
"I should have taken a horse," he said aloud — then remembered not to do that, and was silent. He
saw himself — Mark Cooper dead — walking to the horse-lines past snoring troopers, choosing some
shifting charger (a tall hot-hided roan) amid the warmth and odor of other horses. Unclipping its halter
tether, and leading it away, stamping, snorting, to jump swinging up onto its bare back... knee it to a trot,
then kick it galloping out of camp, leaving shouts and flaring torches behind.
Bajazet imagined that so well, he looked behind him as if the horse were there, tethered to a tree
while he rested from hard riding.
Of course, hoof-marks would have been easier for pursuers to track... and stealing one would have
required passing many snoring troopers to get to the horses. Careless guard of the new king's son, perhaps,
with no danger expected. Careless guard of a regiment's mounts — never.
Bajazet thought of a bite or two of his pack's pemmican, then decided not. It was startling how empty
of game — of any food — these wild woods were. He'd seen nothing, not even a rabbit or squirrel for
reason to string his bow. And no time to set and wait out snares.... Unless many tribal hunters had come
through, the distant sounds of the hunt had been enough to frighten the game away before them. In that
way, by hunger, the chase might kill him without ever catching.
... On the royal hunts, of course, the foresters had already found game, or driven it, for the family's
pleasure. But he was no longer a person privileged. Now, he was only a person, and could even be alone
and by himself — though he'd many times been almost alone with only a whore for company... and with
other men's wives. Alone in his chambers at Island, of course, though with Terry Fitz, or Noel, or sad old
Ralph-sergeant on duty outside his door. The steward, and the maids. It was Terry he missed most, and
was surprised to be missing him. A valet... clothes-press, hot irons, and fussing over colors.
Bajazet raised his arms, stretched as well as bow, quiver, and pack allowed, and took a deep breath
of cold woods air. There was a pleasure to being only a person, and alone — though a pleasure that would
likely be short-lived.
* * *
Time to angle back to the stream. East.., east would have to be the way, at least for a while. East,
and thank Floating-Jesus — or the Forest's Jesus, now — for rising hills and deeper woods, where a troop
of Light Cavalry (certain soon to arrive and chase) would find difficult going.
Bajazet settled his gear, canted the scabbarded rapier back out of his way, and trotted — allowing
for frequent interfering trees — a long southeastern way, taking direction from a watery sun
through graying cloud. His toes hurt.... He felt he must someday
set bitter loss aside, set the last of cushioned boyhood aside as well, to become a slightly different
person, one to whom the panoply, music, and colors of the court would seem odd to remember.
Alone. The king gone, the queen gone — and Colonel Mosten drowned with them.... Newton gone.
Pedro Darry killed — and certainly others.
And who left alive, who had loved King Sam Monroe? Possibly Master Lauder, who'd seemed so
sly. Possibly he and Lord Voss — both in their fifties, now — had survived in North Map-Mexico; the
Coopers' arm might not have reached so far.... Come to a wall of ice-sheathed bramble, Bajazet had to
backtrack, go around to avoid it. — And if Howell Voss still lived, then his wife, Charmian, would be alive
as well, and she a fair and dangerous match for her husband. Lauder and the Vosses, formidable people
who'd been King Sam's officers and friends.
Bajazet had met the three of them once, come up from the Gulf for Lord Winter's festival. The
Vosses, particularly, an impressive pair, both tall and battle-scarred. They'd brought twins with them, of all
things — a little boy and girl clumsy and curious as puppies.... Lord Howell, one-eyed and seeming to
Bajazet old to have fathered young children, had been humorous, and played the banjar once in his
Second-mother's solar. His wife, not quite as old — her long black hair, streaked iron-gray worn loose
down her back as if she were a girl — had come up to the salle once, and stood watching a lesson, a
battle-melee where fifteen of the older boys (and a river lord's odd daughter) half-armored, fought with
blunted blades in confused turmoil, divided one group against the other. Lady Voss had watched for a
while... then, smiling, had left.
After the lesson, the others dismissed, the Master — a grizzled West-bank Major, still quick as a cat
— had said to Bajazet, "Be careful around the Lady Charmian Voss, Prince, now and in the future. Careful
courtesy, do you understand?"
Bajazet had understood, understood even that year before the king's painful lesson. The lady's smile,
though pleasantly amused, had seemed to conceal something grimmer. He'd heard the king, later, discussing