run on to that corner
and be a lion,--I'll be two lions, one on each side of the road,--and you'll
come along, and you won't know whether I'm chained up or not, and that'll
be the fun!"
"No, thank you," said Charlotte, firmly; "you'll be chained up till I'm
quite close to you, and then you'll be loose, and you'll tear me in pieces,
and make my frock all dirty, and p'raps you'll hurt me as well. _I_ know
your lions!"
"No, I won't; I swear I won't," protested Edward. "I'll be quite a new
lion this time,--something you can't even imagine." And he raced off to
his post. Charlotte hesitated; then she went timidly on, at each step
growing less Charlotte, the mummer of a minute, and more the anxious
Pilgrim of all time. The lion's wrath waxed terrible at her approach; his
roaring filled the startled air. I waited until they were both thoroughly
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absorbed, and then I slipped through the hedge out of the trodden highway,
into the vacant meadow spaces. It was not that I was unsociable, nor that
I knew Edward's lions to the point of satiety; but the passion and the call
of the divine morning were high in my blood.
Earth to earth! That was the frank note, the joyous summons of the
day; and they could not but jar and seem artificial, these human
discussions and pretences, when boon Nature, reticent no more, was
singing that full-throated song of hers that thrills and claims control of
every fibre. The air was wine; the moist earth-smell, wine; the lark's
song, the wafts from the cow-shed at top of the field, the pant and smoke
of a distant train,--all were wine,--or song, was it? or odour, this unity they
all blended into? I had no words then to describe it, that earth- effluence
of which I was so conscious; nor, indeed, have I found words since. I ran
sideways, shouting; I dug glad heels into the squelching soil; I splashed
diamond showers from puddles with a stick; I hurled clods skywards at
random, and presently I somehow found myself singing. The words
were mere nonsense,-- irresponsible babble; the tune was an improvisation,
a weary, unrhythmic thing of rise and fall: and yet it seemed to me a
genuine utterance, and just at that moment the one thing fitting and right
and perfect. Humanity would have rejected it with scorn, Nature,
everywhere singing in the same key, recognised and accepted it without a
flicker of dissent.
All the time the hearty wind was calling to me companionably from
where he swung and bellowed in the tree-tops. "Take me for guide to-
day," he seemed to plead. "Other holidays you have tramped it in the
track of the stolid, unswerving sun; a belated truant, you have dragged a
weary foot homeward with only a pale, expressionless moon for company.
To-day why not I, the trickster, the hypocrite? I, who whip round corners
and bluster, relapse and evade, then rally and pursue! I can lead you the
best and rarest dance of any; for I am the strong capricious one, the lord of
misrule, and I alone am irresponsible and unprincipled, and obey no law."
And for me, I was ready enough to fall in with the fellow's humour; was
not this a whole holiday? So we sheered off together, arm-in-arm, so to
speak; and with fullest confidence I took the jigging, thwartwise course
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my chainless pilot laid for me.
A whimsical comrade I found him, ere he had done with me. Was it
in jest, or with some serious purpose of his own, that he brought me plump
upon a pair of lovers, silent, face to face o'er a discreet unwinking stile?
As a rule this sort of thing struck me as the most pitiful tomfoolery. Two
calves rubbing noses through a gate were natural and right and within the
order of things; but that human beings, with salient interests and active
pursuits beckoning them on from every side, could thus--! Well, it was a
thing to hurry past, shamed of face, and think on no more. But this
morning everything I met seemed to be accounted for and set in tune by
that same magical touch in the air; and it was with a certain surprise that I
found myself regarding these fatuous ones with kindliness instead of
contempt, as I rambled by, unheeded of them. There was indeed some
reconciling influence abroad, which could bring the like antics into
harmony with bud and growth and the frolic air.
A puff on the right cheek from my wilful companion sent me off at a
fresh angle, and presently I came in sight of the village church, sitting
solitary within its circle of elms. From forth the vestry window projected
two small legs, gyrating, hungry for foothold, with larceny--not to say
sacrilege--in their every wriggle: a godless sight for a supporter of the
Establishment. Though the rest was hidden, I knew the legs well enough;
they were usually attached to the body of Bill Saunders, the peerless bad
boy of the village. Bill's coveted booty, too, I could easily guess at that;
it came from the Vicar's store of biscuits, kept (as I knew) in a cupboard
along with his official trappings.
For a moment I hesitated; then I passed on my way. I protest I was
not on Bill's side; but then, neither was I on the Vicar's, and there was
something in this immoral morning which seemed to say that perhaps,
after all, Bill had as much right to the biscuits as the Vicar, and would
certainly enjoy them better; and anyhow it was a disputable point, and no
business of mine. Nature, who had accepted me for ally, cared little who
had the world's biscuits, and assuredly was not going to let any friend of
hers waste his time in playing policeman for Society.
He was tugging at me anew, my insistent guide; and I felt sure, as I
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rambled off in his wake, that he had more holiday matter to show me.
And so, indeed, he had; and all of it was to the same lawless tune. Like a
black pirate flag on the blue ocean of air, a hawk hung ominous; then,
plummet-wise, dropped to the hedgerow, whence there rose, thin and shrill,
a piteous voice of squealing.
By the time I got there a whisk of feathers on the turf--like scattered
playbills--was all that remained to tell of the tragedy just enacted. Yet
Nature smiled and sang on, pitiless, gay, impartial. To her, who took no
sides, there was every bit as much to be said for the hawk as for the
chaffinch. Both were her children, and she would show no preferences.
Further on, a hedgehog lay dead athwart the path--nay, more than dead;
decadent, distinctly; a sorry sight for one that had known the fellow in
more bustling circumstances. Nature might at least have paused to shed
one tear over this rough jacketed little son of hers, for his wasted aims, his
cancelled ambitions, his whole career of usefulness cut suddenly short.
But not a bit of it! Jubilant as ever, her song went bubbling on, and
"Death-in- Life," and again, "Life-in-Death," were its alternate burdens.
And looking round, and seeing the sheep-nibbled heels of turnips that
dotted the ground, their hearts eaten out of them in frost- bound days now
over and done, I seemed to discern, faintly, a something of the stern
meaning in her valorous chant.
My invisible companion was singing also, and seemed at times to be
chuckling softly to himself, doubtless at thought of the strange new
lessons he was teaching me; perhaps, too, at a special bit of waggishness
he had still in store. For when at last he grew weary of such insignificant
earthbound company, he deserted me at a certain spot I knew; then
dropped, subsided, and slunk away into nothingness. I raised my eyes,
and before me, grim and lichened, stood the ancient whipping-post of the
village; its sides fretted with the initials of a generation that scorned its
mute lesson, but still clipped by the stout rusty shackles that had tethered
the wrists of such of that generation's ancestors as had dared to mock at
order and law. Had I been an infant Sterne, here was a grand chance for
sentimental output! As things were, I could only hurry homewards, my
moral tail well between my legs, with an uneasy feeling, as I glanced back
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