
"Is this…? Could it be…? Jherek, you know, I believe this is where you were conceived, my egg.
Your father and I were walking" — she pointed at a complex of low buildings on the opposite shore, just
visible through a drifting, yellow mist — "over there! When the conversation turned, as it will in such
places, to the customs of the ancients. I think we were discussing the Dead Sciences. As it happened, he
had been studying some old text on biological restructuring, and we wondered if it was still possible to
create a child according to Dawn Age practices." She laughed. "The mistakes we made at first! But
eventually we got the hang of it and here you are — a creature of quality, the product of skilled
craftsmanship. Possibly that is why I cherish you so deeply, with such pride."
Jherek took her hand of gleaming jet. He kissed the tips of her fingers. Gently, he stroked her back.
He could say nothing, but his hands were gentle, his expression tender. He knew her well enough to
know that she was strangely excited.
They lay down together on the comfortable moss, listening to the music of the city, watching the
insects dancing in the predominantly violet light.
"It is the peace, I believe, that I treasure most," murmured the Iron Orchid, moving her head
luxuriously against his shoulder, "the antique peace. Have we lost something, do you think, that our
forefathers possessed, some quality of experience? Werther believes that we have."
Jherek smiled. "It is my understanding, most glorious of blooms, that individuals are given to
individual experiences. We can make of the past anything we choose."
"And of the future?" said she dreamily, inconsequently.
"If Yusharisp's warnings are to be taken seriously, then the future fades; there is scarcely any left."
But he had lost her attention. She got up and walked to the edge of the pool. Below the surface
warm colours writhed and, entranced for the moment, she stared at them. "I should regret…" she began,
then paused, shaking her dusky hair. "Ah, the smells, Jherek. Are they not sublime?"
He raised himself to his feet and went to join her, a billowing cloud of white as he moved. He took a
deep breath of the chemical atmosphere and his body glowed. He looked across the pool at the outline
of the city, wondering how it had changed since it had been populated by humankind, when people had
lived their lives among its engines and its mills, before it had become self-sufficient, no longer needing
tending. Did it ever suffer loneliness, he thought, or miss what must have seemed to it, at last, the clumsy,
affectionate attentions of the engineers who had brought it to life? Had Shanalorm's inhabitants drifted
away from the city, or had the city rejected them? He put an arm around his mother's shoulders, but he
realized that it was himself shivering, touched for a moment by an inexplicable chill.
"They are sublime," he said.
"Not dissimilar, I suppose, to the one you visited — to London?"
"It is a city," he agreed, "and they do not alter much in their essentials." And he felt another pang, so
he laughed and said: "What shall be the colours of our meal today?"
"Ice white and berry-blue," she said. "Those little snails with their azure shells — where are they
from? And plums! What else? Aspirin in jelly?"
"Not today. I find it a trifle insipid. Shall we have a snow-fish of some sort?"
"Absolutely!" Removing her gown, she flicked it out over the moss and it became a silvery cloth.
Together they arranged the food, seating themselves on opposite sides of the cloth.
But when it was ready Jherek did not feel hungry. To please his mother, he sampled some fish, a sip
or two of mineral water, a morsel of heroin, and was glad when she herself became bored with the meal
and suggested that they disseminate it. No matter how much he tried to give his whole heart to his
mother's enthusiasm, he found that he still could not purge himself of a vague feeling of unease. He knew
that he would like to be elsewhere but knew, too, that there was nowhere in the world he could go and
be rid of his sense of dissatisfaction. He noticed that she was smiling.
"Jherek! You sag, my dear! You mope! Perhaps the time has come to forget your rôle — to give it
up in favour of one which can be better realized?"
"I cannot forget Mrs. Underwood."
"I admire your resolution. I have told you so already. I merely remind you, from my own knowledge
of the classics, that passion, like a perfect rose, must finally fade. Perhaps it is time to begin fading a