
"If my reticence would hurt your feelings," Seven said, "then I must comply. The holodeck pro-
gram is meant to help me... recapture my childhood."
Chakotay shook his head. "I don't understand."
"Every human has a childhood," Seven explained. "But I did not. I was assimilated by the Borg at age six,
years before my childhood would have come to an end. I am aware that my background sometimes
makes it... difficult to interact with people, and I have lately come to wonder if part of that is because-"
"-you had a deprived childhood?" Chakotay interjected.
"An interesting way to put it," she said, and frowned. "But, yes. I have been observing Naomi Wildman
as well as teaching her." Naomi Wildman was the daughter of Ensign Wildman and the only child on the
ship. "She has a certain ... exuberance that I have come to admire, and I suspect that certain human
behaviors stem from recalling this childish-"
"Childlike," Chakotay corrected amiably.
"Childlike behavior," Seven finished. "Tom Paris, for example."
Chakotay laughed again. "Want some help with it?"
"I had considered asking Naomi Wildman to join me," Seven admitted. "But I ultimately decided that it
might compromise our teacher-student relationship."
"I meant me, Seven," Chakotay said.
Seven stopped. "But you are not a child."
"No," Chakotay was forced to admit. "But I do remember what it was like. I might be able to give you a
few pointers the holodeck computer might miss."
"I would appreciate that," Seven said. "I have holodeck two reserved for nineteen hundred hours. Please
be on time." And she walked away.
Chakotay blinked, and realized he was standing outside the door to transporter room one.
Seven of Nine kept her face an impassive mask as she walked up the corridor. This was a new feeling,
and she wasn't sure what it meant. She found it oddly pleasing that Chakotay had asked to join her in
what she had intended as a private holoprogram. Pleasure, of course, was nothing new. It was pleasing
to sing a new aria with the Doctor. It was pleasing to focus the astrometric sensors on a rare type of
nebula and recover new data. It was even pleasing to sample certain of Neelix's recipes in the mess hall,
especially when he had created something new just for her. But this was pleasing in a different way. She
couldn't quite explain how it was different, and that bothered her.
As she continued her way to the turbolift, she found herself thinking more and more about her
conversation with Commander Chakotay. It felt as if she could still feel his hands on her shoulders when
he stopped her from colliding with him, and this, too, was pleasing. Everything was pleasing.
Perhaps she would have to find a different word.
The turbolift opened and Seven ordered it to take her to engineering. Now that Voyager had arrived at
Chi, the Captain would go through a certain amount of diplomatic maneuvering before the ship would be
allowed to dock with the Chiar space station, even though the Chiar had agreed to it. There would be
first meetings, speeches, and tours of the ship. A waste of time, in Seven's estimation. It would be so
much simpler and make more sense for Janeway to tell the Chiar that Voyager required repairs, and
since Janeway and the crew had saved their Engineer Zedrel, the Chiar owed a debt of obligation.
Experience, however, had taught Seven that this approach rarely worked for the Federation. They were
unwilling to take the steps necessary to ensure efficient compliance from the lesser civilizations.
Decks fled rapidly by as the turbolift dropped toward engineering. After the diplomacy, Lieutenant
Torres and the rest of the engineers would have to take stock of the station's facilities before beginning
repairs. Seven was sure she could find efficient ways to facilitate the process, though once again
experience had taught her that it would take a certain amount of (inefficient) diplomacy of her own to
make Torres understand that her ideas were superior.
Chakotay had known Torres longer than anyone else on the ship. Perhaps she would ask him about it.
Commander Chakotay stood at the base of the transporter pad. He had already caught Bethany Marija,
former Maquis and now transporter technician, hiding a smile as she stood at the controls. For a dreadful
moment he thought he had said or done something to let slip his recent thoughts about Seven. Then he