Egan, Greg - The Demon' s Passage

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The Demon's Passage
Greg Egan
Somebody out there, show your compassion, come and kill me. Cut me free and
watch me slowly shrivel, or slice me up and flush me down a toilet. Any way you
like, I don't mind. Come on! You do it for your youngest children, you do it for
your sick old parents. Come and do it for me. I can tell you'd like it. Don't be
nervous, lovers! You'll never be found out, if that's what's holding you back:
I'll stay silent to the end, be it swift or slow. Come on, people! I'm totally
defenceless. Hurry up! Don't be shy. You have the right. You made me, you
created me, so you know you have the right.
Who am I? What am I, that can whisper pleas for death into your clean and honest
minds? I could give you twenty questions, but I fear that you'd need more.
Animal, for sure. Smaller than a bread-box now, but growing every day. Two legs?
Four legs? Six? Eight? I have no limbs, I have no face; no fangs, no claws, you
musn't fear me. I am the stuff of thought (pure and impure), and what could be
more harmless than that?
Practicalities: you'll need my address. Can you hear me in the back rows? Are
you reading me, Brazil? I can certainly hear all of you, louder than my own
thoughts at times, but then I am such a sensitive little pudding, and you have
so many unavoidable distractions. Like:
Oh, green and brown and blue and white
Fade to black as the Earth turns into night
Oh, thank you Lord for such a wondrous sight
I'm a-higher than the sky so I know we'll be all right!
It has a highly infectious melody, I must admit. No doubt there'll soon be
dozens more singers queueing to record in the Shuttle, especially after all
those Limited Edition Zero-Gee Pressings sold for a hundred thousand each.
Hoo-wheee! Thank you, Lord!
Yes, my address: Surry Hills, Sydney, New South Wales, Australia. I'm in the
basement of the Australian Biotech Playground. You can't miss it: the forecourt
is the only vomit-free region for miles around, since the Brain Chemistry people
here developed an ingenious new toxin which selectively repels the local
homeless alcoholics. Should turn out to be quite a money-spinner, if they market
it properly.
But if you still have trouble finding the place, it's a tall, white building set
in a pleasant square of shrubs and modern sculpture. The logo above the entrance
is quite distinctive: an erect phallus which dissolves, or rather unravels
half-way, into a double-helix of DNA. The cruder members of staff here are split
about equally between those who say this symbol means "fuck molecular biology!"
and those who say it means "molecular biology will fuck you!". The city's
feminists are similarly divided, between those who see it as a hopeful sign of
freedom (the penis being superseded by a technology that women can master and
employ as they see fit), and those who see it as representing their worst fears:
science springing from the testicles instead of from the brain.
There's a shopping arcade on the ground floor, extending one level above and one
below, with a cinema complex, a health food supermarket, and a twenty-four hour
chemist. Linking the three levels, twisted around the laser-lit spume of an
endlessly-pumping fountain, is the southern hemisphere's only pair of spiral
escalators. Unfortunately, they're usually closed for repairs; the mechanism
that drives them is ingenious, but insufficiently robust, and it takes no more
than a stray bottle top or a discarded chocolate bar wrapper in the wrong place
to start belts slipping, gears crunching, shafts snapping, until the whole
structure begins to behave like a dadaist work of art designed explicitly to
destroy itself.
Floors two to ten hold consulting rooms: neurologists, endocrinologists,
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gynaecologists, rheumatologists: in short, as fine a collection of brain-dead,
ex-university rugby players as ever assembled anywhere. These people have only
one facial expression: the patronising, superior, self-satisfied smirk. The very
same smirk that appeared on their lips the day they gained admission to medical
school has come through everything since without the slightest change: gruelling
feats of rote learning and beer sculling at university; initiation by
sleep-deprivation and token poverty as residents; working long and hard on
obscure research projects for their MDs, hoping only that their superiors might
steal the credit for any interesting results, so that by accepting the theft in
silence in a ritual act of self-abasement they might prove themselves worthy to
be the colleagues of the thieves. And then, suddenly, skiing holidays, Pacific
cruises, and an endless line of patients who swoon with awe and say "Yes,
Doctor. No, Doctor. Of course I will, Doctor. Thank you. Thank you, Doctor."
Floors eleven to eighteen house a wide range of pathology labs, where every
substance or structure that might travel the bloodstream, from macrophages and
lymphocytes through to antibodies, protein hormones, carbohydrate molecules,
even individual ions, can be hunted down, tagged and counted.
Nineteen to twenty-five are filled with the offices of pharmaceuticals and
medical instrumentation firms. They pay five times the market rate for renting
space on this sleazy side of town, but it's more than worth it just to share an
address with the world-famous research team that perfected and patented
bioluminescent contact lenses (". . . triggered by minute changes in the
hormonal content of lubricating tears, Honest EyesTM glow with a subtle aura,
changing colour instantly to perfectly reflect every nuance of the wearer's
changing mood . . ."), beat the Americans, the Swiss and the Japanese to develop
the first one hundred per cent effective post-coital contraceptive cigarette,
and then, out-stripping all their past achievements in consumer biotech, went on
to produce a special chewing gum that will stain the teeth red in the presence
of salivary AIDS virus ("Share a stick with someone you love").
Twenty-six to thirty hold libraries, conference rooms, and row after row of
quiet offices, where the scientists can sit and listen to the airconditioning,
their own breathing, the sound of fingers on a keyboard in the next room. This
is the realm of pure abstraction: no test tubes here, no culture flasks or Petri
dishes, and no visible hint of the likes of me.
Thirty-one to forty is administration and marketing, and on top of that is a
simulated Viennese cafe which revolves once every ten minutes. There's a
coin-operated telescope on the rim, with which people can, and frequently do,
watch the prostitutes in leopard-skin leotards pacing the streets of nearby
Kings Cross.
I've been teasing you, haven't I, leading you astray. Upwards, ever upwards,
away from the traffic noise, away from the putrid garbage, the broken glass, the
used needles, the choking stench of urine. The building that I have described so
far rises up into the almost-fresh air, up into the sunlight, up into the blue
sky of daydreams. But don't you think there's something more? Don't you think
this building has foundations?
Underneath the shoppers are five levels of research labs. People here walk
briskly, radiating a message with every step: I'm busy, I'm highly trained, and
I have something critical incubating/concentrating/ spinning/in a column/on a
gel that I must go and check in exactly three minutes and thirty-five seconds.
Twenty-five seconds, now.
It's all happening here, no doubt about it: flow cytometry, mass spectrometry,
X-ray crystallography, high performance liquid chromatography. Nuclear magnetic
resonance. Genes are mapped, spliced, cloned, proteins are synthesised and
purified. A real hive of activity. But what's supporting it, what's holding it
up? We haven't far to go now. Be patient.
There's a level of cold-rooms and freezers.
There's a level of equipment stores, and another for chemicals.
Second-lowest is where they keep the computers. Four of them, big as elephants.
Seen from the outside they have a certain dignity, but within they're just
puppets with split personalities, twitching pathetically in a thousand different
directions as the masters upstairs tug at them impatiently, scream at them to
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