
of total amnesia, which was almost as good, had set sister Flora to watch over
my exile, and hoped that that was the last of it. Brand later told me he had
gotten me committed to Porter in a desperate move to restore my memory as a
preliminary to my return to Amber.
While Fiona and Bleys had been dealing with Brand, Eric had been in touch
with Flora. She had arranged for my transfer to Greenwood from the clinic to
which the police had taken me, with instructions to keep me narcotized, while
Eric began arrangements for his coronation in Amber. Shortly thereafter, our
brother Random's idyllic existence in Texorami was broken when Brand managed
to send him a message outside the normal family channels - i.e., the Trumps -
requesting deliverance. While Random, who was blissfully nonpartisan in the
power struggle, was about this business, I managed to deliver myself from
Greenwood, still relatively unmemoried. Having obtained Flora's address from
Greenwood's frightened director, I betook myself to her place in Westchester,
engaged in some elaborate bluffing, and moved in as a house guest. Random, in
the meantime, had been less than successful in his attempt to rescue Brand.
Slaying the snaky warden of the tower, he had had to flee its inner guards,
utilizing one of the region's strangely mobile rocks. The guards, a hardy band
of not quite human guys, had succeeded in pursuing him through Shadow,
however, a feat normally impossible for most non-Amberites. Random had fled
then to the shadow Earth where I was guiding Flora along the paths of
misunderstanding while attempting to locate the proper route to enlightenment
as to my own circumstances. Crossing the continent in response to my assurance
that he would be under my protection. Random had come believing that his
pursuers were my own creatures. When I helped him destroy them he was puzzled
but unwilling to raise the issue while I seemed engaged in some private
maneuver throneward. In fact, he had easily been tricked into conveying me
back to Amber through Shadow.
This venture had proved beneficial in some respects while much less
satisfactory in others. When I had finally revealed the true state of my
personal situation, Random and our sister Deirdre, whom we had encountered
along the way, conducted me to Amber's mirror city within the sea, Rebma.
There I had walked the image of the Pattern and recovered the bulk of my
memories as a result - thereby also settling the issue as to whether I was the
real Corwin or merely one of his shadows. From Rebma I had traveled into
Amber, utilizing the power of the Pattern to effect an instantaneous journey
home. After fighting an inconclusive duel with Eric, I had fled via the Trumps
into the keeping of my beloved brother and would-be assassin, Bleys.
I joined with Bleys in an attack on Amber, a mismanaged affair which we
had lost. Bleys vanished during the final engagement, under circumstances
which looked likely to prove fatal but, the more that I learned and thought
about it, probably had not. This left me to become Eric's prisoner and an
unwilling party to his coronation, after which he had had me blinded and
locked away. A few years in the dungeons of Amber had seen a regeneration of
my eyes, in direct proportion to the deterioration of my state of mind. It was
only the accidental appearance of Dad's old adviser Dworkin, worse off
mentally than myself, which had led to a way of escape.
After that, I set about recovering and I resolved to be more prudent the
next time I went after Eric. I journeyed through Shadow toward an old land
where I had once reigned - Avalon - with plans to obtain there a substance of
which I alone among Amberites was aware, a chemical unique in its ability to
undergo detonation in Amber. En route, I had passed through the land of
Lorraine, there encountering my old exiled Avalonian general Ganelon, or
someone very much like him. I remained because of a wounded knight, a girl,
and a local menace peculiarly similar to a thing occurring in the vicinity of
Amber herself - a growing black circle somehow related to the black road our
enemies traveled, a thing for which I held myself partly responsible because
of a curse I had pronounced at the time of my blinding. I won the battle, lost
the girl, and traveled on to Avalon with Ganelon.
The Avalon we reached, we quickly learned, was under the protection of my